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Until you're Mine
Pairing: Yandere!Port Mafia Boss Dazai x fem!Reader
Warnings: Psychological manipulation, obsessive behavior, stalking, captivity, murder (off-screen), Stockholm syndrome, dark themes, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
The bar is your sanctuary on nights like this.
Quiet. Warm. Almost empty except for the bartender wiping down glasses and a couple in the far corner too absorbed in each other to notice anything else. Jazz music drifts from hidden speakers, mixing with the gentle clink of ice in glasses.
You're on your third whiskey, maybe fourth—you've lost count. The alcohol burns pleasantly down your throat, warming you from the inside as you stare out the frost-covered window at Yokohama's snow-covered streets.
Work was hell today. Your boss screaming about missed deadlines. Coworkers dumping their responsibilities on your desk. The fluorescent lights giving you a migraine that still hasn't fully faded.
Sometimes you just want to disappear. Vanish into thin air and never come back.
"Rough day?"
The voice startles you. You turn to find a man settling onto the barstool beside you—young, handsome in an almost ethereal way, with dark tousled hair and eyes so deep they look like they could swallow you whole.
He's wearing an expensive suit under a tan coat, and there's something about the way he carries himself. Authority. Power. Like he's used to people obeying him without question.
But his smile is warm. Disarming.
"You could say that," you mutter, turning back to your drink.
"Mind if I join you?" He doesn't wait for an answer, already signaling the bartender. "Cognac. The good stuff."
You should probably tell him you want to be alone. That you came here specifically to avoid conversation.
But the alcohol has made you loose-tongued. And honestly? He's attractive. What's the harm in a little conversation?
"Free country," you say with a shrug.
His cognac arrives and he swirls it thoughtfully, studying you from the corner of his eye. "So. What is it? Terrible boss? Backstabbing coworkers? Or just the general existential dread of modern life?"
Despite yourself, you huff out a laugh. "All of the above. Work is absolute shit. Some days I feel like I'm drowning and nobody even notices I'm underwater."
"Ah." He takes a sip, and there's something knowing in his expression. "The invisible woman syndrome. You work yourself to death, meet every deadline, exceed every expectation—and yet you're still overlooked. Underappreciated. Forgotten."
You turn to look at him properly. "That's... exactly it. How did you—"
"I'm observant." His smile widens slightly. "And I'm very good at reading people. It's part of my job."
"What do you do?"
"Management." He says it casually, but there's weight behind the word. "I oversee... operations. Make sure things run smoothly. Deal with problems when they arise."
There's something in the way he says 'deal with problems' that makes you shiver slightly.
"I'm Osamu, by the way," he says, extending his hand. "Osamu Dazai."
You take his hand. His grip is firm, warm, lasting just a fraction too long. "Y/N. Nice to meet you."
"Y/N," he repeats slowly, like he's memorizing it. "Beautiful name. It suits you."
The conversation flows easily after that. He's charming, intelligent, attentive in a way that makes you feel seen for the first time in months. He asks about your work, your life, your interests—and actually listens to the answers.
An hour passes. Then two. The bartender refills your drinks without being asked.
"I should probably go," you say eventually, glancing at your phone. It's nearly midnight. "Early morning tomorrow."
"Of course." He stands when you do—gentlemanly. "It was genuinely pleasant talking with you, Y/N. You're quite interesting."
"Thanks. You too." You gather your coat, fumbling slightly with the buttons—the alcohol making your fingers clumsy.
"Here." He steps close, helping you with the coat. His fingers brush against yours and you feel a spark of... something. "There. All set."
"Thanks."
You head toward the door, but his voice stops you.
"Y/N?"
You turn back.
He's watching you with that intense gaze, a slight smile playing at his lips. "I hope we meet again. Very soon."
There's something in the way he says it—not a hope, but a certainty—that makes your stomach flip.
"Maybe," you say, trying to sound casual. "This is my usual spot."
"Good to know." His smile widens. "I'll keep that in mind."
You leave, stepping out into the snowy night, and walk the three blocks to your apartment building.
You don't notice the figure watching from across the street as you key in your building code.
Don't notice the car that followed you at a careful distance.
Don't notice how he stays there, watching your window light up on the third floor, until you turn off the lights and go to bed.
Don't notice anything at all.
A week passes.
You don't see him again, and you tell yourself you're not disappointed. It was just a random encounter. A pleasant conversation with a stranger. Nothing more.
