dazai

Osamu dazai :

Let's start with how he fell in love with you .

We all know how dazai is flirty little shit .

This dude has no shame .

He will flirt with anything that moves .

At first he liked your irritated face whenever he throws his suicidal thoughts on you or his poor pick up lines .

He started to enjoy your suffering from his constant jokes and his flirty nature .

You kinda liked his annoying ass . But never said it to his face .

And somehow you cought feelings for this bandages machine .

One time he saw you blushing when he hugged you from behind ( something he usually do to annoy you ) instead of pushing and kicking his ass you stuttered trying to yell at him .

He somehow enjoyed it .

Spend the entire night thinking about it .

now he is the one that blushes Everytime he looks at you .

Dazai is very aware of his thoughts , he knew when he cought feelings for you .

He knew you have little bit of a crush on him too .

But he doesn't know that you would trust him enough to actually date him .

Dazai is a big manipulator , everyone knows that , and because of that he was afraid you won't trust him and think he just manipulated you into liking him .

And regardless of his feelings for you he is afraid that you won't accept him and his past .

This caused him to be distant from you for a while .

Even though his mind is full of these thoughts he couldn't just ignore you whenever you talk to him .

Everyone knew something is going on with dazai .

He was zooning out way too much .

Became serious too .

Now dazai is the type to keep his character regardless of what happening .

So it was weird to see the man zooning out and being less annoying .

However once he realized everyone started to notice his strange act he went back to being annoying .

But more caring towards you .

Asking if you had lunch and asking you to go eat .

Never let you go to a mission without him being there ( low-key want to impress you with his big brain energy and his anti-ability power ) .

Will be very mad if you got hurt .

Still teases you saying you looked funny while lying on the ground unconscious .

But he doesn't mean it , he actually was very worried .

You noticed the way his laughter died right after you said you thought you were dead ( as a joke ) .

He said " i can't let you die " and " if you die then I will too " .

He looked so serious it almost intimidated you .

Now into the part were he starts isolating you from the others .

Let's just say you are standing with ranpo talking about his habit of throwing the snacks bags around the office .

And suddenly there is a dazai on your left hand whining about how you are " talking too much and he wants to nap " .

He means " you are talking too much come cuddle me " .

Yes you two cuddle .

How did he confess ?

He didn't .

Not intentionally .

because although he was getting closer to you , more caring , little bit open . He was still afraid you won't accept him and you will think he's joking or just manipulating you .

He confessed when you said you were going on a date .

The man felt his heart broke .

He tried to get it fixed by drinking .

Only to find him totally wasted Infront of your door .

He poors his heart to you .

All of his feelings .

Then pass out .

Next morning he wakes up in a bed ( not his ) and a strong headache .

You told him about yesterday and is what he said was true .

His cheeks had faint pink shade and his face got a sly smile .

dazai

my sweetheart