#destructionandterror

Monkeyslut I hit ask limit, :(

agh, today was a really bad day. I went to school and the moment I got there I just felt like going back home, I´m so ill, my voice is gone and I sound like a man, I have a runny nose and a sore throat. So after four lessons I went to the school´s nurse room whatever it´s called, and asked her if I can go home ´cause I feel sick, and she took my temperature and stuff, and then she started talking about my weight and she actually told me that no one will ever want me if I look like this. Thanks alot, that made me realize I´ll never actually be good enough, not that you people care or anything. Anyways, I had to stay at school cause she didn´t let me go home. 

Exactly in one month I´ll be in Finland, can´t wait! :) 

My lip is broken and still a little swollen cause I got hit in the face with a ball really hard, yay for me. We had P.E today and we played basketball, my classmate stood in front of me and thought it be a good idea to throw a ball in my face really hard, nice really nice. I even cried :) Meow

ohgod...the girls in my class are just..ugh. They´re like if I don´t get good grades I´m going to hang myself, if I don´t get new clothes & a new phone I´m going to kill myself...bitch please, there are people in the world who actually want to take their own lives, so just please kindly shut the fuck up.

ohmygod, I´m an idiot, I was casually scrolling down my "dash" and all I could see was Austin Carlile and I got a little mad thinking that someone is doing Austin´s spam or something and then 2 minutes later I realised I was scrolling through Austin Carlile´s tag...I´m an idiot.