So, I would like to talk about body image for a moment
Im sure most of us teenagers( boys and girls) Have thought about a better version of you, maybe a you who's 10 pounds lighter or more toned and so on
I have been thinking about starving myself. And I know thats crazy, but its true. And I hate myself every moment when I think like that cause I have helped friends deal with eating disorders and Ive always been their rock
But know that Im in high school, we all go to different schools. I only have a few friends and Im not okay with talking to them about this stuff.
But here I can vent a little
I really wish I was 10 pounds lighter. Im a ballet dancer and Im not your average ballet dancer body. And thats because I started dancing almost 2 years ago. And I wish it was different, I have so many friends who don't even have to workout to look great and thats hard.
But I really don't wanna starve myself or hurt my body in anyway to reach what I want.
Aswell as eating healthy, Thats extremely difficult for me in some ways as I have a brother who is very picky and will only eat certain foods, so we tend to have candy in the house so he can get some extra calories.
But I think Im going to sincerely try this time
And I will blog more, keep you up on my life.
