I want the K { hope its ok if i send one? ksdhf }
She’s had a lot to drink —
Well, ‘a lot’ to Katherine is different than what most people would assume. She’s technically not as drunk as she could get, and she’s still able to speak with minimum slurs, so that’s a good sign, right?
And she’s also quite aware of her actions or at least partially aware of them. Okay that might actually be a lie, but she’s past the point of giving a shit, and she proves that point as her lips press against those of the man that had volunteered to take her out that night.
There’s a good chance she’s just doing this to prove to herself that she can — that she has every right to go out and have fun and move on with her life. She doesn’t want fears to hold her back from moving on with her life, and she’s going to prove to herself right now that she can.
A hand’s moved to press to the back of his neck and hold him in, his own hands moving to settle at her waist as the kiss continues, her eyes closing as she tries to enjoy herself — but god it’s hard. It’s not the guy, of course, he’s nice and he’s pretty attractive — it’s just her.
She pulls away from the kiss and quickly orders herself another drink. She’s marginally embarrassed for that, but there’s no regret. She tried and she’d keep trying until she could get over her fear.
It’s all he’s gonna get out of her.