#darkacademi

—𝓓, from ‘Wish he understood’

I don't wanna talk right now I don't wanna laugh right now I just wanna be snow Cold and burning and always falling never scared of falling Or maybe a cloud weeping when I'm too heavy never holding back I'll listen to sad songs with sad stories to cry and drown Let me hit the rock bottom Let me down like you do Let me go I wanted to scream for them to shut up " You fucking hypocrites! " They called her a diamond formed under pressure Because she was dear But what of me? Wasn't I suffering? Wasn't I suffering? Haven't I suffered enough for you? Why can't they let me be a diamond too? I have more cuts than a diamond ever did But they don't see me Striped of me sanity right in front of them Just because I'm not their blood or am I? I can't tell Blood, why does everything stops there? Is the blood between us really so thick if it draws lines so thin? They're all fake, shams It isn't blood, it isn't blood It's only red water mixed with soil Can you ever know what it's like to live with people faker than my smile? Why can't you stop? Leaving Me with a heaving chest Crystal water burdening my lashes Lump in my throat so heavy Why can't you let me go instead? Why can't you love me instead? The tears in my throat are turning bitter now There's acid pooling in the middle of me The blood is drying up Why can't you love me like you should? I just wanted you to know I could've made you proud had you not made me small I could've loved you like I should had you only done the same But you caused it you caused it you caused it One day, I'll erupt Like the lava from a volcano Like the light from the sun Like the fire, like a wildflower The world will know My tragedy And you Will be the land, the tress, the insect And then ash The victim of my wrath One day, I'll be a diamond sharper than your tongue I will need you to remember that day you caused it you caused it you caused it —𝓓, from ‘Wish he understood’

— 𝓓