#dearjustin

You have had it difficult. You care so much you forget to care about the most important person. Yourself. You have been born into a world that fears you because of the shade of your skin. You always have to question everyone’s motives. You might even believe in a different reality that people wouldn’t fear, loathe, or hate you. I cannot begin to understand or relate to how this affects your place…

There are so many things I would like to say. From saying thank you to I love you. I wish I could, every single day. 

Already beliebin' from 2009. For me, ever since 'Where are you now'. You weren't famous and oh, one time? I admit, I didn't like it a lot. So when I first heard it before my belieber days begun, I thought your name was something I forgot

But somehow after months, your name got stuck inside my head. So on one sad October night (yea still 2009). When my walls were crumbling down and my mind pitch black. Your name sprung through my head. Through tears and lack of believe, I searched up your name on a website called youtube. When I clicked on one video, all those bad thoughts and feelings sprung on mute. 

It was like everything from reality disappeared for just a while. Your song 'where are you now' blasted through my headphones. Making me truthfully smile. 

I asked myself how could it be, what happened? I still do not understand. 

But somehow on that night, I got the closure I needed. Yes since that night I got faith.

It grew and grew just like your career has done. Thanks to you I went from one sad little girl to a young woman that stands strong in her own shoes. 

Every time people tried to brought me down the next, I remembered your words and it didn't matter anymore what bullshit they said.

I do not want to make this come of as a fairy tale, a sob story or whatever you call it.

And I admit.. It's just one little story, one little poetry of one girl out of millions. Declaring what Justin really means, does, but especially how amazing he is.

Justin gives his all from 2009 to 2012 already and it's still just getting started you know? So who are you to say he's one little misery teen pop star? After all he's reached after all he's done, I'm proud to say.

Bitches, Justin Drew Bieber is here to stay.

When 'be alright came out' I knew he had our backs and we had his, that's for sure. One big tight family, that's what we are.

Fights, drama we can have it all but in the end, we're still together, doesn't that just already explain it all?

Now Justin isn't the boy anymore with the hairflip who sung one time. He grew older, his voice changed but still somehow he's still kidrauhl, all the same.

But after all those years, what's the most I like? Yes Justin grew up, but he did that together with us. He never stepped off once from his game.

That's a quality I'll always like, his mind set and focused but with always the right motives. I'm sure he does like the money but he is certainly not cocky nor vain. 

So Dear haters, if you would look closer to him, you know he has a heart of gold. He helps, he works hard. Haters, let's keep an open mind. You know him as the guy who sings baby. I know him as the guy who saved lives.

So why can you meet midway and say for the least that he's okay?

I admire him for the support he put in charities and other varieties always for a good purpose. He makes people smile. But did you also know he stopped people who wanted to end their lives?

He is a good role model also because he says right out he's not perfect, just human. He does make mistakes but that's okay. On that way, you can learn every single day.

So I'm closing this little poem, with a message to someone unique and one of a kind.

Dear, Justin, I love you.

Let's mingle sometime ;) 

I'm just kidding (I think) But for real this time:

Lets see, todays September 2. Its like 10:48pm right now. I just wanted to start off by thank you. I don't know how much i can thank you. You know i look up to you so much? I can't think of a better idol than you. You know, 2 weeks ago i was in so much pain. My stomach was hurting to much i actually almost went to the clinic. I tried to go to sleep but i was crying to much. I decided to listen to your music to calm down so I did. I put on down to earth and your angelic voice just calmed me down. You help me with all my problems in my life. Weird that you have no idea who I am but you still help me right? You know your music helps me so much. I have to go through so much everyday. I honestly can take it that sometimes i just want to run away. But your music is my escape. I just go somewhere and put my headphones on and listen to your music. Your songs are different. Thank you. So much. Oh and did i mention how much i love you? I always think of us together. Honestly i think were pretty cute together ;) But i just wanted to let you know that your happiness means so much to me. So i also have to thank selena for bringing alot of that. I am absolutely a jelena fan. You too are so cute. You 2 are different. You see each other as the loves of your eyes and i know that because i can see it in your eyes. So i hope you too stay together forever because you 2 are meant to be. Justin your smile just brightens my day. I just need to see you or hear you name to make myself feel better. Your relation with your beliebers (including me) is perfect. Honestly you care for us so much. You can see our love for you and you always understand us. You love performing for us which makes up 10x happier. Thank you justin, i love you so much. 

Dear Justin