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Me eyeing the backstabbing tag and dark Jonsa tag. *Deep breath in and out* patience is a virtue. I want everything already but also want to savour the story unfolding.
Also does bran still have the 3 eyed Raven powers since there's no Nk? Also is Theon in winterfell as well?
Oh nonny, hi!
That backstabbing tag and darkjonsa tag is giving off all the right vibes⊠I have no virtue, because I am obsessed and in fact⊠I have posted a new chapter with a bit of that vibe already taking hold of the story and setting the tone for all the political intrigue, betrayal, backstabbing that will come.
Are you ready? I donât think ya are, but I am happy to deliver!
About Bran, since thereâs no NK thereâs no 3ER powers to him, and no, Theon is not in Winterfell though weâll see him soon!
Catelyn couldnât say, she didnât know Lyanna enough to say if her boy resembled her, but she could say that he resembled how Brandonâ smiled when he looked at her, in Riverrun. â from INCIPITâCATELYN
my dark Sansa fic (because antis always made that sound like so much fun!) or a rewrite of the Dany and Sansa convo in 8x02 if Sansa were manipulativeÂ
The Dragon Queen was small, tiny really, even in her furs, that she seemed but a child. The woman smiled, hopefully, that too struck Sansa of childishness. Hope was a risk few survived. Even so, Sansa felt a small pull towards the woman, as if her dainty hands had reached into a part of her sheâd neglected to sheath in ice.
âI fear that our introduction left much to be desired.â The Targaryen smiled; the Stark mimicked it, poorly. âThe North, you, need not fear me. I love your brother. I would learn to know and love all his family and his people. I would learn of your ways, I understand your struggle, and I will fight for you all.â
Sansa could only arch an eyebrow at the outpouring of the girl. It should be endearing, effusions of love and concern, loyalty. To be the most powerful woman in Westeros, the most powerful person in the world, and to understand so little. Foolish, foolish child.
The Queen moved closer to her, believing her silence meant she listened, âI would make your brother my consort and heed his advice in making decisions for the good of all my people. I count you, all the North, as mine. And I am loyal to my own.â
âYour Grace, these are words. Words have failed me my entire life. We understood each other perfectly in our first meeting. You have my brother's devotion; there is no need to seek mine."
The dragon recoiled. "The North holds you in a place of honor, that even their king did not ascend. If the Lords do not believe you accept me, they will not."
"That is perceptive of you." The testament to her standing failed to move her.
"What can I do to assuage your fears?"
Sansa smiled with real feeling this time, not even attempting to temper it. "I have no fears."
"I will defeat Cersei Lannister. I will send you her head if you wish it."
"Her head? No, a second head is not necessary. My own is quite sufficient. Cersei Lannister is a vile, cruel woman; I am not Cersei. I want her dead, but a raven will suffice. I will not see the bodies of my enemies treated as they treated my familyâs, no matter how many times over they have earned their fate.â Sansa leaned closer, her hand resting on Daenerysâs wrist. âRumors are that she took to her twin's bed, that it was Jaime Lannister who fathered her children. That it was his sons, the blood of your father's murderer, who sat the throne. And now he's here, under my protection, under my brother's --your loverâs-- protection.â
The Queen flinched, her smile remained fixed, but something new flickered in her eyes, doubt, and Sansa, with a wolfâs instinct, saw the weakness, the faltering step of the injured, the small hand clenched in anger. âThat is cruel, isnât it? To finally have the man who took everything from you within your grasp and be denied justice? I lost my father too. I know your pain. To have it disregardedâŠâ she took Daenerysâs hand, and stroked her fingers gently across the back of it, as if offering comfort in sincere understanding of her pain. âCrueler still that it is the man you love who stands between you and what you want. What you deserve.â
Daenerysâs chest rose and fell visibly, those innocent eyes darkening in pain.
Sansa leaned closer, âI may be a Lady rather than a Queen of legend, but you and I are more alike than you know. I was eleven the first time I decided to kill a man. He was my betrothed, and I meant to watch him fall to his death, even if I followed. I was stopped, but no one stopped me when it came to my second husband. I heard you killed your first. Thereâs nothing like taking a life from someone undeserving of it, is there? When I killed Ramsay, I could taste the blood on my tongue. I hope I always taste it: justice. Oh, but you loved your husband, didnât you? He wasnât cruel?â Sansa continued, not waiting for a response, âMaybe you can taste the kingslayerâs. Not now, but later, in the heat of battle, flame, a dragonâs claw, and blood. Does it horrify you that I should say such a thing?â
Daenerys was dazed, she did not know where Sansa would have learned of her husband. Had Jon told her? Had she even told Jon? Tyrion? Had she told Sansa? She could not remember their first conversation, if she had been foolish enough to give thisâthis creatureâany part of herself. Why was Jon denying her what she deserved? A life for a life, she was owed it. Her head was throbbing, and she tasted the metallic tang, the flavor she lovedâoh, how she loved itâand told herself she would have her fill soon, not vengeance: justice.
A soft thumb pressed her lip.
âYouâve bitten your lip, your grace. Youâre bleedingâ as Sansa swept aside a drop of blood, and then wiped it on a cloth, staining the snow-white material with a smear of red. Her fingers returned to Danyâs, the faintest of taps on the back of Danyâs hand. âI leave the pursuit of power, intrigues and maneuverings, to men like Tyrion. Your hand is all brilliance and machinations, while I am but a Lady, who worries about food and clothing. I am not Cersei. I am no queen to be conquered. Any power that I might have had is lost. I am only a façade of strength now that all my assertions on behalf of my dear brother prove me to be so extraordinarily naive. A lifetime of lessons cut into my body, and what good did it do me? I am just a little bird, who mustn't fly far beyond the nest for anything stronger than a breeze might carry me off. It took Arya slitting the throat of Lord Baelish to set us free. He came to our aide, but he threatened us, and so the dagger made him smile one last time. His blood I don't taste, but I hear it, running from his throat, as if it was as anxious for his death as I. It pooled on the floor, and when I sit at table, I conjure it, because it makes me smile. Watching the life leave the eyes of those who wronged you, who used you, there is nothing sweeter than that. But, I am no Cersei. There will be no treachery against allies, no secret plans.â Her fingers closed around Daenerysâs, âI would never allow a sibling of mine to stab a Targaryen in the back.â
Daenerys struggled to breath. Her skin was burning beneath Sansaâs cool hand, and for all the Lady of Winterfellâs soothing words of powerlessness, it was Sansa that the Lords turned to, it was Sansa that Jon turned to; Jon may have bent the knee, but the North was not his to give away.
