so I know⦠most if not all of the ships in the HTP au (@aquaquadrant and @lunarcrown) are inherently toxic and Badā¢ļø. unhealthy.
theyāre rooted in players that are literally coded to be Like That, so the best it gets is kind of like⦠never wanting to kill each other. thatās the bar I feel like
but I canāt stop THINKING about them because I always pictured it likeā a Helsā partner is the one person theyāre sane for. the one person theyāre not absolutely feral for (or maybe they are but in a good way). the one person theyāre better for.
FOR EXAMPLE.
Pathbubs is arguably one of the worst ones. theyāre very sweet and fluffy with each other, but Patho is constantly aware that heās going to have to leave fairly soon, and Dbubs is either blissfully unaware or refuses to admit that heās thinking about it. Patho will return after Dbubsā broken heart heals, when there will be no anger, no grief, just happiness to see him again.
which is⦠hella toxic.
but like, pictureā Patho, on his many adventures out in the world, discovers a cupcake. itās like a normal cake, but small and travel-sized. what.
so he brings one back for Dbubs next time he visits, who is ECSTATIC and demands to know how to craft one. he declares that he hates it and then devours half of it in one bite, which Patho finds highly amusing.
or like, Dbubs wakes Patho up at the ASS CRACK OF DAWN to drag him out the front door, explaining at a mile a minute that theyāre going to go vANQUISH a GREAT BEAST andā and Patho BETTER be PREPARED because this is a BIG HUGE EPIC FIGHTā
and then the vines pull them through the trees so they can see over the top of them, and thereās the sunrise. Dbubs goes quiet as Patho blinks in surprise, pink and gold light turning his hair a pleasant orange color. the red vines growing from Dbubs reach towards the sun, waving cheerfully. Patho doesnāt quite know what to say, but Dbubs snuggles into his side with a contented sigh, and he figures maybe he can stay an extra day this time around. maybe. if the itch to leave isnāt too bad.
example two: Bravo and Timmy.
(technically Bravo isnāt a Hels but bear with me here) they seem like they have the most potential to be normalishā an Overworld player and a sweet but anxious bird boy. and I think they have their normal moments, but most of the time theyāre just not like that. again: itās in their code.
but you get moments like⦠Timmy forgets to eat for a while, which was just a habit from living near spawn for so many years, but now that theyāve moved away, Bravoās been pushing him to eat a healthy amount. not because heās concerned, or anything. just. constant death messages cluttering his screen are irritating. yeah. so Timmy forgets to eat, and Bravo notices how bad his hands are shaking when he hands him the thing he asked for. Bravo sighs in (totally real and not affectionate) annoyance and tosses him some of the food out of his own inventory. they take their lunch break together.
alternatively, Bravoās been working for hours and hours! and Timmy actually had to remind HIM to eat once or twice! and thatās not good, right? so Timmy drags him away from his work for a much-needed walk, and they have a real conversation that didnāt involve insults or excessive swearing. strange.
last one last one okay
bX and Alisker?? ship name help TvT
anyways. we donāt know a whole lot about the two of them individually or like, their backstories, but bX used to fight in the arena until Alisker freed him (some way or another). maybe he was like āhey that guy can fight maybe I should get him on my side so people are more scared of me.ā but some part of me is hoping, because HelsKnight is the champion and therefore the best fighter in there (OVER bX), he still chose bX because there was something special about him. some kind of connection. it wasnāt just business. it wasnāt NOT personal!!
now there are those little canon details that are so. just. Alisker trusts bX the most out of literally anybody who works for him, enough to have him run all the errands including the high-risk ones. he keeps water nearby at all times because bX is a guardian hybrid and he wants to keep him healthy/ happy.
and then⦠thereās another part of me that is very concerned. the unbridled pdaā Atlas literally said that was showing off a very prominent weak spot. but what if. it wasnāt. like what if Alisker isnāt worried about that, because itās not a weak spot? if someone (probably Bravo or smth letās be honest) had bX pinned, threatening to kill him if Alisker didnāt do whatever whatever, Alisker would be like. āeh. I donāt care. go ahead.ā BECAUSE HEāS SO POWER-HUNGRY HE CANāT COMPUTE THAT SOMETHING, SOMEONE, COULD POSSIBLY BE MORE IMPORTANT.
and maybe bX knows this. and maybe theyāre cool with it. maybe itās just the way they roll.
I just⦠I love the way Aqua writes characters. itās so nice to read and conveys both personality and like goal/ ambition so flawlessly, even if they donāt get much read time. ITāS AMAZING













