i dont know how to feel,.extatic that finally after 2months of being jobless,i finally got a job,scared because its a new environment for me,a little less extatic because 2more months before i actually start my training,and super down simply because after getting the job that i actually put alot of effort and money i still feel like i disappointed my parents,i cant feel that they are actually happy for me just because i wont start working till may12,2014,.i honestly dont know how am i gonna please them,i feel like whatever i do they wont be proud of me,or should i say they will never be proud of me,.i dont know anymore,. ofcourse i wanna thank HIM,my big bro up there for making all of these come true,now i know why you let me wait for 2months because you got something better for me,.thank you for always listening,and for always being there for me,.thank you for everything,.loveyou 😘GOD❤️