#didnt proofread

comforting hook <3 (and thank you for the compliment!)

*g/n reader but an explicit mention of Hook outweighing reader

“Promised my uncle I’d be back.” He shoves his foot into his shoe and adjusts his jeans over them with care. While he’s usually relaxed about Eddie’s unknown whereabouts, now and again he likes to actually come home at a reasonable hour to reassure him he’s alive and out of trouble.

You jut your bottom lip out in an attempt to sulk, which you both know won’t last very long. There are some people you just can’t stay mad at and Eddie’s one of them. “Okay.”

Once he’s put his other shoe on he leans over to your stuffed animals, all leaning against each other in a pile up at the bottom of your bed. “Look after her for me Mr. Bunny.” He picks up the white fluffy rabbit with big wide ears that you won at a fair when you were little, a patch of fabric sewn into the back of his shoulder where your friend's dog chewed him up. “She’s very precious.”

“Eddie.” You pull back your covers and sit with them bunched around your knees.

“She likes one kiss on her forehead before she goes to sleep,” Eddie moves the rabbit's head around like he’s replying, pausing for a second as if to wait for your giggle which comes on queue. “And everything else is my job, okay?” Eddie makes him nod before placing him back where he was, adjusting his ears so they face the right way and patting him on the head as he gets up.

“You’re ridiculous.” You reach your arm up to place your hand on the back of his neck, planting a kiss on the middle of his nose and then on his lips as a goodbye. Although you know he’s going to greet you in the morning with a carton of apple juice and a hug so tight it could crush your bones, you still feel an ache in your chest at the idea of him leaving.

“Bye you two.” Eddie gets up to stand in the doorway, leaning his shoulder against the frame. He points his index finger towards the mass of stuffed animals in the corner. “Be good.”

a bitter ex right off the bat. doesnt matter if you two broke it off in good terms he WILL be bitter for a while (only for a while tho) 

you were probably his first love that’s why he’s so hurt that you two broke up 😔

immediately cleans his room/place up in case there’s still remains of you lingering around and he doesn’t want that shit around

probably gets megumi or nobara to return your clothes you’ve left and some personal belongings like your toothbrush and shit like that

also!! expect him to pull up at your place first thing in the morning after your break up to get his clothes that you kept... 

as much as it hurts his ego, he WILL block you on social media during the first few weeks lmfao since the wound is still fresh not even ieri can fix him up

just for his own good tbh . if it helps him heal then let him 

then proceeds to post a really obvious quote on twitter or instagram about being broken hearted or going through a breakup n shit. the worst he could do is post a black screen on his stories with the caption “no one hmu” or some kind of corny sad caption 🥶💯

if you two ever bump into each other in public, best believe he’s gonna pretend you two don’t even know each other 💔

BUT !!! if he sees someone harassing you or wtv, he still won’t hesitate to step in but that’s just it. no more walking you home after that. just a simple, “are you alright?” and when you nod, he just leaves #pain

you won’t hear from him for a while but when he comes back out from his little bubble, there would be a noticeable change about him

he’s still the same goofy yuuji we know but he’s more guarded w his heart yk?? 

i just watched a video about women who are essentially proud of beins sidechicks; it was about some sorta 'weekend' trend (the video itself is from 2 months ago, so i'm a little late to finding out about this trend, has something to do with some song someone wrote about being a sidechick & now those women are kinda proudly labelling themselves as such). & i've been thinking about something related to this for about a year now every now and again which i will come to in a moment, but i guess that video just makes me want to ramble a little about this topic. it is a situation i fear to some extend, after all.

