#darklightenvt

So....

heavens, it's been ages since I've done a proper post here.

Not sure how many folks particularly care about what's going on with me, but I gotta ramble somewhere. So.... rambling here.

I'm sure folks are at least partially aware of my vtubing venture as Darklight. For the sake of my own mental health, and my health in general, I'm stepping away for the time being from that handle, and from bearing Wisteria's mask. I burned out again this week, and it's been.... difficult. For me to keep my head on straight, I've had to pull myself away from both of those names.

Part of that means me moving off of Bluesky, though my account as Darklight is still there. I'm just not gonna be posting there as much until I can recuperate and find my own place to live. Regarding the latter, I realise I probably haven't told folks here what's going on with me, so.... I'm technically homeless atm, living in a shelter. I have internet and a somewhat decent supply of foodstuff nearby; though that's limited by my own food intolerances, lactose and gluten being the main culprits. With the internet thing, I'm also limited in what I can do, which streaming is a definite no go, due to some of the limitations placed on the wifi provided.

I've been able to start my medical transition, as well. I've been on e-patches for the past.... six weeks, give a few days? Spiro was started the Saturday prior to my starting those. Legal name change is in the works, albeit not without its blockades. I'm making progress, however little.

I am doing alright, though. I thank folks for bearing with me, if you're in my inner circle of peeps.

I appreciate you, nightshades.

an eldritch reaper has to get her studies in sometime, y'know??

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a Voidlichen resembles the Void Herself, just nowhere near as tall as She.

their body, once unleashed (think of Alucard's Control Art Restriction System from Hellsing), becomes thrice as tall as the original body,

three pairs of arms total, and their tentacles unfurled and forming a Void-colored star behind the Unleashed Voidlichen.

their head becomes incorporeal, six wisps of phlox or lavender light where their eyes used to be. their mouth vanishes, and the Voidlichen's voice seems to come from everywhere and nowhere when used.

the hair becomes a crossing of phlox galaxy-patterned halos in front of the face.

at the end of each arm, their hands have become adorned with claws and phlox accents.