Sansa declared herself a harmless girl, yet her grip was not that of a songbird, but a bird of prey.
âI heard my brother rode a dragon. How extraordinarily generous of you to give such a gift to another. I wonder that you would risk your beast growing attached to anyone but you. Love changes even the most hardened of us, does it not? We give and give, and what do we receive in return? Sometimes I think we bestow it on those wholly undeserving. We can never win the affection we crave, the more we seek it, the more they deny us. Almost as if the more we love, the less they love us in return. I was once told, âlove no one but your children.â If only our hearts listened.â Sansa stopped her tapping. âIâm surprised that the dragon permitted Jon to ride him. I always thought it was necessary to be a Targâah well, perhaps blood matters not.â
The slow throb of her heart stuttered, and then rushed ahead. It had been strange that Drogon allowed Jon to approach him, strange that Jon had managed to ride Rhaegal, but surely it was their love of her that allowedâJon was notâ
Sansa withdrew her hand, pushed herself to her feet, âYou must retire to your chambers, Your Grace. Youâre shaking from the chill in this drafty room.â
Daenerys found herself ushered to the door, seething, uncertain which words, which implication, which insidious idea to respond toâ
Sansa opened the door, gently placed her hand on the queenâs elbow, âI know not why you think it would disturb me that my brother loves you. Why you assure me how you value him. We are not rivals for his affection.â The Northern girl leaned forward and pressed a kiss to the pale queenâs cheek, a whisper that held a trace of a laugh, âAfter all, I am not Cersei; he is no Targaryen."
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chapter twenty-nine of the price of you is now out on ao3 by cemterycigs
[this is a 100k+ WIP dark jonsa AU]
Sansa didnât know how much time had passed. Possibly seconds, possibly hours. She didnât know. Everything existed in a strange, numb blur. Her mind floated somewhere outside of her own body, detached and weightless as if she were watching herself from across the room. Her ears rang, her vision seemed to blur in and out like a radio station.
She didnât remember ending the call with Jon, let alone what sheâd said to him. She only stared at Petyrâs corpse, her brain refusing to process it. Her eyes moved across the sceneâhis body, the blood, the unnatural angles of his limbs. But nothing connected, nothing she could process anyways. She didnât feel fear, or pain, or truly anything at all. Shock wrapped around her like thick cotton.
She barely looked up at the sound of the distant echo of the clubâs service door slamming open, followed by footsteps and the urgent sound of her name.
Jon appeared in front of her. She blinked, slow and confused as if she was trying to pull herself from a dream. His mouth moved fast and urgent but she couldnât hear the words. It sounded muffled, like he was underwater, or she was underwater. Perhaps the entire world was.
Her breath hitched when he grabbed her shoulders, not hard but firm as he gave her one quick shake.
âSansa.â
Her name broke through the fog.
Her hearing came back in fragments, like pieces of shattered glass being pulled back together.
âSansaâlook at me. Hey. Look at me.â
She tried. Her mouth opened, but no sound came out. Jon exhaled sharply through his nose. He wasnât annoyedâjust worried. He squeezed her shoulder once more and stood while pulling his phone from his pocket. She stared at Petyr blankly and Jon took note of it, stepping between them so that her sight was blocked.Â
He spoke quietly on the phone, voice low and urgent. She couldnât make out the words. He hung up quickly and came back to her. She didnât move as he crouched beside her and opened up her work bag, rummaging through it until he found a folded t-shirt. He balled it up and gently took it in her hand, guiding it towards her temple.
âHold this,â he ordered softly.
She winced when the pressure hit. It was an immediate, sharp sting that ripped her party back into herself.
âGood,â Jon murmured. âStay with me.â
The pain grounded her enough that when he asked finally, âcan you walk?â she had managed a small nod.
Jon nodded back. âGood. Come on.â
He stood, pulling her up carefully to her feet. Her legs were numb, her steps sluggish. But he guided her, steadying her with an arm around her, taking all of her weight without hesitation.
They moved through the club, past the stage, the bar, and the dim red lights until they reached the locker room. Everything in there felt disorienting; the girly stickers on the lockers, the soft vanity bulbs, the perfume that still lingered in the air. All of it didnât seem to belong.
Jon sat her down on a bench. âStay here.â
He disappeared and she stared at the floor, the t shirt pressed weakly against her temple and her breath shallow. Her hands shook so violently the fabric trembled in her hands. Jon returned with a bottle of water and twisted the cap off. He placed it in her free hand.
âDrink,â he ordered quietly.
She couldnât. She could only stare at it as if it were a foreign object. Jon knelt again, his face close as his eyes searched hers. âSansa. Drink.â
Her throat closed and tears welled. Panic surged as she looked up at him, the words broken and desperate on her lips.
âI didnât mean to kill him.â
Jon froze.
Sansa pulled in a trembling breath. âIâI tried to fight him off. Heâhe grabbed meâhe hit meâthe gun wasâit was justââ she broke, sobbing as the words splintered apart. âI didnât mean to. Iâm going to go to prison. JonâI didnâtââ
The bottle slipped from her hand. Jon caught it before it hit the floor and set it aside carefully. He cupped her faceânot harshly, but firmly. It grounded her slightly, pulling her gaze back to his.
âHey,â he said quietly, his voice threading through her panic. âLook at me. Itâs okay. Iâm going to take care of it.â
She shook her head, tears spilling hot and fast. âI canâtâI canât breatheâIâm going to lose everythingââ
âNo,â he said, his voice low and steady. âYou are not. Youâre not losing anything. But I need you to breathe for me. Right now. Can you do that?â
Her lungs spasmed, but she tried.
A shaky inhale.
A trembling exhale.
Jon nodded in approval. âGood. Again.â
She followed his voice. It felt like the only steady thing in the entire collapsing world.Â
When she had steadied even slightly, Jon brushed her cheek with his thumb.
âDo you trust me?â
Her answer was instant.
âYes.â It was a broken whisper.
âGood.â
Jon stood again and left the room. He appeared a moment later with a wet towel in his hands, dripping slightly as he came to her. He worked at her legs slowly, getting the worst of the blood off where sheâd fallen in it.Â
âGive me your hands,â he said softly.
She hesitated and lifted them.
