Fuckedup

How to die quickly

As always. Back to where I started. Why am I tormented

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Why thinness became an idea. I look at the lovely skinny girls, the way they talk, how they eat. Why are they so beautiful and why are they living my life, my slim life? And every time I suffer in a terrible state. I look at a beautiful girl, her name is Victoria. Don't call her Vika, she's Victoria. And that's the only name that suits her. She's beautiful. She is thin, but there is very appetizing and beautiful, everyone admires her,

Guess who again ate back the old weight. And he's going to lose weight again???!?!?!

Weight is low, but you need to lose another 3 kg before the summer. I'll make it. I can handle it. I'm enjoying life more than ever. Right now

The last few days my life was completely different. It's like you need to lose weight and get drunk to the point of a squeal. Life has found other colors. I held myself back as much as I could. I didn't limit myself to alcohol. I'll weigh it tomorrow. I'm afraid

I knew the weight would fall slowly. It's 62. Today is the first day of the new diet. I'll weigh myself every day

It is more difficult to tolerate, but plumb help to go to the goal

I feel calm when I'm starving. Clothes get looser and it cheers me up. I believe I can. Tomorrow is a fruity day, but I'm also going to get drunk. And the day after tomorrow, training to let all the liquid go away and starve again. I can do anything!!!!! And then I'll weigh it up. I'm very worried. Because I've been holding on for a long time

I finally survived the "favorite" diet. That's why I was in a glutton with a laxative. And now again the term for this diet. I'll sit on it over and over again. It's summer bitch