#dearestfutureb

August 5, 2018 Meeting my parents! After how many days of discussing and arguing when will you visit our home you finally meet them.

How was it? :p You’re the first one  I’ve introduced to my parents so I don’t know how will I act in front of them. Haha.

I’m glad that you were able to meet them and talk to them. Thank you for the treats! Please don’t think that I abused you as a suitor since you’re a seafarer.  You know, YOU, being a seafarer is the least thing I like about you.

By the way, you smell nice today. It’s one of my weakness :P

Love,

July 31, 2018

Thank you for patiently waiting this day for me for 2 hours. All my negative thoughts about you disappear. I never intended to be late that long it’s just that my work is so demanding. If I were in your place I’ll be so irritated and no longer wait for that someone. Feeling ko ang ganda ko eh, haba ng hair. Hahaha

Thank you for waiting for me not only that day, but waiting for me to be ready. Thank you for not pressuring me.

Love,

I’m an over thinker, even I feel annoyed why I’m like this. I tend to over analyze everything you say and do. It crossed my mind that you only want to spend your time with me when it’s convenient to you. That you only message me when you’re bored, that you only want to pursue me as your girlfriend because of my background. Sorry if I think of you that way..

Love,

Nakakainggit ang mga taong sigurado kung sino ang gusto nila. Nakakabilib dahil kaya nilang sumugal at panindigan ang desisyon nila. Kung yung iba ay walang kahirap hirap magdesisyon eto ako ngayon nalilito kung ano ba ang dapat gawin. May parte sa akin na gustong oo ang isagot sa tanong mo may parte na gustong humindi. Kung oo ang sagot ko, oo magiging masaya tayo sa una pero makakaya ko ba ang hirap na malayo sa isat isa dahil magtratrabaho kana ulit sa barko? O humindi at wag nang ituloy sa ibang lebel habang hindi pa ko masyadong nahuhulog sayo?

Love,

July 20. 2018. You invited me for a lunch, I said yes since I’m on a leave and we already talked about it that you will treat me. Haha. We ate in a buffet, we sang in a karaoke hub and watched Skyscraper at the cinema. It was my first time doing all of that with a man. 

By the way you looked cute pointing all those sweet couples. Yieeee. Hahaha. But what’s our motto that day? “Matutong pumikit kung naiinggit” :P

Thank you for that day! Thank you also for understanding all my “kaartehan”.

Love,

July 9, 2018 the day we finally meet! 

After how many months we’ve been talking and years we’ve last seen each other, atlast we meet again! I thought it would be awkward but you’re comfortable to be with, you never run out of things to say. You talk much even you’re “bulol” in S. Peaceyow! Haha. Thank you for the chocolates, the handwritten letters and souvenirs from Jerusalem! I really appreciate it!

Thank you for that night! :)

Love,

We’ve been talking on messenger for almost 6 months. I remember it was a day after my birthday you added me on facebook. Funny coz all their birthday wishes was for me to have a boyfriend and when I see your name on my notification I was like “woooah are you the ONE they all wishing and I’ve been praying for?” Just kidding! I was just curious why you added me, we’re not even close before. I just know you as someone my sister had a crush on. Hahaha. I can’t tell where our everyday conversation will lead. I will just go with the flow..

Love,

Should I search for you? Or should I let destiny lead you to me? Some says how can I meet you if I dont make an effort to meet someone? to flirt? Haha. I wanted to but I can't! I'm not comfortable talking to men. I always believe if you were meant to be, destiny will make a way to lead you to each other. It may sounds cliche but I still believe in it. I'm not getting younger, but who cares I know you are worth waiting for :)

Love,