what he had, prompt for @citrusjava, Dean and the first days after Sam left for Stanford, mature, ~1k words
A truck horn blared on the freeway outside the motel, followed by the angry beep-beep of a smaller carâs horn, and Dean scrunched his face up against the noise, his whole body hurting. Traffic went on, wheels thumping against pavement, the rumble of bad mufflers and squealing brakes that needed replaced. Dean rolled to the shady side of the bed and burrowed his head under a pillow.
It wasnât too long until there wasnât a shady side of the bed.
The flimsy curtains were drawn and didnât offer much resistance to the morning sunlight. Deanâs head throbbed in time with his pulse. His whole body throbbed. He needed to piss and his mouth felt like dried scraped shit, so he stumbled out of bed to the bathroom.
Gulping palmfuls of tepid water from his hand, Dean splashed some over his face, ran his fingers back through his hair. His eyes were red-rimmed in the mirror.
There was an AP Chemistry textbook open on the wobbly table in the living space. Dean wasnât going to return that to the school that it belonged to. Kicking his way through a pile of dirty laundry on the floor, almost half of it was Samâs. The canvas jacket slung over the back of a chair was, and the sawed off and Taurus sitting in a pile of cleaned weapons spread out the counter surface.
Well, he probably wasnât going to need guns in Stanford. Could probably do better for himself than the second hand clothes on the floor that was the best Dean scrape together with what little he had to offer.
It was really fucking quiet in the motel room after the shouting match between Dad and Sam last night. Dean could still hear it echoing around. And his own silence, unable to take a stand. He wanted to back his Dad up because he always did and because he needed Sam to stay, but Sam was right about a lot of things he didnât want to think about.
Dean picked up the chemistry book and threw it against the wall hard enough to put a hole in the drywall. Then he picked up the empty bottle of Wild Turkey and threw it because breaking glass was a lot more satisfying than throwing Samâs books.
The whiskey wasnât really Deanâs. He liked having a beer now and then, but the whiskey, that was Dadâs.
The next thing he picked up was the lamp, because why not, but it didnât feel that good to hear it break against the wall. Dean kicked the bed askew, stomped through the room. He didnât really have a say in the matter. Sam did what he wanted and when he made up his mind he wouldnât change. And Dad wouldnât be found if he didnât want to be, itâd probably be a few days before he got in touch with Dean.
So there was time to kill and a whole lot of nothing in his chest to fill.
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He was tall, shaggy brown hair down to his shoulders, eyes a little too green to call hazel, thin, but his smile was bright and dimpled. Dean just wanted to be next to him, play a game of pool with him, buy him a few beers and forget his name every time that he said it.
âCourse, Dean wasnât too good at follow through with what he meant.
Found himself pressed down to the rough sheets of a motel, as unfamiliarly familiar as they all are, head swimming with stuff harder than he usually drank, feeling hollow and needy and he hated that he couldnât sew up this kind of wound. Couldnât patch it and call it a day and move on.Â
So he let this guy, whatâs his name, hold him down with a hand between his shoulder blades and one on his hips, pushing in to him, voice a little too rough, touch too insistent and confident. It kinda felt good. It was nice, in a way. It was noise and warmth, and that made it better than nothing.
Dean woke up alone the next day, used condom splatted on the floor next to the mattress and there was that at least. This time, the motel room only had his stuff in it. And what few things of Samâs heâd shoved into the bottom of his duffel. It was fine.
There were no new messages on his phone.
Dean brushed his teeth and showered and there was a small ache between his legs that was at least distracting while he drove, so he didnât have to think too hard or long on how empty the Impala was.
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Heâd left some messages on Dadâs phone, and some on Samâs phone. Didnât get a reply from either, and wasnât it just funny how Sam always wanted to insist that he was different from Dad.
Dean found a case for himself, something to keep him busy. A salt and burn, something he could do in his sleep, although it took him a little longer on the research without his little whiz kid brother to do the mind work. But he managed, only a little bruised, and the swell of pride as he stood over a burning grave was for the first time something all his, that only he had earned and worked for, and he almost thought that he could make it.
Later, after heâd struck out with his too sour mood at the bar, sitting on a motel bed in the wash of neon green light with a bottle of Wild Turkey, Dean thought. It wasnât really what he was used to and it wasnât really what he had expected, but they really didnât give him a choice. So he had to figure out what he could do, with what he had.