either way, for one i don't understand why someone would cheat, ofc. i mean, i know of the reasons typically given, but i think it's immature to do that rather than talk to your partner about the things that bother you or to leave the relationship before meeting someone new. i also don't understand why you would want to be a sidechick (this isn't about women who don't know they're sidechicks, same it isn't about men who're side..guys? is that what men in that situation are referred to?- it is about people who know that the person they are the sidepiece of is in a relationship & continue even so). i mean there were reasons named in the video but i still don't get it- sounded to me more like they didn't respect themselves or the wife the man is actually supposed to be with to me. i do try to understand all those reasons too, ofc. i'm not meaning to be harsh on cheaters; we're all just victims to our experiences, after all, & everyone makes mistakes. but i feel cheating, or participating in such an affair, is one of those mistakes that are done purposefully. you don't go & accidentally cheat on your spouse every day after all. so i do view this as a serious mistake, while still trying to acknowledge that we all are just humans.

i just kinda don't know. i mean, ofc i am aware cheating happens, & that it happens more than anyone would like it to be real, but i just kinda always thought it wouldn't be a logical thing to happen to me. which it hasn't, ofc, not that there has ever been an opportunity for someone to cheat on me since i've never done more than date occasionally anyway (which sometimes makes me wonder if there's something wrong with me, but that's a whole different can of worms that i hope will resolve by itself), but i don't like to find out that the chance that something like that happens is higher than i would have thought up until a year ago; my former store manager ended up quitting last year because people found out he had an affair with one of our colleagues (he didn't have to quit, but i think he was embarrassed. & i remember being totally flabberghasted by it 'cause not only did he have an incredibly kind & patient personality & was a bit of a teddy overall, he also had a wife who he would speak of often, & always give her the highest praises & say that he couldn't have married any better. & since then i just keep thinking how scary of a situation it is to be in to have a guy who apparently is head over heels for you, to feel wanted, only to find out he cheated on you & that it was all untrue (ofc this can be the other way too, i'm just viewing it through that lense here since that is the situation i witnessed & since that is also the lense the video i watched viewed it from). i mean, generally i think i'm a pretty secure person, & i generally trust people around myself to not hurt me, or others around them for that matter. but since i found this out about my ex-store manager my mind likes to cycle back to this; i can be quite naive, so i think having a situation liket that happen so close to me for once kinda affected my general worldview of 'most people are good', when even someone i perceived as 'good' until then does something like that. i think that's also proven by the fact that i've kept thinking about this every now & again since almost a year now & still don't know what to think about it or whether i have to change how i view things & relationships because of it. i think it's fair to say that it is a small worry now- one that i do realize is irrational though, so i'm more annoyed at myself than anything whenever it pops up. i dunno. still don't know how to think of all this. the video i watched earlier wasn't of help either, & that's why i'm writing all this i guess. if anything it just opened this topic for me again, just also from the lense of 'why is it treated like it is something that can be normal now, why do they act like it is something to be proud of?'.

     ENZO GRAHAM ( cis male, he/him, cody christian ) is TWENTY-SIX and a WRITER from VERONA. they are known as THE ISOLATO because they are STEADFAST, but if things kick off, they can be a bit JUDGEMENTAL. they’re BISEXUAL and describe their type as CREATIVE. from their time in the villa, they’re hoping to find FAME. ( sticky notes left everywhere, dry eyes from staring at your computer screen for hours, & angrily crumbled pieces of paper )

     played by: bonnie, 22, est, she/her

again there might not be a particular order to these but ill try to kinda rank them

regrets (in all fairness, im really digging here bc i dont have many regrets at all, i think its a waste of time so i taught myself to try to learn from experiences instead):

1. theres some ppl ive kinda lost contact with and i wish i hadnt (and in some cases i might try to pick it back up eventually but im in A Place right now itll have to wait)

2. not spending as much of my late teens single as id have liked i guess? bc if its up to me i dont think my current relationship is ending anytime soon, so i guess i kinda missed that opportunity

3. being a bit of a dick the first few years of high school (again, more of a learning experience but at the time it hit me really hard)

4. the way i broke up with some of my exes (quite specific, not getting into that now)

5. not saving my money when i was younger i guess?

things i wanna do before 30:

1. go on vacation by myself (not even really important where, just the experience of a solo vacation)

2. get my drivers licence

3. finish my education and get a job i like (or at least a nice way to spend my days)

4. get at least two tattoos (probably more)

5. more abstract, but id like to find a way to consistently and successfully (or as much as thats possible) deal with my mental illnesses so they dont limit me as much

pairing: im changkyun x reader

genre/warnings: some fluff, smut, dirty talk, sub!kyun

summary: where you catch changkyun masturbating and decide to tease him a little...

you laid next to changkyun on your sofa, his somnolent demeanor making you as loving of him as possible, he was half asleep and you didn't want to wake him of his daze. you nudged him slightly, eliciting a slight sound lying in the back of his throat.

