#deepestthoughts

Sorry, not sorry.

Today's post is something a little special: These are my deepest feelings and I was always uncomfortable with posting this and trust me it's still really hard to. Please bear with my whinny-ness lol. Love y'all! ♥️ ©Artemis8221. #poeticjustice #deepestthoughts #deepestfeelings #poetsofinstagram #poetry101 #poetsociety #poetryisnotdead #writingcommunity #scenario #tiredoflifeitself #tiredoftrying #lostsouls #relatablepoetry #searchingformeaning #searchingforlove #sadpoetry #despairpoetry #despairpoem #artemis8221 https://www.instagram.com/p/CCi346AnT52/?igshid=1el5onyvfbwbj

Nothing more special than holding your hand while conquering the world 😍❤️🤝 Te amo mi amor @ivanclayroyo 😍 #wanderlust #hongkong #deepestthoughts #ldrcouples #layoverlife #love (at Mauritius)

She is an abstract paint, only an artist can understand each curves. She is the smallest atom, only a scientists can explain each functions. And she is an ocean with big waves, only a surfer knows how to swim with the waves. -Pau #deepestthoughts #ocean #wanderlust (at Nacpan Twin Beach El Nido Palawan)

She is an abstract paint, only an artist can understand each curves. She is the smallest atom, only a scientists can explain each functions. And she is an ocean with big waves, only a surfer knows how to swim with the waves. -Pau #deepestthoughts #ocean #wanderlust (at Nacpan Twin Beach El Nido Palawan)

She is an abstract paint, only an artist can understand each curves. She is the smallest atom, only a scientists can explain each functions. And she is an ocean with big waves, only a surfer knows how to swim with the waves. -Pau #deepestthoughts #ocean #wanderlust (at Nacpan Twin Beach El Nido Palawan)

And Here I am again stuck with the idea of you. They say if a person is alone and they missed someone it's normal but when a person is busy but you still passed by their minds it a totally different thing. I hate the fact that you still cross my mind every single time. I hate the fact that I still have those imaginations. that I could still picture us out together. I hate the fact that I am subconsciously hoping. that maybe, fate will bring us back again. that maybe, now is not yet our time. that maybe someday we'll meet again if we're better for each other. I hate the fact I still think like that. I don't know if it's coincidence or life is just playing on me because I would always here love stories of other people on how they were able to be together and did not let their differences hinder them. Sometimes I just I asked myself "Why the heck do I always hear those kinds of stories!?" It makes me think. I hate it. it gives me hopes up. My friends would also tease me that about you that if we would be together we would also be like those "lovey-dovey couples". and that makes me cringe! >_<" hahahahahaMy initial reaction would always be like "ewwwwww" and "What the hell! that would never happen!" .. hahahahhaha you know why? because I feel awkward just thinking about it. Maybe because it will never happen. because you never even make any effort. you never made me feel that you want it that badly. that you want me that badly. And the sad truth is you made me fall for you. and you just left me hanging. You left me with those unanswered questions, those unread messages. At first, I was worried you might take a long time to answer it and I even expected the worst thing. That you will not read it. and guess what? the most terrible thing you did is actually the worst thing the I've ever expected. Yeah I expected the worst, but I still got hurt. "Not getting a message is also a message" as what they say. And now I am mad. I am mad at you being a wimp. My God, never have imagined that you are that coward! and someone just  came in. .. hahahahahaha ..  laters!!!~~~ 5:45pm I hate this feeling. But I think I have to feel it. Feel it very deeply  and then maybe later on, or maybe someday I this feeling with just fade away.

The more you hide your feelings, the more they show. The more you deny your feelings, the more they grow. #deepestthoughts