#depressionpost

so what if you don’t have feelings, are unable to connect with other people, have no interests in your hobbies, can’t enjoy anything (whether it be books or shows or traveling), and haven’t experienced any emotional growth since you were 14? there are people dying!

I didn’t want to go to work because on the outside I look fine but inside I am the meme of the one girl lying next to a pool and touching the water

I am shocked and offended that there is this so-called ‘real world’ which apparently exists outside of my head. why live in that when you can daydream forever.

they say feelings are fleeting, just fluctuations, but are they really. because I’ve had the same feeling for at least six years now, a steady constant permanent thing known as The Void.