"changkyun"

"yeah?"

"i need to go shower ok? but i can't get by because of you" your words were soft and sugar coated.

"ok" he replied lazily, dragging himself from the couch. "i'll be in bed" he added, and went straight to your shared bedroom.

you heard him shift on the mattress as you were in the bathroom, about to take a shower but didn't think much of it.

when you got out, drying yourself, he was still shifting on the bed, to which your first thought was that he couldn't find a comfortable position so you ignored this as well. when you exited the bathroom, a small moan came from your bedroom, which had the door left open a crack, only wide enough for you to see a very small portion of the room. when you approached the door and peeked through, your attention was drawn straight to the sight displayed to you on the bed. it was changkyun, with his mouth hung open and his eyebrows furrowed together, his pants pooling his ankles and his hand wrapped around his dick, stroking himself. his free hand was draped above his head, gently toying with his strands of hair as he pleasured himself, his eyes shut tightly as he was focused and persistent, and his hips were grinding gently up into his closed fist and if you watched anymore you'd have to possibly interrupt him.

you let your head fall against the door, the image still vivid in your mind and going straight to your core, making you feel things you shouldn't feel right now. the weight of your head and body opened the door slightly, but enough to let changkyun know you were there.

he gasped in panic, immediately covering himself as an embarrassed blush crept over his already flushed cheeks. you couldn't help but laugh at the humiliation he felt, he was utterly shocked at your intrusion of his intimate moment, and all you could do was laugh.

"baby..." you exhaled with a twinge of laughter, hoping to lighten the mood. "if you were horny, " you were walking closer to him "you could've just told me" you were standing right beside him, he was sitting up on the bed still trying to process the situation. you sat down on the edge of the bed beside him and gently lifted the pillow he was using to cover himself with. you were presented with the sight of his reddened tip glistening with pre-cum and veins bulging against the skin of his shaft, which in itself had the ability to make your thighs clench. you bit your bottom lip at how he looked, his hair tousled, his chest still rising and falling from being out of breath, his dick pulsating and his neck glistening with sweat. he was such a pretty, desperate sight in which all you could do was stare at how disheveled he was.

you leaned in his ear, switching your position to where you were hovering over him. "i could help you with this" you whispered softly to him, and he replied with a quick nod and a mellow whimper. it was obvious that he needed some sort of release and you were more than happy to comply.

you removed his pooling jeans off his ankles and in return, you stood up and removed your towel from your body, revealing yourself entirely to him. he looked at you with eyes that were needy in so many ways as they followed you as you repositioned yourself to where you were straddling his thighs. you slid your hands past his hips and up his stomach, removing his shirt and revealing his bare chest, a thin coating of sweat over it. he truly was a sight that you could delve into and never get enough of, especially when he was as frantically aroused as this.

you traced your hand back down his chest, stopping at his shaft, teasing him ever so slightly. you wrapped your hand around his base, educing him to sharply inhale through his teeth and pant ever so slightly.

you pumped your hand slowly, torturously, lubricated by his pre-cum. he bucked his hips upward and allowed his head to fall back and his jaw to practically unhinge from his face, letting even the most miniscule sounds, from whines to high moans, fall out carelessly.

"do you know how desperate you look right now baby?" all he could do is moan in response.

you laughed at him, still slowly and painfully stroking his thick shaft, educing an aggravated sound from him. it was conspicuous that he wanted you to move your hand over him faster, but teasing him was just so fun that you could resist in doing so.