He wiped them cleanâso gently that her chest hurt all over again. Her fingers were feather light, tracing away blood and careful not to tug too harshly. He cleaned her palms, her knuckles, the spaces between her fingers. It felt surreal that someone like Jonâsomeone who had done only god knew what with those hands could be that gentle.
âI donât deserve this.â She whispered.
Jon paused. âWhat do you mean?â
She swallowed hard. âWhat I did. On the yacht.â
Jonâs mouth twitched, not quite a smile, but almost. âWhich part? The cocaine or the part where you tried to give me a fucking stroke?â
She didnât laugh.
He sighed. âSansa, that was a joke.â
Her eyes didnât lift. She didnât have the energy to play into it.
His phone buzzed and he checked the screen, his expression shifted.
âI need you to stay here.â He said quietly.
Sansa nodded, barely. It was a movement so small that it couldâve been imagined.
She sat there on the locker room bench, her arm starting to ache from holding the shirt to her temple. She listened numbly to the voices drifting through the club, low and fast conversations as orders were given. Nothing felt real.
The door opened again and a man stepped inside, carrying a black briefcase. He looked older than Jon, salt and pepper beard with tired but kind eyes. His movements were calm as his eyes swept over Sansa, as if he were assessing her.
Jon followed behind him.
âSansa,â Jon said gently. âThis is Davos. Heâs going to take care of the cut on your head.â
She nodded again, a ghost of a motion.
Davos crouched down and met her at eye level. âHello, sweetheart,â he said quietly, voice warm in a way that made her eyes sting all over again. âIâm just going to take a look, alright?â
He snapped open his kit. Jon stood nearby, phone pressed to his ear as he spoke in a low voice, crossing his arms over his chest. Every few seconds, his eyes flicked over as if he was nervous to look away from her for too long. Davos gently moved the makeshift bandage from her temple. Her eyes twitched when the fabric peeled away from the dried blood.
;Â âSheâll need stitches.â Davos murmured, more to himself than Jon. âDeep cut. Good thing I got here when I did or sheâd need a transfusion with how much sheâs lost.â
Jonâs jaw twitched and he nodded once.
Davos laid out his supplies on the benchâclean gauze, antiseptic, a tiny vial of numbing agent, a suture kit. His hands were steady and sure as he started to work quickly.
âAll right, Sansa,â he said softly. âThis will be a little cold. This is just to clean the area.â
He pressed the antiseptic soaked gauze to her temple. She hissed, flinching slightly.
âI know,â Davos assured her. âYouâre doing great. Just breathe.â
He moved efficientlyânumbing the wound, waiting a moment for it to kick in before he began the stitches. His touch was gentle and unrushed, each small knot bringing her closer and closer back to the surface.Â
âYouâre going to be okay. Almost done.â Davos said as he secured a suture. He finished quickly and cleaned the area again before putting a bandage over the wound. When he was done, he squeezed her shoulder with an almost fatherly firmness. âThat bastard got what he deserved.â
Her throat tightened, but she couldnât speak. Davos opened a small bottle and shook a pill into his palm and handed it to her before opening up another bottle of water. âAnti-anxiety. Itâll help slow your system down. Your nerves are shot right now.â
Sansa swallowed it mechanically. Davos crossed the room and spoke quietly to Jon. âI just gave her something mild. Itâll help her stay calm the next few days. Have her take one in the morning, too. Sheâs going to crash when her adrenaline wears off.â
Jon nodded.
âAnd Jon,â Davos added, lowering his voice. âShe might have a concussion. Maybe mild, maybe worse. You need to wake her every hour tonight. Just make sure sheâs responsive.â
âYeah.â Jonâs face tightened. âThank you.â
Davosâs hand clapped his shoulder. âAnytime.â
Jon exhaled through his nose. âIâll get you payment when this blows over.â
Davos smirked faintly. âYou always do.â
He closed up his kit and left as quietly as he arrived. The door shut and Jon went to her, crouching again so that he looked up into her eyes. She looked past him at first, unfocused until he gently touched her hand that still held the damp, then bloodstained towel.Â
âSansa,â he murmured. âWe need to go.â
âOkay,â she whispered.
Jon stood, offering his hand and she took it, fingers trembling as he pulled her carefully to her feet. She wobbled, unsteady, but Jonâs arm slid around her waist as he held her firmly against him.
âI got you.â He muttered and they stepped out of the locker room back into the main floor of the club. Sansa blinked against the sudden brightness, the main overhead lights were on at full powerâthe club looked wrong under them, stripped of its shadows and illusions. Men wore plastic clean up suits, moving quietly across the floor as they lifted tables and wiped down surfaces.
Sandor was standing by the bar, face pale beneath the harsh lighting. The second he saw her, his eyes widened. âLittle birdâjesus christâare you okay?â His voice trembled as he took a half step forward. âIâm so sorryâPetyr locked me outâI couldnât get inââ
Jon cut him off with a voice so sharp it sliced the air. âThatâs enough. I donât want to hear another fucking word out of your mouth tonight.â
Sandor shut his mouth instantly. The regret on his face was unmistakableâdavastated and remorseful, horrified at the sight of Sansa. Jon took a step towards him, his fists clenching as Sandorâs shoulders tensed like he was expecting a punchâand it seemed as if heâd willingly take it for his mistake.
âJon,â Sansa said quietly, her voice hoarse. âStop.â
Jonâs jaw flexed, but he took a breath. He looked back at Sandor, eyes cold and voice low. âWeâre not finished with this conversation.â
Sandor nodded once, ashamed.
Jon led her out of the club after helping her put one of his hoodies on around her stitches. The fabric swallowed her, warm and heavy, and she clutched it tightly around herself as if her bones were rattling despite the summer night air.Â
Not far into the drive, Jon handed her her phone. âI texted Robb. Said youâre staying at Margaeryâs and that youâll be home tomorrow afternoon.â
She closed her eyes, relief and guilt tangled in her chest.
âI should go home. Things arenât good right now.â
âYou canât go home looking like that.â His tone left no room for argument.
When they pulled up to his townhouse, she tightened the hoodie around her body, pulling it down to the tops of her thighs. It was quiet inside, dark except for the bankers lamp left on in the hallway. Jon locked the door behind them.
