#dear ...

so, ive never written a real letter before haha. its always been gmail or discord or things like that. but imagine getting a real letter? with a postcard and all that? and when you open it, there could be so much things. pictures, nice handwriting from your best friend you know so well. stickers, smileys, the smallest things that make you smile. just imagine. we should bring back snail-mail, it feels so much more special than a boring email in comic sans font.  reblog if you think so too !! :D

dear person i like, (who i’m dating) i wish i had asked you out sooner honestly, it’ll have been two months since you asked me out tomorrow, two months since we started dating. you mean the world to me, the sun moon and stars to me. i want you to know that you mean so fucking much to me i can’t put it into words. i wish there wasn’t so big of a distance between us, i wish i could be there with you. i love you so much, you mean everything to me! i know i say “i love you” a lot, and i wish i had better words to say that with. i’ve known i loved you since the day we met, you’re so kind and wonderful, you’re perfect my dear. I hope you see this❤️

when everyone around you tell you something you should be doing and you know down deep inside listen to them instead of your own head, trust them✨

dear best friend, i haven’t seen you in so long it’s shitty. i miss seeing you everyday, and walking to school with you, having dinners on sunday when you’d phone at exactly 4 and ask if you could come over knowing fully well that you could come over. the last time i saw you was on spring break, and before that, it had almost been a year since i saw you. i still remember how you came out to me, that’s one of my favourite memories of you. just us laying on the floor talking and laughing, then you kissed my cheek and told me you were gay, and we started laughing. nothing and everything mattered to you, you are so carefree and strong and funny, you are my best friend and i wish i could see you more often. you were and still are such a rebel, not caring what people think and starting messes that i get you out of, and laugh over as soon as i can. i miss you taylor, i miss my best friend and basically sister.

dear past me, don’t be scared to live your life and do things. stand up for yourself, don’t let them get you down. fight back, speak out, be a little risky. just talk to people, talk to rachel, or jessie and sage. it’ll make a difference trust me. don’t let her walk over you, don’t be afraid of heartbreak. it will happen but it’s for the best! stick up for mom and dylan, protect dylan and be there for him, he’s too young for what happened. let yourself be softer, don’t come out like a broken piece of glass, or at least try not to. you have the power to change things, trust me. tell him you love him sooner, tell her you don't really love her sooner, don't let her break your heart. be kind, be soft, but stand your ground and don’t let people walk over you. find a middle ground, and find peace in yourself, i wish i’d tried to, even after 16 years i’m not at peace with myself still. anyways, grow up but still be a kid. it’ll make a world of difference.

Send me things? Please?

Just because some of my personality traits fit inside a label I use doesn't mean I'm faking it, or deliberately acting that way to stay within the stereotype.