#dedankin

*Someone: Hey maybe you should rest.* Me, neck-deep in a Dedan shift: Oh, you think I will ever rest? Resting? Pathetic.

Hey it’s Dedan here and I just mmm wanna yell sometimes

hey so.. im not a 'kin' im a fictive in a system. i guess ive been meaning to send an ask for a while. just saying i miss my friends. have a lot of regrets. lots.. (this is the most weak thing ive ever done).... sorry to everyone or something apart from the batter im not sorry for you ~ Dedan (OFF)

I wish the Queen loved me as much as I loved her. I wish she misses me as much as I miss her right now. - Dedan

I'm totally torn - one of my major IDs wants to destroy everything humans have made, and the other was literally created to protect them. I'm so confused all the time. I hate this. - A Batter/Dedan

I really hate having people I used to be who were kin with source mates I like,,,, whenever I see art of them I'm just reminded of bad things,,,,, especially because I ruined their lives then and I have hurt them now,,,,, damn,,,,, - Dedan, who wishes not to be here, please,

Nobody misses me as much as I miss them! But for once I'm actually kind okay with that because I want them to be happy and not feel anything like that for me. Though, I know I'm cruel when stressed and very obnoxious otherwise, but it does kind of hurt when I see people actually say they don't even want to see me. Again, I understand that, but just.. ow. I am really sorry for my actions, I really am. -A Dedan.