#davidcastro

hey guys,

i want to do some saphael au edits and post them here

so if you have any idea, you are free to send me! i would be so happy to read your ideas

Can I request an imagine with Raphael (from Shadowhunters)? The reader has just found out that her parents are getting divorce. She tells him everything that is going on and she is very upset and so he comforts her? Thank you I changed it up a tad bit whoops 

This wasn’t easy on you. The divorce. It was really hard on you, why wouldn’t it be? The two people who you thought could never fall out of love or split up, did both.

You began to realise, maybe they stayed together for so long just for you? The signs were right there but you were oblivious, thinking everything would be okay.

The divorce was filed last week but it didn’t make anything easier on you. Dad still hasn’t found a place to move in to but he was staying in the guest room, Mom was getting drunk here and there not caring she still has a daughter to care for. Not once did the both of them ask how you were.

You couldn’t stand to stay In the house any longer. You grabbed a jacket and your wallet and phone. The streets of Brooklyn were silent as you walked through them. The sky represented how you felt, dark and cloudy. You’d rather be anywhere else than your home.

Hotel Dumort wasn’t far from where you were, Raphael should be there you guessed. Thoughts were flying around In your head and you needed someone to vent to or else you’d lose it.

You went to the side entrance and rang the buzzer for Raphael’s floor. Once you heard his footsteps nearing closer, you did a secret knock to notify him it was you.

He opened the door and let you in. She stood there deciding what to say. She hasn’t seen him since your argument. He had feelings for you and so did you but he couldn’t let you be his girlfriend in case you were put in danger. He wouldn’t forgive himself if anything happened to you.

He leaned against the wall looking down at the ground figuring out what to say. ‘’What are you doing here?’’ He asked quietly. You felt the tears brimming in your eyes as you replied. ‘’They got divorced’’, you choked out.

His eyes glanced at your figure, full of concern and worry taking your hand in his gently. ‘’I’m sorry’’ He whispered.

The tension was noticeable in the room, you both didn’t know what to say. He brought you to the top floor and sat you down on the couch. He got up and poured you both a glass of whiskey.

‘’Talk to me’’ He said, taking a swig from his glass. The whiskey in the glass swirled as you moved it. Letting out your feelings wasn’t a thing you did often nor did you like doing it. She sighed knowing he probably wouldn’t let her go home without talking to him.

‘’What’s there to say? My Mother and Father split up and things are different now, nothings going to be the same, I don’t know how to deal with all-‘’ She choked out a sob as they raked her body. He pulled her into his embrace and held her. He traced little patterns on her lower back in attempt to calm her.

‘’I know we’re not on good terms right now, but you’re free to stay here for as long as you want’’ He quietly spoke, not wanting to startle you more. She nodded her head at his offer and pulled away from him. She rubbed at her eyes, making them sting more than they already were.

He motioned her to come along with him to his room, having left over clothes for her. She stood in front of the mirror looking at her reflection, motionless. The divorce wasn’t the only thing taking a toll on your mental state, the argument with Raphael was the worst. You had feelings for him and he had feelings for you.

But it was too dangerous for the both of you to be in a relationship. She was mundane and He was a down worlder. He wasn’t going to risk your safety, but you couldn’t get that through your head.

The comments that you both through at each other were hurtful, he regretted everything he said.

Thoughts were flowing through her head as she remembered what were said in the argument

‘’You are weak’’

‘’You aren’t capable of protecting yourself’’

‘’You are a mundane, you’re going to get yourself killed if we get into a relationship.’’

They rung through your head every time you doubted yourself. Raphael came back into the room and saw your figure standing still. She was lost in her own mind.

The light shown through the curtains from the street lamps and shined along the side of your body. He walked over behind you slowly, gently placing his hands on your hips. She felt his breath hit her neck as he placed soft kisses on her back.

Each kiss sent a spark through her body. He handled her with such care he thought she was going to break if he was rough. ‘’You’re not weak’’ He mumbled against your skin. ‘’You are capable of protecting yourself’’ He tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear. He spun her around and placed a finger under your chin. ‘’I will protect you with my life even if it puts us in danger’’. He lifted your chin to look at him. Her eyes were full of hope and his eyes were full of determination. He kissed her with affection.

He was going to make this work