#dash:hugo

…Astrid, do you know what you’re saying? Because it sounds like you’re saying something that can’t be what you’re actually saying.

Uh oh, did I say one of the words wrong or something? Because I totally thought I knew what I was saying, but you seem super confused.

Oh, sweet heavens, I never meant to make you cry, I’m so sorry! I must have caused you a lot of pain if you felt like you needed to share it to the world and I deserved that shout-out and more. Would it make you feel better if you knew I cried too or is that worse? Either way, I’m definitively not asking anyone on dates and I don’t know why this questioning is going around but I’m glad that it did just so I know I have something to apologize for and pray for a reconciliation. God bless, Lyssa. And once again, I’m so so so so so so so so so sorry.

Oh, no, it’s okay! Lots of things make me cry, I promise! Practically every book I’ve ever read, the song ‘Last Kiss’ by Pearl Jam, onions, New Year’s Eve -- honestly, I promise, it’s not a big deal. I was just very nervous about doing a terrible job with the newspaper and if it hadn’t been you, it would have been the next person whose idea I had to veto, I promise. Really, it was so long ago, it’s not a big deal, you have nothing to feel bad about, I just ramble sometimes and say things I shouldn’t and I’m so sorry, I wasn’t trying to make you feel guilty or have to pray more often or anything like that!