#dec'20

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 favorite works (fics, art, edits, etc.) you’ve created this year and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you’ve brought into the world in 2020. If you don’t have five published works, that’s fine! Include ideas/drafts/whatever you like that you’ve worked on/thought about, and talk a little about them instead! Remember, this is all about self-love and positive enthusiasm, so fuck the rules if you need to. Have fun, and tag as many fellow creators as you like so they can share the love! <3

Wow, time to do this one before it's not 2020 anymore!

I was tagged by @lightdescending, @banashee, and I think a few others, completely lost the overview with all the tagging memes I've got saved and still haven't done xD

5. Alright I couldn't possibly decide because they are so similar, but my Andy Regains Immortality stories are all vry close to my heart. Cling To Life, No Longer Drowning, Life Leans Our Way... oh and of course If We Go, We Go Together, my Andromaquynh Vampire AU that's still a WIP, I'm really proud of how I worked Vampire lore into TOG canon here!

4. Inevitable Beginnings (Milippa), I've only just gotten into the fandom thid past month or so and have written comparatively much and coherent content for it already xD

3. The 3d finished Podfic to @aeternumregina's sweet Harry Potter AU Leo Inter Serpentes!!! These were fun to do, and I think I've really improved my podfic game lately :)

2. My photo stories for Andromaquynh and Milippa, specifically this one as I actually made some nice photo edits for it! I never really made photostories like this before the Old Guard fandom and specifically @justqueeerious got me into it!

1. In Your Stead, no question about it! This beautiful fic took quite some work and I absolutely love how it turned out! Also thanks @jackwolfskid for the lovely illustrations and @thidwicktails @prose-n-scripts for letting me use your art! And to everyone who commented on the fic!!! You guys are the best and really kept me going <3

For @my-gaydar-is-on-point's ask- you didn't specify which Milippa, so I'm just going to do Prime first as they're still closest to my heart (and I'm slowly over Terra Firma and not obsessing over Mirror Philippa so much anymore), might do the others later!

1) Who rocks the Ferris Wheel seat and who flips out and begs them to stop?

I don't know whether Michael would freak out, but she's definitely not the one to rock the ferris wheel seat, so I'm taking Philippa for this one! Could see her being a bit of a prankster like that :D of course she'd never take it too far if Michael really got scared.

3) Who is more into taking showers/baths together? Who tries to make it relaxing and who tries to make it sexy time?

Philippa! Other than Michael, she's used to water from earth, and likes to have an actual bath whenever the opportunity presents itself. Whether she'd try to make it relaxed or sexy times depends on the situation and their energy level, but mostly she'd just try to make sure that Michael is comfortable.

6) Who takes photos of the other while they sleep?

Both of them, I think. Michael loves to watch Philippa sleep and slowly wake up in the mornings, and she takes a holo of her to keep... of course asking Philippa whether it is alright as soon as she wakes up, and Pippa just pulls her into her arms to take a second one together.

Philippa loves to take pictures of Michael in general- a little sentimental, but she likes preserving the memories they make together that way. She doesn't catch Michael asleep all too often, as Michael's an early riser, but when she does- Michael is just so cute, looking all innocent in her sleep, and Pippa can't help wanting to take a picture.

14) Who starts the hand holding? Who grabs the others butt? Who slides their arm around their waist? Who likes to put their fingers in the belt loops?

Michael starts the hand-holding, shily brushing their fingers together at first, then taking her hand when Philippa doesn't pull away... Pippa grabs her butt, but only ever in private or when she's drunk enough not to care.

I don't think starfleet uniforms have belt loops xD but if they're in civilian clothes, Philippa would definitely pull Michael close by her belt loops! Michael likes the move and soon does the same with her.

28) Who writes poems/stories and love songs about the other? Do they sing the songs the write for them?

I'm not sure whether Michael would sing or even recite poetry, but she writes love poems for Philippa and sends them to her when they are apart.

I know the number doesn't mean much especially as it's probably still muddled with spam and inactive blogs even tho I do try to eliminate those, but it is a pretty pretty number & it's extra nice that it just happened on my birthday! :D (also I now follow 1k blogs exactly from this main here which, isn't it hilarious that I reached both those on the same day? xD)

Special thanks to my oldest years-long (& still active!) mutuals (Hope I got you all, don't take it personal if you're not on it I still love you!!!) @crazyworld @brokenblackdoll @revelade @cookie-sheet-toboggan @incloudines @frominthemirror @schokosweety @ultraagay @jackwolfskid @outrageous-sextism @abolynn @yeahlabama @toomuchactionforme @jas1608 @izzy-khl @kurashira13 @duck-liet @scientistclone @banashee @lestrade-london @smittyjaws @toboldlynerd - some of you are my irl or online friends, some I've never talked to before, but you all stuck with me and my blog through all my weird obsessions through the years, love you for that alone!

A Tuvok/Chakotay drabble for @angsty-violet for the @startreksecretsanta!

After s01e01 Caretaker: Chakotay found out that Tuvok was Janeway's spy, and now he wants answers... Tuvok is just glad that he is only starting this conversation now that they are alone.

"You are one of them." Chakotay states in a flat voice, flatter even than Tuvok's own usually is.

“As are you now, Captain- Commander.” Tuvok corrects himself.

“You know my opinions on Starfleet- but I never thought they had their people sleep with the enemy.”

Tuvok’s eyes widen minisculely.

“They do not.” He forces himself to reply. “I was with you of my own free will.”

“Were you?” Chakotay stares him down. “Even though I am the enemy?”

“You were never my enemy.” Tuvok replies. “I fell for you despite our differences- And you are Starfleet, too, now.”

Chakotay smiles.