âGo take a shower,â he said gently. âIâll get you something to wear. Just be careful with your stitches.â
She nodded and moved toward the bathroom like she was sleepwalking. The shower steamed instantly and she stood under the hot water, watching the rivers of pink swirl down her legs and across her arms, spiraling toward the drain. It felt unreal, like she was washing someone elseâs night off of her body.Â
The pill Davos had given her helped, but her thoughts still drifted back to the club. His hands, his voice, the sound of the gunshot. She leaned a hand against the tile to steady herself. She didnât hear the bathroom door open, she only noticed when a shadow passed beyond the shower door. Jon set a folded pile of clothes on the counter and paused. For a heartbeat, he stood there. She had an urge to press her palm against the glassâbut she fell still.
He stepped out without a word.
Sansa shut the water off and dried herself shakily, changing into a pair of Jonâs boxers and a soft t-shirt that smelled like cedar and his laundry detergent and something warm she couldnât name. It practically consumed her.
The duvet and pillows from Jonâs bed were gone. She found him in the living room, the sectionally rearranged. One end had a pillow and the duvet was spread out before it, draping over the side. The TV glowed softly with a nature documentary that played quietly. Jon was sitting on one end, his posture relaxed but eyes alert.
He glanced up and tipped his head toward the couch. âCome on.â
Sansa hovered. âIâm going to get blood all over your pillows.â
âI donât care.âÂ
She eased onto the couch beside him, still tense, slightly trembling. âI canât sleep.â She whispered hoarsely. âThereâs no way.â
Jon looked over at her. âWhy not?â
She gave him a sharp look, exhausted. âI think you have an idea.â
Jon huffed, almost as if he were slightly amused. âGood to see the Xanax kicked in.â
She wouldâve rolled her eyes at him if he had the strength.
Jonâs expression softened. âTell me what happened.â
Sansa stiffened. Her gaze drifted to the TVâwolves running across snow, their breath fogging in the cold.
âIâŠâ she started, swallowing. âThere was a man. Some CEO. He tried to pull myââ her voice cracked. âI broke his nose. Petyr was angry. I was supposed to walk out with Sandor but Petyr was waiting forâŠwaiting for me. He tried toââ
The words wouldnât come.
Jonâs hand found hers, fingers threading through her shaking ones. Warm. Steady. Anchoring.
She inhaled shakily. âEverything is fucking falling apart no matter what I do. Jon. BranâŠBranâs been drinkingâŠI feel like Iâm just losing them. Like Iâm failing them. And then youâand the stupid partyâIâmâIâm sorry. I shouldn't haveââ
âSansa,â Jon interjected quietly, stopping her spiral. âDonât. Not tonight. Donât work yourself up anymore than you already are.â
Her eyes stung. âIâm sorry.â She whispered, unable to look at him.
Jonâs jaw shifted. After a moment of silence, âIâm sorry too.â
She looked over at him and he released her hand to brush a strand of her hair behind her ear, fingers carefully around the bandage.
âLay down.â He said softly.
She was too exhausted to fight him, curling beneath the duvet. She rested her head on the pillow and Jon shifted slightly, sitting at the corner where the sectional met, stretching an arm behind the couch in quiet protectiveness.
She fell asleep faster than she expected.Â
Each hour, Jon woke her gently. Touching her shoulder, murmuring her name until she stirred. Just enough to know she was okay. Each time she fell asleep again, she seemed to end up slightly closer to him.Â
By the final time she woke, she woke in darkness without Jonâs aid. The tv was off, the room silent.Â
She realized she was laying on his lap. His hand rested on her head, fingers woven into her hair like heâd fallen asleep stroking her hair. She blinked once, breathing quietly as she shifted slightly and burrowed into his stomach.
Jon stirred beneath her almost immediately, his hand twisted in her hair as his breathing shifted as he woke slowly. She could feel him tense up, becoming aware of their position.
His muscles tensed under her cheek. His hand lifted from her head, hesitation radiating from him as he tried to gently ease himself away, to put distance between them, to pull back into whatever version of restraint he kept welded around himself.
Before she could thinkâbefore she could stop herselfâthe word slipped out of her in a fragile breath, a plea almost so pathetic that she hated herself for it.
âDonât.â
Jon fell still.
âSansaâŠâ he started, low and cautious.Â
She swallowed, her throat tight. Everything inside her wanted to break open. It pressed at her chest, rising inside of her like a sob she refused to let out.
âDonât run away from me.âÂ
Her words were barely a sound, stretched thin and trembling in her voice.Â
âNot tonight,â she said, her voice cracking. âPlease. I justâŠI need you.â
It wasnât a plea for romance or attachment or anything dangerous.
It was a plea for safety, for something steady. To not be alone in something that could have destroyed her.Â
Jon didnât answer. At first, she braced himself to move away from her and deny her.Â
But slowlyâand extremely carefullyâhis body relaxed. He settled back into the couch, the tension leaving his body. His hand returned to her head, fingers sliding gently into her hair as he smoothed over it again, tender in a way that made her chest ache.
Sansaâs breath evened out, her body loosening against him as exhaustion took hold again. Warmth spread through her from his touch, both grounding and overwhelming. She let her eyes drift shut, wrapped in the rare, quiet safety.
That time, when she slipped back to sleep, she didnât drift alone. Jon stayed where he was, hand resting protectively in her hair until she slipped off into nothingness.
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Jon was on his knees in the courtyard, one hand pressed against his face, the other trying to shield his ribs. Three against one. Joffrey Baratheon led the pack, blazer sleeves rolled up to his elbows, gold class ring catching the sunlight each time his fist came down. Meryn and Lancel laughed as they picked him up, holding his arms as Joffreyâs fist connected with Jonâs jaw.
School was letting out. Backpacks slammed shut, car doors opened, engines started. No one had stepped in, rarely anyone ever did. Sansa froze halfway down the steps, books clutched to her chest. She could hear the dull, wet sound of another hit. Jonâs head snapped sideways, dark hair sticking to his cheek. When his dark eyes lifted, they met hers.
Something in her stomach turned over, guilt or fear, something nameless that gnawed at her. She should move, say something, call for a teacher evenâanything.
âSansa!âÂ
Her brotherâs voice cut through her thoughts and she turned to see Robb behind the wheel of his convertible, the afternoon sun bounced off of the polished white hood. He waved her over, impatient, the picture of every privilege theyâd been born into.
She hesitated for one more breath, the crowdâs laughter and Jonâs blood on the pavement locked into a memory she wished she could merely forget. She turned away almost reluctantly and crossed the lawn. She slid into the passenger seat as Robb kept his eyes ahead, refusing to even glance back toward the fight. The music was already on. The world kept moving.
[this is a WIP enemies to lovers jonsa au with a 50k+ word count]
âScarlett! Youâre up next! Hurry your ass up before you miss your song!â
Sansa flinched at the sound, echoing through the dark bathroom like a gunshot. She blinked hard and ran her fingers beneath her eyes. The red light of the restroom painted everything the same shadeâthe black tiles, the sinks streaked with glitter, the shaking fingers that traced her lips.
Despite the dim light she could still see the damage, mascara bleeding down her pale cheeks, lipstick smeared at the corner of her mouth. She meant to fix it five minutes before, but time had had a way of slipping through her lately.
âIâll be out in a minute!â
Her voice didnât sound like hers anymoreâit was raspier, lower, a voice that belonged to Scarlett, not Sansa Stark. She leaned close to the mirror to look over herself once more before tugging the sash of her cheap satin robe so that it parted slightly. She forced herself to smile into the mirror, and for a small second she almost looked convincing.
Almost.
She took a breath and stepped out into the gentlemenâs club and looked around the open area. It smelled a mix of cigarette smoke and fruit scented perfume as one of the girls slowly began to pick up her tips from the stage.
It wasnât supposed to be her life.
Sheâd once imagined herself anywhere else in the world. Studying abroad, working on her masterâs degree, maybe living in France for a year. Anywhere but there. Anything but in a strip club in the south side of Chicago.
But thatâd been before everything had fallen apart.
Before her father was led away in handcuffs on drug-trafficking charges that everyone knew were lies. Ned Stark had been Robert Baratheonâs lawyer, and heâd gotten too close to something for Cersei Lannisterâs liking. So sheâd had him framed, and the man whoâd once been the most respectable defense attorney in the city was then inmate 37261 at Stateville.
Then Catelyn had diedâheart attack, the doctors had said. More like heartbreak.
After that itâd just been Sansa and Robb, both too young and too proud, and suddenly responsible for Arya, Bran, and Rickon. The cars went first. Then the house. Then every piece of jewelry, every purse, every silk dress that had once hung in Sansaâs closet. Anything that could keep the lights on for one more month.Â
Robb worked odd end jobs, security, constructionâanything he could get his hands on. Sansa handled the house, the cooking, the bills, the endless repairs on rentals that should have been condemned years ago. At night while the others slept, she put lipstick and platform heels to become someone else.
Robb never asked how she got the money. They couldnât afford to.
The Red Keep was its own kind of kingdomâhigh ceilings washed in crimson light, mirrored walls, and something that smelled metallic that never seemed to leave her skin. The customers called it exotic, Sansa called it a means to survive.
They loved her because she was the illusion they couldnât buy anywhere else.
Scarlett was clean and untouchable. The farthest she ever went was toplessânever more, no matter how much money they offered. They offered plenty. They all wanted to be the man who made her break her own rule, to see her as no one else did.
She never did.
And they still came back for her. Day after day to offer her a glass of champagne before she would dance for them like she meant it. She commanded the single pole on stage as if the room belonged to her, her movements were deliberate, graceful, with a performance of power that made men forget theyâd come to take it from her.
That night her knees ached, as they often did. The bruises never healed before new ones bloomed. She'd thought about buying kneepadsâcheap ones from a sports storeâbut she didnât know if the other girls would laugh. Maybe they would. Maybe she didnât care anymore.Â
By the time the bar shut down, the crowd had thinned to stragglers counting their last singles and the faint buzz of a neon sign flickered to life above the exit. For a Wednesday night itâd been goodâbetter than good. Rent was due and she made more than rough to keep the landlord from banging on the door again.
Sandor was waiting for her by the back exit. The Hound, everyone called him. Broad shoulders filling the doorway, jacket collar turned up against the cold. He walked each of the girls to their cars, a quiet routine of protection that he never made a show of.
âLong night.â He muttered, lighting a cigarette.
âTheyâre all long.â She said as she rubbed at her arms.
He gave her a once over.Â
âYouâre losing weight again. You need to eat something that isnât liquid and poured in a rocks glass.â
âI need a lot of things.â She said lightly, giving him a tired smile as she pulled out her keys to unlock her car.
He blew out smoke into the freezing air. âStart with food and the rest can wait.â
It wasnât much, but the words were kind, and kindness seemed to be a rare thing those days. Sandor was one of the few who was a friend without expecting anything in return.
âSee you tomorrow.âÂ
âGet home safe, little bird.â
The heater coughed when she turned the key, pushing out air that was barely warm. But the cold helped. It kept her awake and focused on the road instead of the ache in her legs of the glitter still stuck on her cheeks. She was exhausted but grateful. The night had been good. Sheâd be back the next day to do it all over again.
It was a half hour drive home to the South Side to the worn out edge of the city. She preferred the distance. The farther she needed to drive, the less chance there was of ever running into someone she knewâor Robb knew. By the time she pulled up to the house, the street was quiet, just the hum of a passing train in the distance and the soft hiss of wind pushing through the broken fence. The porch light had gone out again and she made a mental note to fix it, even though she probably wouldnât.
Inside, it was dark. Quiet.
Arya and Branâs shoes were scattered in the hallway, one of them flipped upside down, the other caked in dried mud. Rickonâs unfinished math homework laid open on the dining table, numbers smudged in pencil. She would have to get up early to help him finish before school. Three hours of sleep if she was lucky.Â
Robbâs work uniform was on the floor by the washer, still dusted with sawdust from a job site. She gathered it up automatically, the motions so familiar that her body did them before her mind caught up. The washing machine rattled when she turned it on as if it would fall apart next.
Upstairs, she found Bran and Rickonâs bedroom door cracked open. The faint glow of plastic stars dotted the ceiling, a tiny universe above their heads. Rickon had kicked his stuffed wolf onto the floor, she picked it up and tucked it back beside him. His hair was soft beneath her fingertips, wild as always and in need of a trim. She smoothed it gently, then closed the door until the latch clicked to keep the heat in.
Her own room was at the end of the hall. Theon was asleep in her bed, one arm thrown over the pillow, snoring lightly. She was grateful he was asleep, she didnât want to talk. The thought of showering crossed her mind, but exhaustion won. She pulled one of Theonâs shirts off of the floor after stripping down and tossed over her head before crawling in on the other side of the bed. Her sheets were the only nice thing she had leftâsoft lilac egyptian cotton, worn thin but comforting with a reminder of the world thatâd once been clean and bright. She pulled the duvet up to her shoulder and closed her eyes.
The mattress shifted a moment later, Theon rolled over and pressed against her back. His hand fell to her hip and worked its way up her stomach slowly until his fingers traced a lazy circle beneath the curve of her breast.
âIâm too tired.â She whispered.
He sighed, annoyed, and rolled onto his back. She rolled to her side and watched him rub his face, the sound of silent frustration thickening the room. He was always like that when she came home. Jealous, uneasy but unwilling to do anything to change it.Â
Theyâd been together for three years, long enough for the loverâor whatever itâd beenâto dissolve into habit. She wasnât sure why she still kept him around. Perhaps it was easier than being alone. Perhaps it was the familiarity.
âYour dipshit brother wouldnât listen to me tonight.â Theon muttered suddenly, voice thick with irritation and sleep.
Sansa blinked, already half asleep. âRickon?â
âYeah. He wouldnât go to bed. Kept running up and down the hall like a maniac. I told him to knock it off, but he just laughed. Said I wasnât his brother.â
She sighed. âHeâs nine. Heâs just been through a lot. Itâs just a phase.â
âIt's an annoying phase.â Theon said, sitting up. âMakes it really hard to put up with him.â
She pushed herself up on the elbow, the sheets pooling at her waist. âIâm sorry.â She said quietly. âIâll talk to him tomorrow.â
Theon was already pulling his shirt back on, movements stiff as he turned away from her.
âWhere are you going?â
âHome.â He didnât look over at her when he said it, merely stood and buttoned his pants.
Sansa watched him for a long moment, the weight of exhaustion pressing down on her chest. She didnât have the energy to fight, not that night.
âTheon.â She said softly, causing him to pause at the door.
She opened the blankets back up, a tired invitation. âCome back to bed.â
He looked over her, his eyes hungry as he hesitated for a moment before turning around.
The light from the street slipped through the broken blinds, painting thin silver lines across the wall as he came back to her.
***
The house smelled faintly of coffee and laundry detergent, the old radiator clanged to life like it was coughing up its final breath. Sansa was sitting at the table, wrapped in a robe thatâd once been white and soft but then gray and stained. Steam curled from the chipped mug in her hands. She usually took her coffee with cream, but all they had left in the fridge was milk, and just enough of that to stretch over three bowls of cereal.
âArya sat at the table, half in her chair and half on it, one foot propped beneath her. âCoach says if I make it through the next two practices, I can move up to the older group.â She said, mouth full of an off brand version of captain crunch. âBut my skates are falling apart. Leathers cracking right here.â She held up her foot for demonstration, shoe untied.
Sansa forced a smile. âWeâll get it taken care of soon.â
Arya seemed content with the response and went back to scraping her spoon against the bowl.
âWake Bran for me, okay? You canât miss the bus today, I have to save gas.â
âGot it.â Arya said as she hopped down from her chair. She shoved the cereal bowl toward the middle of the table, still half full with milk sloshing over the edge as she took off for the stairs.
Rickon stayed behind, pencil tapping against his math worksheet. His brow furrowed in concentration, then lit up with triumph. âI got it! Forty-two!â
âGood job.â Sansa said softly.
She glanced at ARyaâs abandoned bowl, lifted it, and poured the leftover milk in her coffee. A stray marshmallow floated to the top, she stirred it absently and took a sip just as the front door opened.
Robb stepped inside, the February cold trailed behind him. He looked like he hadnât slept in daysâeyes ribbed red, shoulders slumpedâbut he still took the time to kick off his muddy work boots and leave them neatly at the door.
âHey,â he called out, voice rough.
âHey.â
He crossed the room and bent to pull her in a half hug, the kind you give when youâre far too tired to stand properly. His jacket smelled like sawdust and gasoline.
âHowâs the math going, Rickon?â Robb asked, turning to the table.
âSansaâs helped a lot.â Rickon said proudly, waving his completed homework in the air.
âGood man.â Robb reached for a mug from the cabinet and poured himself coffee. Sansa frowned.
âYou really need to sleep, Robb.â She chided. âYou just got home. Go to bed.â
âI will.â He leaned against the counter. âIâve got an interview in a couple hours. Some side work. Might be enough to help with the electric bill.â
Sansa sighed and wrapped her hands tighter around her mug. âWeâll keep it at sixty for a little. Itâll be fine.â
He looked down at his coffee, the lines in his face deepening. The silence that followed was heavier than the cold.Â
âRobb,â she said quietly. âDonât. You canât keep working like this. Youâll kill yourself.â
âWe need the money, Sans.â
âAnd we need you here more.â She answered quickly. âGo to bed. Iâll take care of it.â
He didnât answer immediately. Just stared into his cup for a moment before dumping it back into the pot. Finally he nodded, slow and reluctant.Â
âYeah.â He murmured. âAlright.â
The moment broke with a thud from upstairsâheavy footsteps pounding down the hall.
Bran appeared at the top of the steps, scowling with his backpack half-zipped. âWhereâs my jacket?â
âWhere you left it.â Sansa called back, already half raised from her chair. âHurry up. I donât want you missing the bus!â
Bran muttered something under his breath, grabbed his jacket from the bannister and stopped down the steps.
Sansa watched him go as her coffee went cold in her hands, the sound of the radiator filling the space he left behind. When the bus finally pulled away, Sansa crawled back into her then empty bed. She didnât mean to fall asleep, she just meant to rest her eyes for a moment.
She slept like the dead. The alarm on her phone blared that it was two in the afternoon, the noise cutting into her skull like a knife. She dragged herself up, blinking against the gray light that filtered through the curtains. Her whole body felt heavy, like sheâd been buried beneath the blankets instead of lying on top of them.Â
The house was quiet, save the sound of Robb snoring faintly in his shoebox of a bedroom. She stripped the beds, swept the floors and washed the dishes. By the time she made it to the shower, her knees felt as if they were made of glass. The hot water helped slightly, but only until she stepped out again into the frigid room. By four, she had the oven going.
The kids called it raccooningâSansaâs word for throwing together whatever scraps she could find in the pantry and calling it dinner. Tonight was canned chicken mixed with half a bag of frozen peas, poured over instant mashed potatoes and sprinkled with the last bag of pretzels she crushed out with a rolling pin.
