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áŽ/ÉŽ: you know i'm such a fool for youuuuuuuu! y'all, please bear with me. this is essentially a cross between a one-shot and a drabble (heavily the latter) but i kept overthinking how to format it without an actual ask. I'M GETTING BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS OKAY?! anyways, this entire idea deadass came from my airplane movie being casino royale, specifically that scene where daniel craig is comforting vesper in the shower (đđđ). the horniest part of my brain immediately activated like a sleeper agent and i've been mentally plotting this fic out ever since. this might be my freakiest writing yet actually i gagged myself multiple times.
ᎥáŽÊÉŽÉȘÉŽÉąê±: 18+ MINORS DNI!!!!, good old-fashioned smut, heavy descriptions of blood and gore, murder and its subsequent arousals, established relationship, power imbalance, manipulation, extreme dubcon, reader having second thoughts, fingering, cunilingus, bloodplay, drool, scent kink, monsterfucking, biting, eye contact, body worship, dacryphilia, aftercare, praise kink but degrading actions (?), dom!remmick, obsessed!remmick, sub!reader, afab!reader (idt i ever put this in tags before omg mb yall), remmick is a CREEP, but also talks you through it, there's fluff somewhere in here, possibly rusty đ€§
âIt just wonât come off.â
The words came out thin. Frayed. Barely louder than the hiss of the water hammering against marble.
You scrubbed harder.
The bathroom was enormousâvaulted ceilings, white-veined marble climbing every wall, gold fixtures gleaming through the thick steam like dull halos. A place meant for quiet luxury. For long baths and soft robes and someone pouring wine while you sank into warm water.
Now it smelled like copper.
Now it smelled like you.
Your hands shook as they moved over your skin again, nails dragging, scrubbing, scraping like you could peel it away if you just tried hard enough. The water was far too hotâscalding, reallyâbut you barely felt it anymore. Your new skin drank the heat greedily, nerves lit up too sharply, too alive.
Everything was too alive now.
Every scent.
Every sound.
The drain gurgled below you and the noise alone made your stomach twist. You could hear the pipes in the walls. The hum of electricity in the sconces. The faint, distant whisper of traffic outside somewhere beyond the estate walls.
And beneath all of itâ
The smell.
God.
It clung to you.
Metal and salt and something darker, richer. The thick, iron tang of spilled blood worked itself into your lungs until you thought you might choke on it.
You scrubbed harder.
Your reflection blurred in the fogged mirror across the room, a ghost of yourselfâhair plastered to your temples, eyes too bright, lips trembling. Your knees were planted hard against the marble floor of the shower, the stone biting cold into your skin while the water burned down your back.
You couldnât stop shaking from the memory.
An awful, awful thing.
His face kept appearing the moment you blinked.
Not Remmickâs.
The other one. The man from the street.
Kind eyes. Gullible eyes. The kind that softened when he smiled.
You saw it again.
The moment he realized something was wrong.
The confusion first.
Then the fear.
Thenâ
Your stomach twisted violently.
You clutched the edge of the shower bench, knuckles white.
âI didnâtââ Your voice broke. âI didnât meanââ
But you had.
Your new teeth had known exactly what to do. Your body had known. Your hunger had known.
And above it allâ
That voice.
Low. Smooth. Patient.
Go on now, darlinâ.
You squeezed your eyes shut.
Remmick hadnât touched him.
Hadnât needed to.
Heâd just stood behind you in the foyer, one hand resting warm against the back of your neck like a man steadying a nervous horse.
His mouth near your ear.
There ya go.
The memory made your stomach drop.
Thatâs it.
The praise had been soft.
Gentle.
Proud.
Show me what I made.
You gagged, the sound raw in your throat.
The water kept pouring down.
Still, the smell wouldnât leave.
Still, the weight of it clung to your skin like something alive.
You were different now.
Changed.
