When the devil incites you to hate others, I advise you to find inner quiet. You know that in your deepest heart that you do not want this hatred.
I can very well understand how unhappy you feel. Try, however, to become absolutely quiet inwardly, and believe that God loves you and wants to help you, even if this belief is attacked by doubts again and again. Then your fear will be slowly overcome.
If you try to fight your emotions with other emotions, you will only become more confused. You cannot straighten out your emotions, but you can trust in God: he knows your deepest heart, and he can straighten you out. Believe in him alone.
Arnold, Heini, and Hutterian Brethren (Rifton, N.Y. Discipleship : Living for Christ in the Daily Grind. Farmington, Pa, Plough Pub. House, 1999.

