Arya found it funny, as did Rickon. They laughed at the crunch and debated on how much a raccoon would like Sansaâs dinner for the night. Bran didnât laughâhe stared at his plate for a long time before sitting down.
When Sansa sat out his plate, he frowned. âThis isnât dinner, Sansa. This isââ
âItâs what we have.â She said gently, cutting him off. âEat it while itâs still hot.â
He didnât move. The air between them went still. Arya was still talking about practice to Rickon who was drumming his spoon against the table. Bran stood and walked to the counter by the kitchen, voice low enough that the others couldnât hear.
âI want to get a job.â
Sansa looked at him. âAbsolutely not.â
âIâm serious.â
âSo am I.â
âIâm not a kid anymore, Sansa. I can help. Iâm tired of thisâof eating scraps, of watching you and Robb kill yourselves just to keep the lights on. If I can get a job, I canââ
âNo.â She said again, firmer that time. âYou need to focus on school. Youâre smart, Bran. you could get a scholarship. Thatâs how you get out of this mess.â
He clenched his jaw. âMaybe I donât want to get out. Maybe I just want us to stop starving.â
Before she could answer, Robb came into the kitchen. He looked at the scene and then to Sansa. Sansa handed him a bowl of food.
âWhereâs yours?âÂ
âI ate while I was cooking.â She lied.
Bran turned to him immediately. âTell her I should be able to get a job.â
Robb took a bite, chewed slowly, and then said, âno.â
Branâs face tightened. He didnât say another wordâjust stalked down the hall, the sound of his bedroom door slammed echoing through the house.
Sansa exhaled and pinched the bridge of her nose while she leaned against the counter. Robb rubbed a hand over his face for a moment before taking a few more big bites.
âI gotta get out of here soon.â
She looked up sharply. âI thought you had the night off.â
âI did.â He said. âBoss called and said I could pick up OT if I wanted.â
Sansa's stomach sank. She had to leave for the club in two hours. Theon was out of the question, despite her invitation the night before, heâd left before the others had woken up. She wasnât willing to let him back in so quickly. Calling off wasnât an option. She took a breath and fought to show the anxiety pumping through her body.
âOkay. Your uniform is on the dryer.â
Sansa watched Robbâs car pull out of the icy driveway before calling Talisa.
âHey Sansa.â Talisa answered on the second ring. She could hear her shift around. âWhatâs up?â
âYeah, yeah, Iâm fine.â Sansa shook her head and squeezed her eyes shut. âItâs justâŠcan you come over for a few hours? I know itâs last minuteâIâm sorry.â
Talisa was there twenty minutes later. She was grateful for Talisa, sheâd only known her for the past year and a half Robb had dated her, but she was kind. Sansa was already dressed, her work bag already slung over her shoulder.
âThank you for doing this.â Sansa said, tugging on a beanie. âIf you want some cashââ
âNo way.â Talisa rolled her eyes as she peeled off her scarf. âIâll just stay and if Robb asks Iâll tell him that my moms drunk again.â
Sansa hesitated, guilt burning in her chest. âIf they give you any trouble justââ
âIâve got them.â Talisa said gently. She held up the plastic shopping bag at her side. âI have leftover pizza. Someone never picked it up and Iâm the only one that likes mushrooms there.â
âThanks, Talisa.â Sansa squeezed her arm quickly before slipping out the door.
The Red Keep was already alive when she arrived. Music puled through the walls, heavy and low, the kind of bass that you could feel in your body before you heard it. Sansa slipped through the back entrance, hanging her coat in her locker before changing. The mirror by the vanity reflected the faint sheen of exhaustion that still clung to her, but the lights always dimmed thatâthey turned her into something brighter, softer, less real.
She hit the floor just as the DJ cued her first song. A few regulars waved her over afterwards, the same men who always bought overpriced drinks just to have her linger a few minutes longer. She smiled and laughed in the right places, let one of them kiss her hand. The rhythm carried her from one stage set to the next, and she danced until her knees ached again, the lights glinting off the emerald silk of her lingerie, a matching bra and garter set edged with black lace.
When her set ended, she made her way toward the front entrance where the cold from outside seeped in under the door. Sandor was there, leaning against the wall in his usual stance, broad shoulders, scarred face, a cigarette balanced between his fingers. She slipped onto the barstool beside him. âGot one to spare?â
He passed her the pack without a word, lighting it for her when she struggled with the cheap lighter she found on the desk. They shared a cigarette in silence.
âYou good?â He asked eventually.
âDefine good.â She muttered, exhaling through her nose.
He gave her a grunt that sounded more like a laugh.
Petyr Baelish slipped through the velvet curtains. He looked perfectly composed as always in a charcoal suit and red tie, not a hair out of place. He was polished performance, every detail curated. When his eyes found her, they lingered in a way that always seemed to make her stomach twist.
âSansa he said smoothly, as if her name tasted good on his tongue.
âPetyr.â She answered, her tone careful and neutral. She shifted on the barstool, suddenly aware of how the emerald silk clung to her hipsÂ
âA word?â He asked.
âThen say it.âÂ
He smiled at her, as if he were amused by her bluntness. âSomeoneâs request a private room with you. Fifteen minutes. Just a dance.â
Sansaâs stomach turned. âYou know I donât do privates.â
âI know.â He said easily. âAnd Iâve always respected that, havenât I? But this clientâheâsâŠinsistent. Paid eight hundred. Thatâs before whatever he decides to tip you afterwards.â
Sansa fell still. The private rooms were the clubs worst-kept secret. What happened in them wasnât her business, though sheâd seen enough girls come out with smeared lipstick and shaking hands to know the truth.
âNo, I donât want to do it.â She shook her head. âAsk someone else.â
He spread his hands, âhe asked for you specifically.â
Her chest tightened at the thought. âIâm not the only redhead in hereâask Nyx. Iâm sure sheâd be more than happy.â
âHeâs paid more than anyone here makes in a three days for fifteen minutes of your time. Youâd be foolish not to consider it.â
Sansa looked away, staring at the cigarette between her fingers until it burned to the filter. Eight hundred. The number pulsed in her head like a neon sign.
The electric bill. Branâs face at dinner. The hollow fridge.
She took a slow breath through her nose. âAnd you swear thatâs all he wants? Just a dance?âÂ
Petyrâs smile didnât reach his eyes. âHe made that very clear.â
Sansa wasnât sure if she truly believed him, but nodded anyway. âFine.â She refused to meet his gaze. âIâll do it.â
It felt like a piece of her died with the words.
