Interruption in my smutty smut posts to vent about how the dating pool is literally full of pee pee. Like I'm actually about to crash tf out.
For those who don't know, I've been single for almost 2 years now. My longterm relationship ended pretty badly & it took a lot of time, energy & self love to bounce back from that.
Since then, I've been wanting to put myself out there again & find a new relationship/possible love, so I've been tryna meet guys organically and on apps (mostly Hinge).
But every single guy I've met has been wishy washy, inconsistent & fucking disgustingly horny. You talk for maybe a week or a few days and then they vanish. They ghost you. They stop picking up your texts or calls. They try take you on a date straight off the rip just to fuck you later.
I am getting SO sick and tired of putting myself out there for a romantic connection and getting NOTHING in return. It's often made me look at myself and wonder "what is it about ME that this keeps happening?"
Of course, I'm not the problem but it pisses me off that so many gorgeous, intelligent, loving women like myself are subjected to shit like this floating around in the dating pool.
And then the worst part is that some guys purposely act like they're looking for a genuine, romantic connection only to get some play out of it. If you're not gonna be genuine or real or consistent, DON'T MATCH WITH ME.
But I'm not gonna give up. I'm gonna find the Klay to my Megan (my favorite celeb couple lol) if it's the last thing I fucking do! I WILL FALL IN LOVE AGAIN & FUEL THE LOVER GIRL IN ME.
That's it. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk. Have a beautiful day! -love, Jazzy