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Pairing : Dean x unknown person.
Word count : 620
Originally posted under: crowleysplaythings
Warnings : smut, Oral
Square filled : Blowjob
Written for @spnkinkbingo
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Settling down on in his knees in the filthy bathroom stall, Dean waited patiently. He knew it wouldnât be long, it never was.
He wasnât disappointed. He listened as the footfalls entered the bathroom, and then the next stall. His mouth watered hearing a zipper lowered, and then there it was.
Slipping through the glory hole just inches from his waiting face was a semi hard cock, impressive even though it was still mostly soft. Dean hoped this guy was a grower and not just a shower.
Leaning forward, he let his tongue gently lick at the head. Soft little kitten licks, and he was rewarded with a bob as the cock grew a little harder.
Dean smiled and leaned more forward, his tongue practically touching the stall wall as he got as close to the base as he could and licked along the underside of the shaft back to the head before taking it in his mouth.
He gave the head a good suck before letting it fall out of his mouth. And then he opened up and took it in again. His lips sealing around it and moving down until the head hit the back of his throat.
Dean moaned softly as he felt it grow harder, bigger, against his tongue. A low moan from the other side met his ears making him grow harder in his jeans.
As he pulled back, his tongue moving along a vein as he went, his hands got to work on undoing his jeans and freeing himself.
Once he had a firm grip, fingers wrapped tight around his length with his left hand, his right hand gripped the cock in front of him. His lips sealed around it again and he bobbed his head in time with the hand on his own cock, moaning around the strangers length.
It didnât take too long for Deanâs moans to get a bit louder, his body beginning  to tense as he struggled to keep up his rhythm on the cock in his mouth.
He shifted so he could take as much as possible in. Groaning as he felt the head pushing into his throat. Whoever was on the other side took the hint and started thrusting forward, fucking his face.
Drool began to dribble down Deanâs chin, unable to really swallow it down. Tears prickled at his eyes, his throat being used and his fist pumping his cock fast and hard, chasing his release. His now free hand pressed to the stall wall for balance.
His throat constricted, his whole body tensing as he came hard, spurts of cum  coating the wall and floor, like so many others had before him. Just another layer to dry there on the wall.
The noise that came out of his mouth was barely more than a gurgle around all that cock and drool. And then the thrusts got harder before they stopped. Dean did his best to fight pulling back as the stranger swelled on his tongue and shot down his throat.
Dean gurgled again, his eyes rolling back into his head, cum leaking out and down his chin.
When the stranger started to slowly pull back, Dean swallowed what he could, licking up the rest from the cock and his lips.
And then it was gone.
He waited until the stranger left before he got up and began cleaning himself up and tucking himself away. Stepping out of the stall, he went for the sink. A quick glance in the mirror made him smile. He always did look good with cum on his face. He ran a finger up his chin collecting a bit and popped the finger in his mouth before turning on the water.
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Pairing : Dean x random bar guy, ghouls, Sam
Word count : 1,071
Originally posted under: crowleysplaythings
Warnings : M/M smut (just a touch), Dean has dark kinks. Â Vore turned real. A man gets eaten. Sam never came back to hunting.
Square filled : Freespace
Written for @spnkinkbingo
A/N : I had this in my head since before I started Kinkbingo, so I finally wrote it and used it for my free square.
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âSorry, sweetheart. Iâm waiting for someone.â He gave her a soft smile as her lips turned down into a pout. He softly chuckled. âYou here a lot?â She shrugged. âTomorrow?â
âI can be here tomorrow.â
He licked his bottom lip. âThen how about I meet you here, tomorrow. And you can show me what a fun time Iâm missing because of this asshole I need to meet.â
Her pout was quickly replaced with a grin. âTomorrow sounds good. Iâll be waiting.â She winked, her hand sliding up his thigh as she began to move past him. When it fell, he turned in his stool to watch her walk away. He knew sheâd turn.
She didnât disappoint. Glancing back over her shoulder, she bit her bottom lip and blushed as his eyes roamed her body. Giving her hips some extra sway, just for him, she made her way back to the table she had left her friends at.
As he turned back to the bar, and his drink, his smile was gone. âDonât hold your breath.â He had no intention of still being in town tomorrow. Hearing someone come in, he glanced to his right, over to the door. There he was. The person Dean was waiting for.
