#deemo hans

Sceneries of the heart

The harsh and muddy white hydrangeas scar my ankles whilst I run, forcing myself a path; soaked from the heavy rain and sealing their petals from the rest of the world, their heart is as unapproachable as mine.

It is my desire to view the pure sky – not this chalk-covered horizon – one last time before I am washed away by this seemingly never-ending rain since the polarity between me and these discolored flowers are the roots they prolong, giving them the strength to withstand this cloudburst, unlike myself. And so, nothing will be left once I am swept away, for I possess nothing worth preserving.

As my thoughts proceed to enter a void from which they can nevermore return, crystal-like strings emerge, to pull me along the flower trail until my eyes gaze upon a shimmering jet-colored crust, laying its golden core bare and showing me the hidden warmth left inside my being, luring desires and feelings into this earthly sphere I had forgotten I deserve to have. Its white-black staircase leads me to the world I’ve always longed to see but not once revealed itself to me.

This instrument of light with its strings of fate and stairway beyond boundary is my echo, either returning the soft sobs of my soul or the quiet chuckles of my heart. Therefore, responding to my feelings in a manner even the person most dear to me never could. My melodies of love remain at no time unanswered; this device of transmission treats me as I treat it.

With my changing emotions, the environment which unfolds itself before my very eyes mirrors the scenery of my heart.

The silky white Chinese bellflowers graze my ankles whilst I stroll along the garden path; illuminated by the warm rays of sunlight and in full bloom, their threadlike stems of golden dust can nearly be mistaken for radiating stars, relishing the pleasant day as much as I am.

Autumn has become summer and loneliness has become happiness. Those were the landscapes of my heart that will continue to blossom if I continue to live.

The image is removed now though

Finally drew Hans

Not exactly drawn as I had in mine, but it’s still pretty nice in my opinion

based on deemo: alternative realm