It had only been days, but the world had already sharpened into something unbearable. Every scent was louder. Every heartbeat within range felt like a drum pressed to your ear.
You could still hear the manâs pulse sometimes, echoing faint in your head like an afterimage.
You curled in on yourself.
Then, the bathroom door opened.
The sound was so quiet, but it didnât matter.
The room changed the second he stepped inside.
Remmick took over any space he walked into.
The air thickened with him in it, something warm and slow-moving through the steam. Even the light seemed to shift toward him.
Your head lifted slowly.
He stood in the doorway like heâd belonged there.
Dark slacks.
Suspenders hanging loose from his shoulders.
White shirt sleeves rolled just enough to show the strong line of his forearms.
His hair was still slicked back neat despite the late hour. A gold chain caught faint light at his throat.
And those eyesâ
Blue at first glance.
Red glowing underneath if you looked too long.
Remmickâs gaze settled on you kneeling beneath the shower.
He didnât speak right away.
Just watched.
Slowly, his head tilted.
âWell now,â he murmured at last.
That voice, again.
Low and syrup-thick.
It coated your brain like honey.
âYa made yourself a mess.â
Shame hit you so hard your shoulders folded inward.
âI triedââ Your throat tightened. âIt wonâtââ
He stepped forward.
Shoes slow across marble.
Each step deliberate.
Agonizing.
Steam curled around him as he reached the edge of the shower.
You froze.
Remmick crouched down beside the glass partition, resting one forearm on the marble ledge like he had all the time in the world.
âDarlinâ,â he said softly.
The word slid through you like oil.
âLook at me.â
You did.
You always did.
His gaze moved slowly over youâthe trembling hands, the angry red skin, the faint streaks still clinging stubbornly along your wrists and collarbone.
And then he smiled.
Not cruel, not exactly.
Pleased.
That was the look that settled over his face. Quiet and satisfied, like a man admiring something heâd been patient enough to grow himself.
It made your stomach turn.
Remmick stepped fully into the shower.
The water soaked through him in seconds, white cotton clinging to his frame, turning translucent where it stretched across his shoulders, his chest, his abdomen. It shouldâve looked ridiculousâleather on wet marble, clothes ruinedâbut somehow it didnât.
It looked intentional.
Like everything he did.
Like this.
You shrank back on instinct, your spine brushing the slick tile behind you. âYou donâtâhave toââ
âMm,â he hummed, cutting you off easy.
His hand found your jaw again.
Not rough.
Never rough at first.
Just heavy. Certain. Tilting your face toward him like you were something delicate he didnât trust to hold yourself upright.
âNow why would I leave ya like this?â he murmured.
His thumb dragged slow along your cheek.
You flinched.
He noticed.
Of course he did.
A faint smile touched his mouth, softer than before, but no less knowing.
âThat all too much for ya?â he asked, voice low, almost sympathetic. âWorld gettinâ loud?â
You swallowed.
Nodded before you could stop yourself.
Remmickâs eyes darkenedâabsent of concern. You knew this look all too well.
With interest.
âYeah,â he said quietly. âI remember that part.â
His hand slid from your face to the back of your neck, fingers spreading wide, anchoring you there.
âEverythinâ feels sharper,â he went on, tone easy, conversational, like he was talking about the weather. âSmells stick. Sounds echo. Canât outrun it, no matter how hard ya scrub.â
His gaze droppedâslowlyâdown your body.
To your hands.
Still trembling.
Still streaked.
âYouâre fightinâ the wrong thing, darlinâ.â
You shook your head, breath catching. âI can still feel itââ
âI know.â
The words came quick this time.
Firm, but not dismissive.
Confirming.
Which was so much worse.
Remmick stepped closer.
Too close.
The heat of him cut through the steam, a different kind of warmth entirelyâdenser, heavier, something that pressed in instead of wrapping around.
His hand slid down your arm again, slower now. His fingers followed the faint lines of your veins as he traced the map heâd memorized.
