#dead oc

@woo-hoo-kai

Anywayyyy

Here's the og art - y'all ain't seen it, it's older than my tumblr

And here are the process photos and the base/ref i used

Hair was hairing...

Did background, got bored with details on Lor'ana, and did lighting.

EVEN THE WATER EATS

What happened? Where is my art block?!

‘All this love on my shoulders, my boulder to push up the hill— it would’ve buried you.

This love I have for you. It’s crushing me.

Darling, you’re killing me.’

‘My girl at the end of the hallway, my ghost haunting me, clinging to my bare shoulders— wave to me again.

I swear I’ll walk over to you this time. I swear I’ll follow you to the end of the hallway. I swear.

Wave to me again. Just one more time. Just once.

I’ll dig out every ‘I love you’ from the unused, weary parts of my heart. I’ll mean them every time.

Just come here. Come to me. Be a part of my routine again.

Give me a chance to not walk the other way.’

‘Everything I know about you I know from whispers in otherwise silent rooms.

I know them from the stains on your bedsheets and I know them from the rage filled faces of friends I didn’t know you had. I know them from the things you kept tucked in your coat pockets— every ridiculous thing— and the messy, borderline illegible notes you scrawled into well loved notebooks that pilled up in a now abandoned corner of a room whose love is long aged and long gone.

Every fact I used to know, all the ways I used to introduce you, is now outdated in the face of the future you could’ve had.

Was there a book you wanted that I could’ve given you? Was there something you wanted me to say that I could’ve said?

I could’ve. I could’ve. Tell me and I’ll say it. Tell me and I’ll scream it.

Tell me.’

ghost girl 🩵🤍🩵

Uncensored image under cut.

Warning for mild cartoon gore.