I would crawl, cry and scream to get to you.
If i was under my flesh i would tear it apart to get to you.
Id die for you. Id live for you.
But ive been in hell and i see no difference.
Its not your fault. But it aint mine either.
How is this any different from begging. Begging attention. Begging love. I am not a dog.
I am not a pet.
I shouldnt be crying because i dont get you. We should be talking.
I dont wanna be around you trying to solve things. I dont wanna be around asking for a kiss. A hug. A word. A WORD.
I know you love silence. I know we live together. I know. I know i should spend time alone and like it. I do. I do.
Ive been doing that my whole life. I thought you got it. You dont.
I dont need you, i just want you in my life.
Im working hard on this and i know my own struggles make it hard to see that, but im trying so hard. I am. Its not fair.
I dont deserve this.
Im asking for the minimum.
And feeling that youll get angry at me if only you read this. I dont deserve this.
I am not a piece of trash so stop acting like i am.