âGood girl.â Petyr murmured as he straightened, his rings glimmered in the light as he adjusted his suit jacket. âThereâs one condition. He asked that you wear this.â
He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a strip of silkâblack and soft, smooth as water. A blindfold.
The color drained from her already pale face. âHe wants me blindfolded?â
âItâs his rule.â Petyr said lightly. âIâll have Sandor right outside your door. If you scream, itâs over. Sandor will be inside before the man has time to blink.â
Sandor gave her a small, short nod.
Sansa stared at the blindfold before reaching out to take it from his hand.
âAlright.âÂ
Petyr smiled, satisfied. âRoom six. Five minutes.â
He turned and disappeared into the darkened hallway, leaving a scent of expensive cologne and power in his wake. Sansa looked down at the blindfold again, the fabric soft against her fingertips.
When she finally tied it around her hand and stood up, her legs felt as if they didnât belong to her. Sandor waited at the end of the hall, one hand resting on the doorframe of room six. The corridor was darker there, the music from the main floor redacted to a dull, pulsing echo.
Sansa paused beside him, the black silk blindfold clutched in her hand. He studied her face. His scared caught the red light from the sign above the door. Then silently he gave her a small nodâa reminder that heâd be not far off.
With a shaky breath, she lifted the blindfold and tied it over her eyes. The world disappeared. The air inside was cooler, quieter. She could smell the faint traces of smoke and expensive cologne, the kind that didnât belong in that part of town. Her heart pounded so violently that she could hear it in her ears.Â
She knew the rooms, small with a single chair, a low table, soft red light. She didnât need sight to find her way. She kept her head high, forcing calm into her steps as her heels clicked against the floor.
âHello.â She called out softly.
Silence.
She swallowed, irritation threading through her nerves. âDid youâŠdo you want a specific song for this?â
âNo.â
The voice was low, quiet. Not unkindâbut final.
Sansa hesitated, then took another step forward until she felt the air shift, warm and close. He was sitting. She could tell by the sound of his breathing, the faint rustle of fabric. Her pulse raced. It was a job. Fifteen minutes.
She found his shoulder with her fingertips, though he didnât move. She slid the other down his other arm, over muscle that felt solid under her touchârestrained and still.
He didnât touch her as she danced, not once.
The silence pressed harder against her ears until she couldnât bear it. She reached for his hands, but found them gloved and placed them lightly on her waist, his fingers moved with a strange hesitanceâtracing her shape without fully claiming it. The leather felt cool against her skinânice almost.
âWhatâs with the blindfold?â She asked, forcing her voice steady as she undid the clasp on the front of her bra so that her breasts sprang free, turning so that her bare back was against his chestâmore leather and a cotton shirt. âSome kind of kink you have?â
Still no answer.
She exhaled slowly, pulling his hand slowly up her rib cage. His breath was warm against the side of her neck, still too close, still too quiet.
And his voiceâthat voiceâfinally broke the silence.
âNed Stark would be less than pleased to know his daughter is dancing at the Red Keep.â He said evenly.
The sound of his voice hit her like icewater. Sansa froze, every muscle locking. Her heart stopped, then lurched. She felt like she was going to be sake. Sansa tore at the knot behind her head, ripping the blindfold free as she turned in his lap. The red light stabbed her eyes as she blinked hard, the shadows taking shape in front of her.Â
He was sitting in the chair beneath herâolder then, broader in the shoulders, the lines of his face sharpened but unmistakable.Â
Jon.
His dark eyes met hers, steady and unreadable.
The shame came all at once like a freezing cold wave crashing into her body. Her balance faltered, a sharp heel slipping on the carpet. Jon moved before she could fall, his hands closing around her arms.
âCareful.â
The contact burned. She tore free the moment she found her footing.
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you?â She snapped, voice trembling in anger. âItâs none of your business what I doâor my fatherâs. Iâm keeping my family out of the streets.â
Jonâs jaw tightened in what looked like annoyance. âNed made it my business.â He answered flatly. âBelieve me, Iâd rather be anywhere else than here with you in this room.â
The words struck her harder than she expected. Her face flushed hot, then cold. She crossed her arms over her chest, instinctively trying to cover herself, though Jonâs gaze stayed fixed on her face, never straying lower.Â
âYouâve come a long way from a silver spoon in your mouth to this.â
She felt like she was going to dry heave. âWhat do you want, Jon? Why pay that much just to humiliate me?â
He leaned back slightly, the chair creaking beneath him. For a moment, she saw a flash of the boy who had lived in her houseâthe quiet one at the edge of every family picture, the one her mother never quite trusted. Ned had brought him home one summer without any explanation and told everyone heâd be staying for a while. That âwhileâ turned to three years. Sansa remembered the arguments behind closed doors, her motherâs hissed questions about who he truly was.
Jonâs expression didnât change. âI made your father a promise.â He answered. âTo take care of his family while heâs inside. I intend to keep it.â
She gave him a small bitter laugh. âYouâre going to take care of us? What are you going to do? Just hand me money?â
He laughed then too, but it was humorless. âThe far opposite.â He reached in his jacket and pulled out a folded bill. âIâll help you, Sansa. But if you take my money, you do what I tell you. Anything I tell you. Whether itâs running an errand, washing a car, or something that gets your hands dirty. You will do it. No questions asked. Zero hesitation.â
Her stomach lurched. âYouâre not serious.â
âAs a heart attack.â
âYou think Iâd agree to that?â She hissed, voice nearly cracking. âI donât trust you. I donât trust youâd be willing to do that.â
âI donât care if you trust me or not.â Jon said simply, picking one of her hairs off of his white shirt before letting it drop to the floor. âBut I can at least say Iâve made the effort to help you. I donât care which you pick.â
âGo to hell,â she whispered, snatching her bra up off of the floor, which she replaced with shaking hands as she stared at the floor. âI donât need your charity.â
Jonâs mouth twitched in what could have been a smile, or perhaps it was pity. He extended the bill towards her anyway.
âThen take it for the dance at least.â
Her pride screamed no, but her hand moved before she could stop herself. She snatched the money from his fingers, clutching it tight like it might burn her skin.
âCall me if you get sick of all of this.â He said as he stood.
A small white card slipped from the bill as he brushed past her, landing face up, a name and a number. When the door closed behind him, Sansa was with the low hum of the red lights and the sound of her own heartbeat.
She stared at the card for a long while before bending to pick it up.