But on Friday night, you find yourself back at the bar.
Same stool. Same drink. Same window overlooking the snowy streets.
And at exactly 9:47 PM—the same time you'd arrived last week—he walks in.
"Well, well," Dazai says, settling onto the stool beside you with that warm smile. "Fancy meeting you here."
Your heart does a little skip. "I did say this was my usual spot."
"That you did." He orders his cognac—the same expensive brand. "Rough week?"
"Isn't it always?"
He laughs—a pleasant sound that makes you smile despite your exhaustion. "True enough. Though I have to say, you look better than last week. Less... frazzled."
"Gee, thanks."
"I meant it as a compliment." His eyes crinkle with amusement. "Last week you looked like you were one bad email away from committing arson. Tonight you just look tired."
"That is technically an improvement."
The conversation picks up where it left off, like no time has passed at all. He's easy to talk to. Easy to be around. And for two hours, you forget about your shitty job and lonely apartment and the persistent feeling that your life is going nowhere.
"Same time next week?" he asks as you're leaving.
"Maybe," you say, but you're smiling.
"I'll take that as a yes."
The third week, you arrive at 9:47 PM and he's already there. Waiting.
Two cognacs sit on the bar—one for him, one whiskey for you.
"You remembered my drink," you observe, sliding onto the stool.
"I remember everything about our conversations," he says simply. "You prefer whiskey, neat. You work in publishing. You have a coworker named Tanaka who's useless but nice. Your apartment is small but comfortable. You read before bed. You—"
"Okay, okay." You laugh, slightly unnerved by how much he's retained. "You really do pay attention."
"Only to things that interest me." His gaze is intense. "And you, Y/N, are very interesting."
Over the next month, Friday nights become a routine.
9:47 PM. The same bar. The same drinks. The same easy conversation that makes you feel less alone.
He never asks you out. Never pushes for more than these weekly meetings. Never even asks for your number.
But he's always there. Always listening. Always making you feel seen.
"Do you come here other nights?" you ask one evening. "Or just Fridays?"
"Just Fridays now," he admits. "This is your night. I wouldn't want to intrude on your routine."
"You're not intruding. I... I actually look forward to this. To seeing you."
Something flickers in his expression—too quick to identify. "Good. So do I."
It's week six when things start to shift.
You're telling him about your day—some drama with a coworker—when his phone buzzes. He glances at it and his entire demeanor changes.
The warmth drains from his face, replaced by something cold. Empty. Terrifying.
"I need to take this," he says, standing abruptly. "Don't leave. I'll be back."
He steps outside and you watch through the window as he answers the call. Even from here, you can see the change in his body language. The authority. The power.
The danger.
When he returns five minutes later, the warmth is back. But you've seen behind the mask now.
"Everything okay?" you ask carefully.
"Just work." He takes a long drink of cognac. "Sometimes people forget their place. Need to be reminded."
The casual way he says it makes your skin prickle.
"What exactly do you do, Osamu? You've never really said."
"I told you. Management."
"That's vague."
"It needs to be." His eyes meet yours. "Let's just say I'm in a position where people do what I tell them. Where disobedience has... consequences."
"That sounds ominous."
"Does it?" He smiles, but it doesn't reach his eyes. "I prefer to think of it as maintaining order. Making sure everyone understands the rules."
You should press. Should ask more questions.
But part of you doesn't want to know.
Part of you wants to keep these Friday nights exactly as they are—a bubble separate from reality where you can pretend he's just a charming stranger and not something darker.
So you change the subject, and he lets you.
But the seed of doubt has been planted.
It's week eight when you first notice something wrong.
Monday morning starts normally enough. You arrive at work, settle into your cubicle, start going through emails.
Around ten, you head to the break room for coffee. Pour yourself a cup, add cream and sugar, return to your desk.
The coffee tastes slightly off—bitter, with a chemical aftertaste you can't quite place. But the office coffee is always terrible, so you don't think much of it.
You take another sip. Then another.
By the third sip, your vision starts to blur.
"Shit," you mutter, blinking hard. Maybe you're getting sick? You didn't sleep well last night...
Your limbs feel heavy. Lead-weighted. The computer screen swims in front of you.
"Y/N? You okay?" Yuki's voice sounds distant. Muffled.
"I don't... feel good..."
The world tilts sideways.
The last thing you remember is your coffee cup hitting the floor, hot liquid spreading across the industrial carpet like blood.
You wake up to darkness and pain.
Your head is pounding, skull feeling like it's being split open from the inside. Your mouth tastes like copper and chemicals. And you're freezing—the kind of bone-deep cold that comes from lying on concrete for hours.
Panic hits immediately. You try to sit up and can't—your wrists are bound behind your back with something that cuts into your skin. Rope. Your ankles are tied too, and when you try to move, you realize you're chained to something. The rattle of metal echoes in the darkness.
"HELP!" The scream rips from your throat, raw and desperate. "SOMEONE FUCKING HELP ME!"
Your voice bounces back at you. Concrete walls. Enclosed space.
No one's coming.
Lights flare on without warning, blinding after the absolute darkness.
You squeeze your eyes shut, tears streaming down your face from the sudden brightness. When you can finally see again, the reality of your situation hits like a punch to the gut.
You're in an office. But not a normal one. The windows are covered with newspaper. The desks are empty, dusty. Everything smells stale and abandoned. And you're on the floor in the center of the room, wrists and ankles bound, a chain connecting you to a heavy radiator pipe.
And standing in the doorway, watching you with those dark, empty eyes and a slight smile, is Dazai.
"You're awake," he observes pleasantly, closing the door behind him with a soft click. "Good. I was starting to worry I'd miscalculated the dosage. You've been out for almost seven hours."
"What the FUCK—" Your voice cracks. "What did you do to me? WHERE AM I?"
"Language, darling." He tsks, crossing the room with measured steps. "Though I suppose you've earned the right to be upset."
"FUCK YOU!" You thrash against the restraints, accomplishing nothing except making the rope cut deeper into your wrists. "Let me go! Let me the fuck GO!"
"Are you done?" He crouches in front of you, just out of reach. "Because the more you struggle, the worse you'll hurt yourself. And I'd hate for you to bleed out before we've had our conversation."
You look down at your wrists and see red. Actual red, staining the rope where you've been pulling. The sight makes your stomach heave.
"I borrowed an old Port Mafia office building," Dazai continues conversationally, like you're discussing the weather. "Abandoned for years. Completely private. Soundproofed, actually—we used to use it for interrogations. You could scream for days and no one would hear you."
The casual way he says it makes your blood run cold.
"They'll look for me," you choke out. "My coworkers saw me collapse—"
"They think you went home sick." He pulls out his phone, shows you a text exchange. From your number. To your supervisor. Not feeling well, heading home early. Won't be in tomorrow either. "I made sure of it. Had one of my people take your phone while you were unconscious. Very convincing, don't you think?"
"You fucking—"
His hand shoots out, grabbing your jaw hard enough to bruise. You cry out and he squeezes harder, forcing you to meet his eyes.
"I said watch your language." His voice is still pleasant but his eyes are dead. Empty. "I know you're scared. I know you're angry. But if you keep cursing at me, I'm going to have to teach you better manners. And you won't enjoy my teaching methods."
He releases your jaw and you taste blood. You must have bitten your tongue when he grabbed you.
"Why?" The word comes out broken. "Why are you doing this?"
"Because you need to understand something." He settles more comfortably, like he's planning to stay a while. "You're mine, Y/N. Not in some romantic, abstract way. I mean you literally, physically belong to me. Your time. Your attention. Your body. Your life. All of it. Mine."
"That's fucking insane—"
The slap comes without warning.
Your head snaps to the side, cheek exploding in pain. Blood fills your mouth—you definitely bit something that time. You can feel it dripping down your chin.
"What did I say about the language?" Dazai asks calmly, examining his hand like he's checking for damage. "I won't ask again."
Tears stream down your face, mixing with the blood. "Please," you whisper. "Please just let me go. I won't tell anyone. I'll do whatever you want—"
"But you ARE doing what I want." His hand reaches out again and you flinch violently, but he just wipes the blood from your chin with his thumb. "You're exactly where I want you. Finally alone with me. No interruptions. No pretenses. No more Friday night games."
"I don't understand—"
"I've been patient," he interrupts. "So fucking patient. Eight weeks of meeting you at that bar. Playing the charming stranger. Pretending this was a mutual thing. But I'm done pretending."
He stands abruptly and you instinctively try to scramble backward, but the chain brings you up short.
"Let me show you something." He pulls out his phone again, scrolling. Then turns it to face you.
The photo on the screen makes you want to vomit.
It's Tanaka. Your friendly coworker. The married man with two kids.
He's tied to a chair in what looks like a warehouse. His face is a mask of blood—broken nose, split lip, one eye swollen completely shut. More blood soaks his shirt. And his hand—
His left hand is at an unnatural angle. Broken. Deliberately.
"No," you breathe. "No no no—"
"This was taken two hours ago," Dazai says conversationally. "Right after I left him with some of my men. Do you know why I did this to him?"
You can't speak. Can't breathe.
"Because last Friday, you helped him with a work project. Spent fifteen minutes at his desk. Smiled at him. Accepted chocolate from him." Each word is punctuated with barely controlled rage. "Do you remember that?"
"He's MARRIED," you sob. "He has KIDS. It was just WORK—"
"I don't care if he's the fucking Pope." Dazai crouches again, grabbing your face with both hands. "You smiled at him. That smile belongs to ME. Do you understand? Everything about you belongs to me, and when other men try to take what's mine, they suffer for it."
"You're a fucking MONSTER—"
His hands move from your face to your throat.
Not gently. Not as a threat.
He squeezes.
Hard.
Your airway closes completely. You can't breathe. Can't scream. Can only thrash uselessly as black spots dance across your vision.
"I told you," he says, voice still eerily calm as he chokes you, "to watch your fucking language."
You claw at his arms with your bound hands, drawing blood, but he doesn't even flinch. Just keeps squeezing, watching your face with clinical interest as you suffocate.
Your vision narrows to a tunnel. The black spots multiply. Your struggles weaken.
This is it. You're going to die here.
Just as consciousness starts to slip away completely, he releases you.
You collapse onto the concrete, gasping and choking, pulling in desperate lungfuls of air. Your throat feels crushed. Every breath is agony.
"Breathe," Dazai commands, wiping your blood off his arms with a handkerchief. "Slowly. In through your nose, out through your mouth."
You can't do anything but obey, your body desperate for oxygen.
When you can finally see clearly again, he's sitting cross-legged in front of you, perfectly calm. Like he didn't just nearly murder you.
"Better?" he asks pleasantly.
"Fuck you," you rasp through your destroyed throat.
He sighs. "You really don't learn, do you?"
This time when he grabs your hair and slams your head against the concrete floor, you scream.
Pain explodes through your skull. You feel something warm and wet spreading through your hair—blood, you realize distantly. He cracked your head open.
"I can do this all night," Dazai says, still holding your hair, keeping your bleeding head pressed against the floor. "I can break every bone in your body and keep you conscious the entire time. I have doctors on call who will patch you up just enough that we can start over tomorrow. Do you understand? You have no power here. No choices. No escape."
"Please," you sob, the word muffled against concrete. "Please stop—"
"Then LEARN YOUR FUCKING PLACE." He yanks your head up only to slam it down again. More blood. More pain. "You belong to ME. Say it."
"I belong to you," you choke out immediately, desperate to make it stop.
"Again. Like you mean it."
"I belong to you! I'm yours! Please—please stop—"
He releases your hair and you collapse, barely conscious, blood pooling beneath your head.
"Good girl," he murmurs, stroking your hair almost tenderly. "See? You can learn. You're just stubborn."
Through the haze of pain, you feel him cutting the ropes on your wrists and ankles. Feel him unlock the chain.
"You're free to go," he says, standing. "Walk out that door. Go home. Clean yourself up."
You stare at him through blurred vision, not understanding. "What?"
"I said you're free to go. No tricks. There's a car waiting outside to take you home."
This has to be a trap. But you don't have the strength to question it. You struggle to your feet, the world spinning, and stumble toward the door—
His voice stops you.
"But Y/N?" You turn, swaying. He's wiping blood off his hands with that same handkerchief, not even looking at you. "This is what happens when you forget who you belong to. Next time you smile at another man, next time you forget your place... this will seem like mercy compared to what I'll do."
He finally looks up, and his smile is pleasant. Warm. The same smile from the bar.
"See you Friday, darling. 9:47. Don't be late."
You run.
Burst through the door, down the hallway, out into the street. A black car is indeed waiting. The driver doesn't speak, doesn't react to your bleeding head and destroyed throat.
Just drives you home in silence.
Only when you're in your apartment, door locked and bolted, do you allow yourself to completely fall apart.
You collapse in the bathroom, staring at yourself in the mirror. Blood matted in your hair. Fingerprint bruises around your throat, already turning purple. Split lip. Swollen jaw.
He did this.
Drugged you. Kidnapped you. Beat you. Choked you until you nearly died.
And then let you go.
Which is somehow worse than if he'd just killed you.
Because now you know: this isn't over.
This is just the beginning.
And there's absolutely nothing you can do to stop what's coming.
Friday comes and you almost don't go.
You should stay home. Should avoid the bar. Should never see him again.
But at 9:30 PM, you find yourself getting ready anyway. Putting on the blue sweater he once complimented. Doing your makeup. Heading out into the cold.
Because despite everything—despite knowing who he is, what he is—you want to see him.
And that terrifies you more than anything.
He's already there when you arrive. Two drinks waiting.
"You're late," he observes with a slight smile. "I was starting to worry you wouldn't come."
"Sorry. Got caught up with something." You slide onto your stool, trying to act normal. "Have you been waiting long?"
"Not long. Though I have to admit, when 9:47 came and went, I was... concerned."
There's something in his tone. Something possessive.
"I'm here now," you say lightly.
"Yes. You are." His eyes study your face. "Is something wrong? You seem tense."
"Just a long week."
"Liar."
The word is soft but absolute.
You meet his gaze and see something there—knowledge. Understanding.
He knows that you know.
"When did you figure it out?" he asks calmly.
"Monday."
"Ah. The photo."
Your blood turns to ice. "That was you?"
"Of course." He takes a sip of cognac. "I wanted you to know I was paying attention. That I see you. Even when you don't see me."
"You're stalking me."
"I prefer 'keeping tabs on what's mine.'"
"I'm not yours."
"Aren't you?" He leans slightly closer. "You're here, aren't you? Despite knowing who I am. Despite knowing what I'm capable of. You still came."
He's right. And you hate that he's right.
"Why?" you ask quietly. "Why me?"
"Because when I saw you that first night, so alone, so invisible..." He trails off. "I realized I wanted to be the one who sees you. The only one who matters to you."
"That's not normal."
"I never claimed to be normal." His smile is sharp. "But I am honest. At least with you. And honestly? You're already mine, Y/N. You just haven't accepted it yet."
You should leave. Should run.
But you stay.
And he knows it.
You don't go to work for three days.
Can't. Your face is too fucked up—the bruises too visible, the split lip too obvious. You call in sick, your destroyed voice making it convincing, and spend those days in your apartment trying to process what happened.
The photos on your phone don't lie. You took them in the bathroom mirror after he let you go. Evidence, you told yourself. Proof.
Purple fingerprints around your throat. Swollen jaw. Crusted blood in your hairline where he smashed your head into concrete. Split lip that won't stop bleeding.
You should go to the police.
But every time you reach for your phone to call them, you remember his words: Half of them work for me. The other half know better than to cross me.
He's the head of the Port Mafia. If even half of what you've read online is true, he could make you disappear without a trace.
So you stay home. Ice your injuries. Try to forget.
But Friday comes anyway.
9:47 PM.
You stare at the clock, heart pounding, wondering if he actually expects you to show up. After everything. After he beat the shit out of you and left you bleeding.
Your phone buzzes.
Unknown number. But you know who it is.
Don't be late, darling. You know what happens when you disobey.
Your hands shake as you type back:
I'm not coming. Leave me alone.
The response is immediate:
Yes, you are. Because if you're not at that bar in 30 minutes, I'm going to visit Tanaka's wife. And his two kids. And I'll make you watch what I do to them.
Below the text is a photo. Of Tanaka's house. Taken from outside. Recent—you can see his wife through the window, putting the kids to bed.
"Fuck," you whisper, tears already starting. "Fuck fuck FUCK."
You have no choice.
Twenty-five minutes later, you're walking into the bar, a scarf wrapped around your throat to hide the bruises, makeup doing its best to cover the rest.
Dazai is already there. Same stool. Same warm smile. Two drinks waiting.
"There she is," he says pleasantly, like the last time you saw him he wasn't beating your head against concrete. "I was starting to worry."
You sit, because what else can you do? Your entire body is screaming at you to run, but where would you go?
"You look tired," he observes, eyes scanning your face. "Not sleeping well?"
"Fuck you."
His hand shoots across the bar, grabbing your wrist hard enough to make you gasp. "We talked about the language, didn't we? Or do you need another lesson?"
"No," you choke out. "No, I'm sorry—"
He releases you, that warm smile returning. "Better. See? You can learn. You're just stubborn." He slides the whiskey toward you. "Drink. You look like you need it."
You stare at the glass, remembering the coffee. The drugs. The darkness.
"It's not drugged," he says, reading your thoughts. "I don't need to drug you anymore. You're here, aren't you? Sitting with me. Doing exactly what I told you to do. Because you understand now."
He's right. And you hate that he's right.
You take a long drink, the alcohol burning your split lip, and try not to cry.
"How's your head?" he asks conversationally.
"How the fuck do you think it is?"
"Language." But he sounds amused rather than angry. "I asked because I need to know if I caused any permanent damage. Can't have my darling suffering from a concussion."
"Your darling?" The words taste like acid. "You beat the shit out of me and you think I'm YOUR—"
His hand is back on your wrist, squeezing until bones grind together. You cry out and he squeezes harder.
"What did I tell you?" His voice is still pleasant but his eyes are empty. "You. Are. Mine. The sooner you accept that, the less this has to hurt."
"You're fucking insane—"
The slap comes across the bar, sharp and sudden. Your head snaps to the side, the same cheek he hit before exploding in renewed pain. You taste blood again.
The bartender doesn't even look up. Keeps wiping glasses like nothing happened.
"Last warning about the language," Dazai says calmly. "Next time I won't be so gentle."
Gentle. He calls this gentle.
"Why?" you sob, holding your burning cheek. "Why are you doing this? What do you want from me?"
"I want you to accept your place." He takes a sip of his cognac. "I want you to understand that you belong to me. That your life, your choices, your everything—it's all mine now. And I want you to stop fighting it."
"I'll never—"
"You will." He says it with absolute certainty. "Because every time you fight, people around you suffer. Tanaka learned that lesson. Do you want your other coworkers to learn it too?"
The threat is clear.
"What do you want me to do?" Your voice breaks. "Just... just tell me what you want and I'll do it. Please stop hurting people."
"It's simple." He leans closer. "You quit your job. You move into my penthouse. You become mine, completely and openly. No more pretending, no more games. You accept that you're my possession and you stop fighting it."
"That's—I can't just—"
"You have until Monday to decide." He stands, dropping bills on the bar. "Quit your job and come to me willingly, or I start working my way through everyone you've ever spoken to. Your choice, darling."
He leans down, pressing a kiss to your forehead—right over the spot where he split your head open.
"Sweet dreams," he murmurs against your skin.
Then he's gone.
And you're left sitting there, blood on your tongue, knowing you've already lost.
Monday morning, you wake up to twelve missed calls.
All from Yuki.
With shaking hands, you call her back.
"Oh thank god," she gasps when she answers. "Y/N, are you okay? Are you safe?"
"What? Yeah, I'm—what's wrong?"
"Tanaka's in the hospital. Someone broke into his house last night and—" Her voice cracks. "They beat him. Really badly. In front of his wife and kids. He's in a coma."
The room spins.
"No," you breathe. "No no no—"
"The police think it was Port Mafia," Yuki continues. "Some kind of message. But I don't understand why they'd target Tanaka, he's just—Y/N? Are you there?"
You end the call.
Run to the bathroom and vomit until there's nothing left.
He did this. Because you didn't answer fast enough. Because you hesitated.
He put Tanaka in a fucking coma to prove a point.
Your phone buzzes.
I told you what happens when you disobey. Be at my penthouse by 6 PM or I visit Yuki next. The address is attached. Don't be late.
The photo below shows Yuki leaving her apartment this morning. Recent. Current.
He's watching. Always watching.
You have no choice.
You've never had a choice.
At 5:45 PM, you're standing outside the address he sent. High-rise building. Expensive. The kind of place you could never afford.
The doorman nods when he sees you, like he was expecting you.
"Ms. Y/N. Mr. Dazai is waiting. Top floor."
The elevator ride up feels like a descent into hell.
The doors open directly into the penthouse and Dazai is there, waiting with that same warm smile.
"You came," he says, and there's genuine pleasure in his voice. "I knew you would. You're smart enough to understand when you've lost."
"Tanaka's in a coma," you say flatly. "You put him in a fucking coma."
"I warned you what would happen." He approaches, and you force yourself not to flinch. "Every act of defiance has consequences. The sooner you learn that, the fewer people have to suffer."
"I hate you."
"You'll get over it." He cups your face gently—the same hands that beat Tanaka unconscious. "Welcome home, darling. Let me show you around."
The penthouse is obscene in its luxury.
Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking Yokohama. Marble floors. Expensive art on the walls. Everything screams money and power.
Everything screams cage.
"Your room is this way," Dazai says, leading you down a hallway. "I had your belongings moved while you were deciding. Saved you the trouble of packing."
"You broke into my apartment?" Your voice is hollow. You're too tired to be properly angry anymore.
"I own the building, darling. I don't need to break in." He opens a door. "Here we are."
The room is massive. King-sized bed. Private bathroom. Walk-in closet already filled with clothes—your clothes mixed with new items in your exact size.
"How long have you been planning this?" you ask quietly.
"Months." He says it without shame. "Since the first night I saw you in that bar. I knew then that I'd have you eventually. It was just a matter of time."
"You're fucking sick."
He turns, and something dangerous flashes in his eyes. "What did I tell you about that language?"
"What are you going to do?" you snap, hysteria bubbling up. "Beat me again? Go ahead. I don't fucking care anymore. You've already destroyed my life. You've put people in the fucking hospital. You've—"
His hand tangles in your hair, yanking your head back so hard you cry out.
"I've been patient with you," he says, voice deadly calm. "Given you time to adjust. Let you curse and fight and throw your little tantrums. But that ends now."
He drags you by your hair across the room. You claw at his hand, screaming, but he's so much stronger. He throws you onto the bed and you scramble to get away but he's already on top of you, hand around your throat.
"You're MINE," he snarls, face inches from yours. "Do you understand? MINE. Your life before this? Over. Done. It doesn't exist anymore. You exist for me and me alone."
You can't breathe. His grip is crushing your windpipe. Black spots dance across your vision.
"Say it," he demands. "Say you're mine."
"F-fuck you—"
He squeezes harder. Your vision tunnels.
"SAY IT."
"I'm yours!" you choke out desperately. "I'm yours! Please—can't breathe—"
He releases you and you curl into a ball, gasping and coughing, your throat on fire.
"Good girl," he murmurs, and his hand is gentle now, stroking your hair like you're a pet. "See? You're learning. Slowly, but you're learning."
"I hate you," you sob into the pillow. "I fucking hate you so much—"
"That's okay." He presses a kiss to your temple. "You'll learn to love your cage eventually. They always do."
He stands, heading toward the door.
"Where are you going?" The question comes out panicked. You hate that you're already afraid of being alone here.
"I have work to attend to. You'll stay here. The door locks from the outside—for your safety, of course. Don't try the windows. We're forty stories up and they don't open. There's food in the kitchen. Books in the living room. Make yourself comfortable."
"You're locking me in?"
"Until I can trust you not to do something stupid, yes." He pauses in the doorway. "Oh, and darling? There are cameras in every room except the bathroom. I'll be watching. So behave."
The door closes with a soft click.
Then the lock engages.
You're alone in this beautiful prison, and the reality of your situation finally, truly hits.
This is your life now.
This is forever.
You bury your face in the pillow and scream until your destroyed throat gives out.
Days blur together.
Dazai leaves early. Returns late. You're alone for hours on end with nothing but books and television and the crushing weight of captivity.
You tried the windows the first day. He was right—they don't open. Reinforced glass. Unbreakable.
You tried the door. Locked from the outside. Solid. No escape.
You considered breaking things. Making a mess. Rebelling in some small way.
But the cameras watch. Always watching. And you're terrified of what he'll do if you step out of line.
So you exist. You read. You stare out at the city you can no longer access. You wait for him to come home because at least then you're not alone.
And that's the worst part.
You're starting to look forward to his return.
Two weeks in, you're curled on the couch with a book when you hear his key in the lock. Your heart does that stupid skip thing and you hate yourself for it.
"I'm home," he calls, like this is normal. Like you're a wife waiting for her husband.
"Welcome back," you hear yourself say.
He appears in the doorway, loosening his tie, and smiles. "Good day?"
"It was fine. Read a lot."
"I brought dinner." He holds up bags from an expensive restaurant. "Your favorite. Figured you'd appreciate something other than your own cooking."
It is your favorite. Because he knows everything about you.
You eat together at the dining table. He tells you about his day—carefully edited, you're sure. You tell him about the books you've read.
It's almost normal.
Almost domestic.
And that terrifies you more than anything.
"Can I ask you something?" you say quietly, pushing food around your plate.
"Of course."
"The news. They're still looking for me, aren't they? Missing person case?"
"Yes. They'll search for a while longer, then give up. They always do." He takes a sip of wine. "Why? Are you hoping they'll find you?"