âYouâre holdinâ onto it,â he murmured. âThatâs why it wonât leave.â
His thumb pressed lightly into your wrist.
Right over your pulse.
It jumped beneath his touch.
He smiled.
âThere it is,â he said softly.
It wasnât triumph.
Recognition was the word youâd been searching for.
Heâd been waiting for that exact note to surface in you. The crack where something human still tried to name what was happening, even as the rest of you leaned toward him.
He didnât rush after that.
That was the worst part.
Remmick took his time the way a man admires something delicate before deciding exactly how to handle it. His hand stayed firm at the back of your neck, not forcing, just holding you in place as he leaned closerâslow enough that you could see every detail unfold.
His mouth parted.
And this time, there was no mistaking it.
The fangs werenât subtle anymore. They werenât tucked away behind charm or softened by that easy smile. They were thereâfully bared, sharp and gleaming, lengthened into something undeniably monstrous. The water didnât wash them clean. If anything, it made them glisten more, catching the light in a way that made your stomach tighten.
He was drooling.
Not a trickle. Not something you could politely ignore.
It was excessive. Thick. Strands of it clinging to his lower lip, gathering at the corners of his mouth before slipping free and vanishing into the torrent of water cascading over both of you.
You could see it.
Even through the steam.
Even through the heat.
Your breath caught, sharp and shallow.
For a secondâjust a secondâyou thought he might bite you.
The thought came uninvited, unwelcome, and yet it landed with a strange, desperate clarity. Pain would be clean. Immediate. Something you could understand, something that might cut through the noise in your head and the weight still clinging to your skin.
You wanted it.
The terrible realization of it all.
Remmickâs eyes flickeredâsubtle, but there. He saw it. That tiny shift in your breathing, the way your shoulders tensed not in retreat but in anticipation.
His mouth hovered closer.
Closer.
The fangs brushed your skin.
They didnât puncture.
Just grazed.
A light scrape along your shoulder where the skin was already raw from your scrubbing.
It stung.
Wasnât enough.
And thenâ
He licked you.
Open-mouthed and unashamed, his tongue dragging slow and broad across your skin, following the faint traces youâd failed to wash away. The sensation was overwhelmingâheat layered over heat, the steady burn of the water mixing with something slick and invasive.
You flinched hard.
A sound caught in your throat, halfway between protest and something else you refused to name.
It was wrong.
God, it was so wrong.
The way he did itâno delicacy, no attempt to soften the act. Just the full press of his mouth, his tongue moving with a purposeful rhythm, gathering what remained and replacing it with something that felt heavier, thicker.
His saliva clung.
It didnât rinse away like the water did. It smeared, spread, left your skin feeling coated in something that wasnât yours.
Your stomach twisted.
Your fingers curled against his chest.
âStopââ you tried, but it came out thin, unconvincing.
Remmick didnât stop.
He shifted slightly, angling your arm, exposing more of your skin to him. His tongue followed, slow passes that bordered on methodical, like he was undoing your frantic attempts at cleansing and replacing them with something of his own design.
His fangs scraped again.
Another sting.
A shallow drag across your collarbone this time.
He didnât apologize.
Didnât even acknowledge it.
If anything, the faint hitch in your breath seemed to draw him in further.
The water poured down, relentless, but it couldnât keep up with him. Wherever he touched, the sensation lingeredâwarm and slick and entirely his.
You shouldâve pulled away.
Shouldâve fought harder.
But your hands stayed where they were, braced against him, feeling the steady rise and fall of his chest beneath your palms. Your body betrayed you in smaller waysâyour breath coming uneven, your skin reacting to every pass of his mouth like it didnât know how to separate disgust from something far more indefensible.
Remmick knew.
He always knew.
He pausedânot pulling away completely, just enough that his mouth hovered a breath from your skin. His head tilted slightly, like he was listening to something only he could hear.
Or smelling it.
That faint shift.
That change in your core.
