#deskanse

i asked him to be my boy he said

OHH hell NO 

so i said

If faster I'd make your heart beat,

Until then, I'd be incomplete,

And every day I'd spend alone

Would mark a ghastly, lonely tone

My eyes would bore without your face,

My senses feeling out of place,

My heart an empty, wilting fire,

My soul upon a funeral pyre.

And all because I'm not the one,

This bond I've made remains undone,

And only in my mind, we're real,

Because your heart, I can but steal.

And steal I say, because it's wrong;

To earn, I fail because he's strong,

And this contrasts with my weak crawl,

To run to you, my strength withdraws.

I guess that these are all but signs,

And loving you is most unkind,

So I should simply cease to live,

And ending, you are free to give 

To give him all that you can imply,

And all that I could never find,

Because I never was as brave,

As he to whom you are a slave 

So as within my grave, I rot,

I wish you but the best he's bought,

And all I ask is that you know: