i know I'm rambling at thin air a lot and I'm going to do it more bc it feels cathartic Im on mobile but I will put things under cuts and tag for personal posts so as not to be intrusive I saw my new shrink this week and she was wonderful!! and she asked me who I talk to about my thoughts and feelings now that my partner/bf has broken up with me and the answer is... nobody (I have a wonderful best friend and she is amazing but she is also very close friends with the ex and I do not begrudge her that bc they are good for each other. but it is also a weird space to be in) Idk I rarely talk about my personal life on the Internet / I am bad at talking to people and maintaining friendships in general but there is still something comforting about putting your thoughts down in words and sending it out there on and maybe someone you like and are low key friends with will see and it's kind of like being listened to without the pressure of social interaction or feeling guilty for ~wasting someone's time idk it's weird but I feel better when I hit "post". I keep so much to myself for the sake of maturity or pragmatism or w/e but it's nice to see rambled and garbled thoughts posted. it makes them seem real and valuable. REAL TALK I just started a new antidepressant/am in that weird changeover period between meds and high as f can you tell