"Would it matter if I was?"
"No. They won't find you. I've made sure of it." His eyes meet yours. "You're mine now, Y/N. The outside world doesn't exist for you anymore. The sooner you accept that, the happier you'll be."
"I'll never be happy here."
"Won't you?" He leans back, studying you. "You wait for me every day. You've stopped fighting. You eat with me. Talk with me. You're adapting."
"Because I don't have a choice."
"You always have a choice. You're choosing to survive. To make the best of your situation. That's not weakness—that's intelligence."
He's right. And you hate that he's right.
"I want to go outside," you say suddenly. "Just once. Just to feel the sun. I'll behave, I promise, I just—I need to see the sky—"
"No."
The flat refusal makes your throat tight. "Please. I'm losing my mind in here—"
"Then lose it." He says it calmly. "You're not leaving this penthouse until I can trust you completely. And right now? I don't trust you not to run. Not to scream for help. Not to try something stupid."
"I wouldn't—"
"Yes, you would." He stands, coming around the table. "You're still fighting this. Still hoping for rescue. Still thinking there's a way out." His hand cups your face, gentle but firm. "There isn't. The sooner you understand that, the sooner we can move forward."
"Move forward to what?"
"To you accepting your place. To you understanding that I'm all you have and all you need." His thumb strokes your cheek. "To you loving your cage."
"That's fucked up."
"Perhaps." He leans down, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "But it's your reality now. Get used to it."
The penthouse is dark when Dazai returns from his late meeting.
He expects you to be asleep—it's past two AM—but the living room light is on.
You're curled up on the couch, book abandoned beside you, clearly having waited up for him.
Something in his chest tightens at the sight.
Perfect.
"You should be asleep," he says, removing his coat. There's blood on his shirt—fresh, not his—but you don't even flinch anymore. You've learned not to ask about his work.
"Couldn't sleep." You uncurl, making room for him without being asked. "Wanted to make sure you got home safe."
The words settle over him like a victory.
One year.
One year since he brought you here. Since he made you his.
And you've transformed so completely.
"Come here," he murmurs, settling onto the couch.
You curl into his side immediately. Natural. Comfortable. Your hand rests over the bloodstain on his shirt and you don't even seem to notice.
"I saw the news today," you say quietly. "They officially closed my case. Presumed dead."
"Does that bother you?"
"No." You're quiet for a moment, and he can feel you thinking. "That person is dead. She doesn't exist anymore. I'm not her."
"And who are you now?"
"Yours." You say it simply. Like it's the most natural thing in the world. "Just yours."
He presses a kiss to your hair, satisfaction settling over him like a blanket.
You don't fight when he touches you anymore. Don't flinch when he raises his voice. Don't try to escape or call for help.
You've accepted this completely.
Accepted him completely.
"I need to tell you something," you say after a while, voice hesitant.
"What is it?"
"I think... I think I'm starting to..." You stop, struggling with the words. "When you're gone, I miss you. When you come home, I'm happy. When you touch me, I don't want you to stop. And I know that's fucked up, I know it's wrong, but I can't help it anymore."
Stockholm syndrome in its purest form.
And it's beautiful.
"You can say it," he encourages gently. "Whatever you're feeling."
"I think I'm falling in love with you." The words come out broken, ashamed. "And I hate myself for it. I fucking hate myself because you beat me, you kidnapped me, you destroyed my entire life, and I'm still—I'm still—"
"Shh." He pulls you closer, one hand stroking your hair. "Don't hate yourself. You're just adapting. Surviving. Finding happiness in your new reality. That's not weakness."
"It feels like weakness."
Tears stream down your face. "This is so fucked up."
"I know." He wipes them away gently. "But it's our fucked up. And honestly? I think we're perfect together."
"You're insane."
"And you're mine." He leans down, pressing his lips to yours.
You kiss him back.
Of course you do.
Because you're his now. Completely. Body and soul.
You've learned that fighting is pointless. That he always wins. That your old life is gone and never coming back.
You've learned to find happiness in your cage. To love your captor. To need him more than air.
You've learned your place.
And watching you curl into his chest, watching you fall asleep in his arms with that broken, dependent love in your eyes—he knows he's won.
Completely.
Utterly.
Forever.
You're his perfect possession.
His beautifully broken doll.
His forever.
In Dazai's world, love and possession are inseparable.And once he decides you're his, there is no escape.Only acceptance.Only submission.Only him.
ty for reading!
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