#dear c

𝑀𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛

𝐾𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛

𝐶𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑠 𝑓𝑙𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒

𝐺𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑔𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛

I decided I’m done with J. Clearly I am not a priority for him. I’ve been waiting 2 months now and he still hasn’t found the time for us to have a legitimate conversation about what we admitted or to meet up. He claims he’s too busy. I’m calling bullshit. No one is that busy. If he wanted to see me, he’d find the time. Being busy is only an excuse for so long. At some point, it becomes a choice. And I’m done putting up with being treated like that. I deleted him on Facebook so I’m not tempted to try to get his attention. I’ll probably end up deleting his number, too.

Thanks for listening,

I had a dream about her, and I am not doing ok anymore