#darkmoonight

joy and i explored the hotel and we found hot chocolate in this secret restaurant on the 18th floor it was AWESOME 

I feel so sick Come cuddle me

u never know

hey guys joy is a perfect girlfriend ok?

i want Joy to know how much i care about her. shes so sweet and caring. i can be myself with her. i may be shy sometimes but thats because shes just...so great and i dont know how to react. I feel like thi could last...I fucked up last time with hr but I refuse to this time...I know we might fight and/or have our diffrences but every couple does. I am so comfortable with her..I might shy away from certain things and that's because with those certain thing(sexual things) I am just awkward in general. she's beautiful and all I need. She means so much..I hope one day hopefully soon I can tell my parents about her and hopefully when I do ill be able to see her more often. The onlyh thing that kills me about our relationship is the distance..but I'm trying and making efforts to see her...I get to hold her and kiss her at san japan..hopefully ill be driving soon and I can see her more then..maybe I could convince her and/or my parents to let her stay here for a bit during summer next year..well basically this has been a post of my feeling and thoughts about mybwonderful, caring, sweeting, gorgous, beautiful, stunning girlfriend.