#demigodandroid

Even though I resent the mods for banning me and was hurt by how some of the users thought of me, I still hold love for the site. There was even a point when I wanted to buy the site from Krisgoat. Not for the money, but because I loved the site so much I wanted to implement the changes necessary for a better experience. I had ideas for balancing and everything.

Out of curiosity, I went through my bank statements to calculate how much I actually spent on the site. Due to the way I was acting back then and the fact I'm bad at math, I originally estimated I had spent around $2,000 on the site.

I was wrong. Very, very wrong. I spent $8,570 on Goatlings. You are not reading that wrong. From around June 25th of 2023 to July 8th of 2024 I spent over $8,000 on that damn site. This is NOT including the money I spent on other pet sites to get items/currency to trade for Goatlings items. With this in mind, I most likely spent around $9,000 to $10,000 on things related to Goatlings.

I doubt I'll understand everything that happened, and I hope everyone is able to heal and move on, but it's probably for the best this predatory site is gone. Stay safe everyone.

I don't know why or how, but I was banned for having an alt. which I don't have nor never had. I literally got up for a few minutes to look for my earbuds, only to come back to me banned. Considering staff has refused to answer my friends requests for them to email me or answer my emails asking for proof about this supposed "alt account", I'm afraid I'll never get my goats back.

So, at this point, I'm assuming this is a misunderstanding, or I've been framed. So congrats! Billions of ss worth of items are now gone to the void. Better make my lost DOTD count 21 because staff won't even fucking talk to me.

I haven't even been playing that much as of late, not as much as I used to. I was excited to have my IRL friends be able to join MM, but I guess they're doing it without me! And the prize goat for the giveaway? Say goodbye to them and all the retired shit they had because I was trying to help someone else get back into their account so they could donate. Oops, it looks like no one gets any of it!

Perhaps this is good for me. Even though I had refrained from spending money on Goatlings (I did the math and spent well over $4,000 in this goat forsaken site alone), this is now one less avenue for me to relapsePlaying, even if it may sound stupid, literally had negative physical repercussions on my heart and the way my brain makes adrenaline. I can't be excited for shit now without the adrenaline causing severe anxiety instead. So maybe this is good. I already regretted spending the money and regret it even more now!

To the people who hated me because I was annoying or some shit, you could have just, you know, talked to me about it? I'm not a mind reader, I'm a guy with autism and a potential learning disability, learn to fucking communicate with people omg... Alot of your petty beef would be less abundant if you nicely talked it over with people. Why haven't I done that? Because I never felt like a personal problem with anyone! I didn't let little things take over my mind like a brain fungus that makes you stupid.

I may never get my account back. And hopefully, the anxiety and stress of it all will soon subside. Goatlings is becoming more of a hell hole, and I suggest you all quit before you lose it all, or it consumes you. You all sound so miserable... I wish I could help, but I already got my hands full with 3 little brothers and my mentally ill self. If I could buy the site from Kris, I would, and as much as some of you hate me, at least I would listen to your concerns about the site itself.

This may be long as hell, but I care or at least cared for the Goatlings community. Even to those who hate me. If I can't work this out with staff, I'll be here on Tumblr and on Flight Rising. You're lucky I didn't get my hands on the Sweet Nightmares I was gonna get from a buddy soon.

Quit while you still have control. This site isn't worth your well-being.

To long don't care: Demi got banned for having an alt he never made, and staff (so far) won't answer his stupid ass emails. Billions of ss lost.

Live life, love yourself, fuck cops 🥳🎉

Which is so dumb, Demi had posted about it being for a giveaway for other players and not just for Demi to keep the items, and it also being a charity fundraiser too for Palestine. Sure, maybe some accounts were coming back just to donate items for the giveaway, but since it was just going to be redistributed to other users I don't see a point in counting it as "funneling". I hope Demi is doing alright, this is so stupid. Krisgoat does not care about its users whatsoever, it has shown time and time again, and this has extra been shown here with the lack of communication