#disabled stuff

I can’t finish the final boss in deltarune chapter 5… i had to skip the last secret boss and “you know who” because it was so damn hard.

My joints are so bad, even just walking around in games can be really rough.

I need an “assisted mode” so badly :(

So much pressing and holding and spamming buttons in this chapter it genuinely hurts so much.

My timing is also shit, one of the reasons for why is how stiff my hands are.

Toby please ;-; think of the disabled folks and the plebs <3 people who suck butt at video games deserve to have a chance to progress the game they bought.

(I was already bad at video games but becoming physically disabled has made it so much harder)

And just my mom being able to say that I'm autistic in appointments has actually helped a lot. And just having better providers for medical care too anyway.

That handicap placard for parking is gonna be the biggest thing. I won't have to be dropped off then wait and then afterwards wait for them to get the car anymore. :> hell yeah.

Oh and my physical therapist helped kinda teach me how to walk with my cane. Like I always kinda knew how, but with my therapy sort of changing how I'm walking too to prevent my muscles tightening up again, it's nice to be taught how to incorporate that in with my cane.

And and and I'm getting a bed rail to help me be able to get out of bed easier especially to ease me up with my pots. And I have medicine that helps reduce some of my pots symptoms so they're not as bad.

And then seeing how my left hip moved while I was doing PT to help ease the pain. Half the time I can't tell when things are swelling cuz I'm fat and chubby and it's never like extreme swelling, just light puffiness. Which...I've also had my entire life. So I kinda just never learned what it looks like when it's wrong.