Your eyes squeezed shut.
âNo,â you whispered, more to yourself than to him.
A quiet sound left himâalmost a hum, low in his throat.
His hand at your neck tightened just enough to ground you, to keep you from retreating into yourself completely.
When he moved again, it was slower.
More deliberate.
His mouth found your shoulder once more, but this time the motion was almost⊠patient. Less frantic, more certain. Each pass of his tongue felt intentional, claiming rather than simply cleaning.
As if he was marking over what had already happened.
Replacing it.
Rewriting it.
The disgust didnât leave.
It sat heavy in your stomach, coiling tight.
But it tangled with something else nowâsomething warmer, something that made your pulse feel too loud in your ears.
Remmick didnât comment on it.
He didnât need to.
The way his breath shifted, the subtle press of his mouth, the faint scrape of fang against skinâit all spoke for him.
He lingered there, close enough that you could feel the shape of his smile without seeing it.
And when he finally spoke, it was barely more than a murmur against your damp skin.
âMm.â
That was all.
But the way he said itâ
Like heâd found exactly what he was looking for.
The understanding of it sat heavy in the air between you, thicker than the steam, heavier than the heat pouring down your back. Remmick didnât move right away. He stayed closeâtoo closeâhis mouth hovering just off your skin, breath warm, damp, alive with something that made your pulse stutter in your throat.
His hand never left your neck.
Not once.
It had settled there so naturally you almost forgot it wasnât supposed to beâfingers spread wide, thumb resting just beneath your jaw, holding you upright without asking, without needing permission. It wasnât forceful in the way violence was forceful. It was⊠inevitable. Like gravity. Like something you couldnât reason your way out of.
Your breath came uneven.
He felt it.
Remmick drew back just enough to look at you properly. His head tilted slightly, studying you the way he always did when he was deciding somethingâeyes slow and calculated, dragging over your face like he was memorizing each flicker of resistance before it disappeared.
The red had spread.
You saw it nowâclear as anything.
His pupils were blown wide, the blue swallowed whole by that deep, glowing red youâd only ever seen when something buried inside him slipped closer to the surface.
Hunger.
Your stomach dropped.
âOpen,â he said.
No softness in it.
Not even a drawl curling around the word to make it easier to swallow.
Just flat.
Certain.
You shook your head before you could think.
It wasnât a real refusal. Not the kind that held weight. Just instinct. Just something inside you tryingâfailingâto push back.
Remmick didnât react.
Didnât sigh. Didnât smile. Didnât threaten.
His fingers lifted from your neck and moved to your face, hooking lightly at the corners of your mouth. Not pulling. Not yet.
Just resting there.
Waiting.
âOpen,â he repeated, quieter this time.
Worse, somehow.
The steam pressed in around you. The water kept falling, hot and relentless, but all of it faded under the way he was looking at you now. There was nothing rushed in him. Nothing uncertain.
He would wait.
He would get what he asked for.
The realization slid down your spine like ice.
You opened your mouth.
âOpenedâ was generous.
But it was just enough for him.
Remmickâs fingers slipped inside, slow and deliberate, pressing past your lips like heâd done it a hundred times before. The motion was controlled, careful in its own wayâbut there was no gentleness to it. No hesitation.
He pushed deeper.
Your breath hitched.
Your body reacted before your mind could catch up, a sharp gag catching in your throat as his fingers pressed further than you were ready for.
Remmickâs mouth curved.
A low, quiet chuckle vibrated against the space between you.
âBetter,â he murmured.
Not praise.
Not quite.
But it landed like it.
You made a small soundâprotest, maybeâbut it got lost around him, swallowed up, turned into something softer than you meant it to be.
He didnât remove his hand right away.
Let you feel it.
Let you adjust.
Or struggle.
It didnât matter which.
When he finally drew his fingers back, it was slowâdragging, intentional, leaving behind the ghost of the pressure, the lingering warmth that refused to fade.
