#desgosteng

Jai: WELL IT WAS FOOKIN ONE OF YAS

So obviously TADC is kind of a nightmare, trapped in a place you don't belong, yada yada and all that. Now me personally, I like the colorful aspect of it. I think it's cute and cool, wahoo. But imagine. Being stuck with all those colors forever. Wake up, be immediately assaulted with red, blue and yellow. Not be able to feel anything (i imagine they can't really "feel" the way regular people feel, it's all simulated after all), no rest for the eyes, weird new body you're not familiar with, physics that don't make sense according to your established "rules" of the physical world, etc. It would be a sensory deprivation/overload NIGHTMARE! I've had sensory overload and been extremely overwhelmed before and it's awful, but imagine not being able to plug your ears (because lots of the characters don't have ears), not being able to practice meditative breathing (because they're digital there's no air), not being able to use the 54321 method to ground yourself (no taste, smell or I'm assuming touch), it would be awful! There would be no way to calm down except to just shut your eyes for a while and hope for the best. It seems like it would cumulate over time and really mess with you. Yikes.

i guess i’ve been reblogging a decent amount of sanders and mcarthur content for tumblr to fuck out and recommend sanders sides to me 🤢

love it when you’re talking to someone and you see your spit fly toward them....and you both notice it.