Complications
I hate that word. I hate adding to my chronic pain. I have another small tear in my vaginal cuff. It's the size of a pea. There is no reason why. I've not had sex. I just started bleeding. You'd think having had a hysterectomy 3 years ago and resutchering my cuff 9 months ago things there would be good. Sadly no. Now we go through more silver nitrate. That shit hurts. I've got cramps worse then I've ever had. I'd rather give birth again. Also dealing with chronic constipation and hemorrhoids that feel like golf balls. My right knee is a pain. The cartilage behind my knee cap is gone. My knee needs replaced but I am too young. Damn!!! Too young to be fixed but feeling about three times my age. I have just hit my limit. I'm tired and want to hide in bed. Sadly I have to go to the hospital and have a pulminary test. Gonna try and smile even though I want to cry...
