#denialdecember

Yesterday was a long day, I was very tired since I didn’t sleep at all on Saturday, so I only had energy to take some rest (in several doses). Altho I managed to accomplish my 3 edges, only because Daddy was thoughtful and helped me. ;P

I always wanted to try being teased when I’m sleeping or waking up to the fact that I am pinned down, and someone is fucking my defenceless pussy.  (Spoiler alert: This has everything to do with my edges yesterday :D)

So lets see the edges:

1)   While I was taking an afternoon nap (lying on my tummy, one leg pulled up) , Daddy tried to wake me up, but I was sleeping too deep, I didn’t react. He slid one hand under my covers while rubbing my head with the other , which always makes me sleepy. He started to tease my clit, which made me moan with pleasure. and after a bit I automatically moved my hips away from his hand, but he followed my pussy. We played this little game 3 more times before I started to wake up. “Morning Katie” (my alter-ego) told him I am sleepy and I just wanna sleep, but he didn’t stop, instead he stick up two fingers in my pussy which again made me moan with pleasure. When I wake up I’m in a different mindset, usually angry at the world, but luckily he knows that. He let me continue my sleep and woke me up 10 min later, now successfully, as we had to attend to a small family event.

2)   I was tired af (I’m not kidding :D) so Daddy offered me a relaxing massage. It felt so good that I just had to cuddle with him, and he started teasing me. Of course I became horny in no time, so I started to tease him back. I felt how hard he was and I all I could think about was feeling his rock hard dick in my needy pussy. Daddy was playing hard to get, but after some begging and sucking his dick, he finally put it in… only just the tip… He was teasing me like this for 10 minutes, when he finally put it all in and fucked my mind away. The teasing was a nightmare, but I would do it again!

3)   I took another nap in the evening while Daddy was away and when he came back he couldn’t wake me up again.  He knew i had one more edge for today, and i was sleeping in the same position as in my afternoon nap so he started teasing my little pussy, which became dripping wet in seconds. It didn’t take long before he started fucking me in the same position making me moan with pleasure. I was still half asleep when he turned me on my back, spread my legs ,held my arms down and continued to fuck my wet exposed pussy. After a while I was able to convince him that i need to sleep desperately, so he held me in bed till i fell asleep.

P.S.: I just realized today, that I totatlly missed my chance for the ruin yesterday. :( Saaad.

   ‼️ ATTENTION  ‼️  

So this is my first post. I've been lurking on tumblr for a while. I've decided to give denial December a go-although as it's my birthday at the end of the month I want to see if I can last until then. Life got in the way so this is the 1st to the 5th.

The first:

All of my edges done with kegel balls in. The first was more of a soft edge and the others were hard edges.

The second:

First two edges without incident. I was really looking forward to my run-never given myself one on purpose before. It took my breath away. All I wanted to do was touch and get myself off. I ached until I went to bed at 6am Monday.

The third:

Only managed for edges, but was working a night shift which threw everything off. Feel sleep too knackered to do so ten. I'll catch up on a day I'm not working.

The fourth:

Three edges but felt unwell, so never got around to checking the advent calendar. It might be fun to combine the 3rd and 4th tasks!

Today:

I got home at nine am with a migraine. Slept for 6 hours. Soft edge on waking, but I wanted to see what the day's task would be. Regretting this already! So far I've had nipple snaps, no touch, 100 dildo thrusts and no touch. Desperately hoping the next spin is an edge. Denial is clearly working already. I've always had to use lube with my dildo, but I was sopping wet and leaking for the entire time...

I’ve never done an extended period of edging before. The longest I’ve ever managed is about 24 hours, so I’m currently trying my best to go for as long as I can (since I chickened out during JuNO). I’m setting myself a minimum of 1-2 edge per day because I am pretty bad at stopping if I edge too much, and I have finals all this week so I don’t have that much time and energy to spare. 

I woke up today incredibly horny. It was awesome. After an edging session that lasted longer than I meant it to, I finally got on with my day. Later, I decided to try putting toothpaste on my clit. It’s something I’ve been interested in for a while, but never had the nerve to try. I put it on and for about 10 seconds, I didn’t understand the point. Then I did. And holy shit. I then proceeded to have an intense edging session followed by an incredibly frustrating ruin. It took every ounce of self-control to pull the vibe away and keep it away, mere inches from my clit.