#deepsadness

I am dying. Why people invent this kind of movie, they should be forbidden. Please someone can tell me where can I buy a Christian Gray? Please

Our sweet girl is home Still so incredibly heartbroken and feel lost without her. We miss you Akiva❤️ #furbaby #lost #missyou #deepsadness #notright #cruelworld https://www.instagram.com/skinznhydez/p/CX339M1JW1v/?utm_medium=tumblr

#kaos #bogota #traffic #deepsadness

If I could turn back time I would spend more time with my dad. I would smell him when I hugged him. I would record his voice. I would memorize his laugh. I would keep all his text. I would cherish him more. I would have been a better daughter. ✨✨ . . . It’s not about being better, it’s about being more present, more intentional, more considerate and more understanding. He just loved speaking to me. He called me almost everyday. He worries about me and my marriage growing. He couldn’t wait for me to have a baby. He dreamt about his grandchildren. He hoped and believed he’d see them. He wanted to help me start a church because he believed in me so much. It breaks my heart that he’s not here to see me today. I miss him more than...well you get the point. ✨✨ . . . He was truly a very difficult man. I mean you couldn’t speak to him without scratching your head. But he was so passionate about what he said. He would make you laugh so hard you’d pee your pants. He would suffocate you with love and food and goodness. That’s just who he was. He was completely vulnerable with me. He spoke about his drug addiction as a teenager candidly. He wasn’t ashamed of his promiscuous past. He knew who he was and didn’t apologize for it. He was secure in his being. He loved his creator. He loved serving others although he complained the entire time 🤣🤣🤣. He was just a REAL dude. He gave it to you 💯 and you didn’t have to guess how he felt. ✨✨ . . . Oh how I wish I could hear your voice again and get lost in your arms Daddy. The pain of losing you isn’t as all consuming but it’s still very much intense. It’s not crippling but it is very lonely. It doesn’t feel like torture anymore. But it does feel like my heart is captive in some moments. ✨✨ . . . I honor you with my hair. I honor you with my rings. I honor you with my tattoo. I honor you with my singing voice. I honor you with the way I love. I honor you with the way I keep it real. I honor you with my soul. God knows just how deep my love is ... oceans couldn’t fill it but you my dear I carry within it. Y’all pray for me. ❤️❤️❤️ #faithfullyfitkrys #deepsadness #mentalhealth #unforgettablelove (at New York, New York)

#standingrock #please #istandwithstandingrock #deepsadness #nodapl #waterislife #sacred #waterprotectors (at The Gardens)