"princess," he whined "please, go faster. i need you" his voice was breathy and he sounded so helplessly turned on that you melted at his request.

you began stroking him faster, the lewd sound of it being enough to have you moaning too. he was whispering quick phrases, too fast for you too comprehend but he was obviously immensely pleasured but just your hand around his dick, swiveling skillfully for only him. he gasped when you tightened suddenly, in attempt to increase the friction he felt which visibly worked as his face contorted in pleasure from the sudden pressure applied to his most sensitive area. you swiftened your pace as his breaths got shallower and quicker in response, he was about to cum any minute judging from the helpless moans and curses falling from his lips and how his thighs quivered under your touch.

"are you gonna cum baby?" you teased him to which he quickly nodded.

"oh god" he moaned letting his head tilt back even farther, exposing his adam's apple. he swore at the sensation, bucking his hips up into your hand trying to get himself off, when he suddenly painted your hand in white streaks, panting and moaning as you rode out his high, stroking him slowly.

with your clean hand, you held his chin in between your index finger and thumb, forcing him to look into your eyes.

"you look such a mess, baby" he was still out of breath. "i can't even imagine what you'd look like when i ride your dick" you whispered, biting your bottom lip and scanning his face. "you'd want that, wouldn't you?" he vigorously nodded, unable to use his words as it would simply be a jumbled mess of moans and high whines.

"please, princess" he begged politely.

you shifted your hips to where they were directly hovering over his shaft. you looked him in the eyes, silently asking for his consent, to which he nodded and let his head fall back once more. you grabbed his shaft and slowly lowered yourself onto him, creating a moan from the back of his throat to be released. you let yourself adjust to his size, almost ready to start moving on him, but teasing him and holding your place was your fun. he growled, dropping his hands to your thighs and digging his nails into the soft skin of them.

"move." he commanded, sick of your games.

and with that, you rocked your hips back and forth on him, roaming his chest as he thrusted his hips into you, holding your thighs and moving you slightly in rhythm with him. your moans filled the room and his whines were as desperate as they had been, energizing you to where you began bouncing on him, the sound of skin slapping joining your mixed moans in the quietness of the bedroom and you yourself felt an orgasm building.

his dick felt heavenly in you and you were so tight around him, which let him get as much pleasure as he could.

"fuck," he whispered, "you're so fucking tight around me"

his hands had trailed up to your hips now, moving you on his dick, wetness in between the both of you allowing him to easily slip in you with every thrust his hips executed. he was such a sight again, his hair sticking to his forehead from sweat and his eyes shut tightly, he seemed like he wasn't even thinking, just letting his hips do all the work as moans freely slipped from his mouth.

you couldn't help but to ride him faster, all you wanted to do was to see him overwhelmed with pleasure to where he looks like a hot mess, and it did exactly that.

his face contorted once again in pleasure, unable to control himself and his movements and now he was erratically thrusting himself into you, about to cum at any moment. his moans got louder and higher as you let your hips rise and fall on him at an immeasurable rate, roughly fucking yourself on him and giving him all the pleasure he could ever ask for.

you arched your back and his hands were now placed tightly on your waist, still moving you in sync with his hips.

"don't stop" you moaned, being the desperate one now.

he felt so utterly good in you, hitting numerous spots that could practically send you over the edge with every thrust. you were intoxicated by him and how he made you feel and you only craved for this moment to last forever, you simply loved how he felt in you.

your vision blurred and everything became jumbled. the sensations he was giving to you were inexplicable and like no other, you just had to release yourself on him.

"im gonna cum" you breathily moaned.

"do it" he replied instantly. "cum for me" he followed.

you were so sensitive at this point that you unexpectedly came, to his command, as he followed shortly after, cumming for the second time in that night. made sure not to overstimulated you, so he gently rode out both of your orgasms, with both of your moans and hisses in the air as well.

you collapsed on his chest, slipping him out of you and recollecting yourself as the both of you breathed heavily, taking in the moment for what it was.

he pushed you onto your side and smiled at you, kissing your forehead and gently wrapping his arm around you. his aftercare was always so pleasant and always a great way to calm down.

"i love you" he whispered to you.