Diary006.Feb1721.Well, no routines are being completed but moves are being made anyway.
So, basically I’ve been making hella moves but none in regards to my actual personal daily life or health. lol. So, no working out or walking or anything. Just a lot of fucking thinking, I guess.
But. I’m going to PD tomorrow to look at the city and see if I actually wanna go to school there. I’m pretty excited. I’m gonna try to make an open call for this modeling agency but not sure if I’ll have the time, honestly. We’ll see. I only have like 2 hours from the time my plane lands to the open call and I wanna go to my airbnb first and freshen up before I go. I can always attend the open call when I move too, I guess.Â
Then I’m chilling the rest of Thursday night and will probably hangout with this guy I know who is a D1 athlete. We used to be friends in freshman year of college and obviously he’s been continuously making moves and I haven’t but. Everybody goes at their own pace lol. He called me this morning and asked me when I’m getting into the city and offered me a ride and stuff if I needed it, which made me feel really good. So hopefully we’ll have some fun together! He told me he hasn’t really seen anyone besides his football team and family in the last 8 months cause they’re pretty strict about covid. Poor guy. I don’t wanna be that bitch that shuts down the entire football team tho so I have to be super careful at the airport tomorrow haha, I’m gonna wear my glasses and maybe a rave mask on top of my regular mask.Â
But yeah. So then Friday I actually have an appointment to look at this apartment building with a straight fiiire location and good prices. So that’ll be chill and then I’m pretty much free. Probably just gonna try to walk around a lot even though it’s gonna be cold and maybe rainy. So not sure that’ll actually be possible but I’ll try when I can.Â
I’m really hoping this trip gives me a good brain refresher and motivation/inspiration to live my life. I need a reset. And I’ve been alone sooo much I’m excited to go out and do something kinda exciting and spontaneous. I hope I like the city and I hope the people are cool!! I really want to meet some cool girls at school who will braid my hair for me or something.











