april 2024
falling asleep on a couch in a hi rise
falling asleep on a couch in a suburban house all the curtains drawn
4/13 - silver/blue/late godard/boredom/self less/running
silverblue nothing
9AM lunch break overcast so I went to the hot tub to read Balzac fairy tales with landscapes like my dreams lately
the sun came out and it got so bright I couldn’t look at the pages anymore
then a storm cloud rolled in it rained for five minutes I hid in the water
then bright again blinding and silent
a crow cawed
I sat up and bit my arm gently