Your lips parted again, breath catching.
Remmick didnât give you time to recover.
His mouth replaced his hand.
At first, it was almost gentle.
Almost.
His lips pressed to yours in a way that might have been mistaken for something soft if you ignored everything elseâthe fangs brushing against you, the damp heat of his breath, the way his hand returned to your neck with a firmer hold this time.
You froze.
Thenâslowlyâyour body betrayed you again.
You softened.
Just a fraction.
It was all he needed.
The kiss deepened without warning.
His mouth opened wider, his tongue pushing in with a sudden, overwhelming insistence that stole the breath from your lungs. It wasnât a question. It wasnât something you could meet halfway.
It overtook.
Consumed.
His fangs scraped faintly against your teeth, a sharp edge that never quite broke skin but never let you forget it could. His saliva was everywhereâwarm, excessive, impossible to ignore as it coated your mouth, your tongue, slipping further back in a way that made your throat tighten reflexively.
You tried to pull away.
You couldnât.
His grip had changed.
What had been steady was now unyieldingâfingers pressing firm at the back of your neck, holding you in place with a strength that didnât need to prove itself.
The world narrowed.
Just this.
Just him.
The sound of the water blurred into the background, replaced by the wet, overwhelming reality of the kissâtoo much, too close, too consuming. You felt it everywhere. In your chest. In your throat. In the way your pulse stumbled and raced all at once.
It was suffocating.
It wasâ
You didnât finish the thought.
You couldnât.
Remmick pulled back just enough to breathe.
His lips hovered against yours, breath and spit mingling as his eyes still locked on you with that same unbearable focus.
You didnât realize how unsteady your legs had gotten until his other hand moved.
Slow.
Unhurried.
It traced down from your waist, fingers dragging along the curve of your side before dipping lowerâlowerâuntil they brushed lightly against your thigh.
You tensed instantly.
Your knees drew together without thinking.
He paused, but didnât push.
Just feeling the resistance.
His thumb pressed faintly against the inside of your leg, testing the line youâd drawn, the boundary you were trying so hard to hold onto.
Remmickâs gaze didnât leave your face.
Didnât need to.
He already knew.
The faintest hint of a smile touched his mouth again.
Not amused.
Not mocking.
Something far more patient than that.
His hand remained thereâresting, waiting, letting the moment stretch just long enough to make it unbearable.
The water kept falling.
Hot. Relentless.
It struck the crown of your head, ran down your face, your throat, your chest, pooling and slipping and taking nothing with itânot the memory, not the smell, not the way your body had begun to hum in spite of everything.
Remmick watched you.
He bore into every part of your face.
That was where the truth lived.
His thumb shiftedâbarelyâagainst the inside of your thigh, a slow, testing press that didnât push, didnât force, but didnât retreat either. It lingered there, warm and deliberate, drawing your attention down to the place you were trying so hard to ignore.
Your knees stayed locked.
Your breath didnât.
It gave you away.
Remmickâs mouth curved, subtle. Quiet. More private. Like he was letting himself enjoy the moment instead of performing it.
âWell now,â he murmured, voice thick with that slow drawl that came out strongest when he was most certain. âAinât that somethinâ.â
Your throat tightened.
âDonâtââ you started, but the word came out weak, unraveling before it could hold shape.
He leaned in just enough that you felt it before you heard itâhis breath brushing your cheek, warm despite everything.
âGo on,â he said, almost conversational. âOpen up for me.â
You shook your head.
It wasnât enough to matter.
Remmickâs hand didnât move.
âDarlinâ,â he added, softer now, almost playful in a way that made something sharp twist behind your ribs. âYâknow Iâm a gentleman.â
Your stomach dropped.
âIâd hate to go and ruin that reputation.â
The lightness in his toneâthe ease of it, like this was a game, like this was something smallâit nearly brought tears to your eyes. It made the room tilt, made everything feel even more unreal than it already did.
