Does pain holds any power?
It does not until it finds its own way to deal with it .
Some intangible force guides this pain when you don't know how to react.
Pain is not something we can hold on for long .
It's a continuous pressure from inside,
Once this pressure breaks down into pieces.
I don't know how to react, I don't express it aggressively.
I don't even cry often.
This pain always keeps me miserable.
Numbness possessed all over my emotions.
Worst of it i can't fantasies about you anymore in my head .
It's like a bow i aimed inversely to my heart , the feeling of you is so dry,that my visions are blurring your image in my head .
It scares me but I know you were never mine to hold on .
It's not just you that's keeping me this devastated.
It's all the matters I have made of .it's all the particles I have been recived inside of my body .
Having a good sleep is a distant drem to my mind . Not controlled,but trapped by it.
Now I'm diving into pain maybe . Not expecting anything but wondering, yeh I saw this coming .
As deep as I go in these feelings I feel like I'm holding something out of my power, once i let this in .
I might break down this pain or I can turn this into power. to see the wisdom