When Dean got the itch, no pretty girl in a bar with too many friends could scratch it. Too many friends meant too many people to report her missing, and too many eyes having seen him with her, no matter how careful he was. So heâd retreat to the deepest, and darkest part of the internet to find what he was looking for.
All it took, was a few drinks, and a few words. This guyâs kink was a bit of a specialty. Rare, like Deanâs. And Dean was careful when it came to finding âpartners.â Heâd find people into his idea of fun, people who really got off on it. But also people who were loners. They were more likely to follow him where he wanted to go, and this guy was more than eager.
Dean called it Horror fucking.
See, Dean found people who were into the idea of vore, and fucking in weird abandoned places. Dean wasnât going to eat the guy, no.. Vore wasnât Deanâs kink. Dean liked to fuck someone as they died.
âJust over here.â Dean grinned, green eyes sparkling as he lead the man further. He was careful to pick where it would happen. Everything planned out to perfection. And a deal struck with someone he really shouldnât be talking to.
âSo.. youâre into-â
âNo. Not really. My buddy is though.â Dean smiled. âI just like to fuck while he does it. You donât mind, do you?â
It took the other man off guard, but then he shook his head. âThe more the merrier..â He said awkwardly. Nerves creeping up, but Dean knew this wasnât something he got often. So he got reassuring smile, and continued to follow Dean.
Dean pounded into him, his head back with a groan as the screams surrounded him. When he looked down, he smiled at the fear in the manâs eyes. The man across from him, leaned down and took another bite, tearing at the flesh. âMmm. Itâs good being on fresh meat again.â
âJust shut up, Iâm trying to get off.â Dean shot.
The other man cackled as Dean picked up his pace. âI wonder how you taste.â The other man licked his lips.
âFuck off, and enjoy your damn meal.â Dean grumbled, a hand wrapped around his victims cock and started to pump it. He moaned as the screams got louder, body twitching. This was why he chose these people. As scared as they were, they still reacted. Dean didnât need it to get off, but it made it better. âCome on, buddy. Cum with me while I fill your asshole.â
His mouth was covered as his guttural yell ripped through him, the end result being muffled by the cold hand covering it. He tensed in Deanâs hand, cumming up his stomach and over Deanâs fingers.
âFuck, thatâs it.â Dean ground, taking what was on his hand, cum and blood, and smearing it onto himself as he slammed in with everything he had and came hard. His fingers digging into the strong thighs they held on to. âFuckâŠâ
While Dean got dressed, he barely glanced behind him. âYou remember the deal?â
He heard a rustle, and when he glanced back, the other man- ghoul, really- looked exactly like the man he had been fucking. âI move around looking like him for at least another hour. Get myself on video somewhere. Then Cory over there,â He motioned to a man off a few yards away. âGets his meal, and this guy finally dies. Giving you an alibi, and letting us work with you again in a couple of weeks.â Â Dean opened his mouth, but was cut off quickly. âYouâre getting hungrier, Winchester. Harder to satisfy. Are you sure you arenât one of us?â
âFuck you.â Dean shot at him. âDonât make me regret making this fucking deal with you.â
âIs the big bad hunter going to kill his alibi?â The ghoul teased.
Dean was dragged out of the shower two days later and arrested on suspicion of murder. He now had to do something heâd avoided doing for years. Sighing, he grabbed the phone off the hook, and made his one phone call.Â
Waking up to a ringing phone, Sam groaned and rolled over. His hand reached out, slamming against the bedside table until he hit it. Eyes still closed, he answered it. âHello?â
âHey-ya Sammy. Howâs everything?â
âDean?â Sam turned, peeking one eye open to look at the time. âWhat do you want?â
âCanât a brother call and check in on his baby brother once in awhile without wanting something?â
âA brother can, yeah, but not you, Dean. I havenât heard from you since-â
âWhoâs fault was that?â Dean grumbled.
âAre you calling to give me shit for leaving? Dean I didnât want that life, I never wanted that life. I have it good here. I-â
âI know.â Dean sighed.
âWhat do you need, Dean? Is it dad?â
âNo.â
Sam eyes were open now, his forearm across his forehead. âDo you need money?â
âNo Sammy..â
âDean-â
âI need my lawyer.â
Sam shot up in bed. âWhat happened?â
âThey- uh⊠They think I killed a guy.â
âWhere are you?â
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