You swallowed hard.
âI canât,â you whispered. âNot here. Notâlike this. I canâtââ
Your voice broke.
âI canât do this right now.â
The words sounded fragile.
He heard them.
Remmick leaned back just enough to see you again, properly this time. His head tilted, eyes narrowing slightlyânot in anger, not in disappointment.
In consideration.
For a momentâjust a momentâit almost looked like he might give it to you. That small mercy. That pause you were so desperate for.
His thumb stilled.
His hand eased.
The pressure lifted just enough to make your chest ache with the sudden absence of it.
âMm,â he hummed, thoughtful.
Then he smiled.
Slow.
Measured.
âAlright,â he said.
The word settled over you like a false promise.
âJust this once.â
Relief hit you too fast.
Too deep.
It made your shoulders sag, your breath rush out in a shaky exhale you couldnât quite control. Your knees loosenedânot opening, not yet, but no longer braced so tightly shut.
Remmick noticed.
Of course he did.
He didnât rush you.
Didnât need to.
He waited.
And that patienceâGod, that patienceâdid more than any force ever could.
Because now it was you.
You who moved.
Slowly.
Reluctantly.
Your legs eased apart.
Just a fraction at first.
Then more.
Each inch felt like something slipping, something giving way inside you that you werenât sure youâd ever get back.
Remmickâs expression changed.
The lack of subtlety alarmed you.
The restraint broke into something brighter, widerâsomething that showed teeth, showed hunger, showed the full, unfiltered satisfaction of a man watching something unfold exactly the way he knew it would.
âThat's my girl,â he murmured, and you knew he caught the corner of your mouth twitch in response.
The words hung there, low and approving, wrapping around your spine like smoke. His hand didnât waste the opening. It slid higher, fingers parting the slick heat between your thighs with a certainty that made your breath snag hard in your chest.
You bit your lip.
Remmickâs mouth was already on you againâwet, open presses against your jaw first, then trailing lower, scattering kisses along the line of your neck like he was mapping territory heâd conquered long ago. Each one landed heavy, saliva-slick and unhurried, his lips dragging just enough to leave your skin gleaming under the falling water. The heat of him everywhere. Breath ghosting your ear. Fangs grazing faint, teasing threats that made every nerve scream alive.
âGoddamn,â he breathed against your throat, voice rougher now. âLook at ya. Soakinâ for me already.â
His fingers found you.
Two of them pressed in slowâinch by burning inchâstretching you open with a precision that reminded how well he knew this part of you. Knew the exact angle that made your hips jerk. Knew the rhythm that turned resistance to ruin.
You clenched around him on instinct.
Tried to hide it.
Failed.
A sharp gasp tore from your throat, raw and unfiltered, echoing louder than the water in your sharpened ears. Everything was amplified. The slide of his fingers inside you felt like lightningâwet, obscene sounds mixing with the showerâs roar, your own pulse thundering in your temples, his scent flooding your lungs. Cedar and smoke and something darker, primal, overtaking every sense until there was no room for shame.
No room for anything but him.
He chuckled low, the vibration humming against your collarbone where his mouth lingered, sucking a mark that would bruise just right. âTryinâ to play coy, darlinâ? Ainât workinâ. I feel that little flutter. Ya love this.â
His thumb circled your clitâslow, firm circles that built pressure like a storm gathering. In. Out. Deeper each time, his fingers curling just so, hitting that spot that made stars burst behind your eyelids.
You hated it.
Hated how he played you like an instrument heâd tuned himself. Every twist, every press, pulled euphoria from you in waves you couldnât swallow down.
Your hands fisted in his soaked shirt.
Pulled him closer.
âRemmickââ It came out broken, a plea wrapped in protest.
He didnât stop.
Didnât slow.
His free hand stayed firm at your neck, thumb stroking your pulse like he was counting the beats racing under his touch. His mouth moved againâkisses peppering your cheek, your temple, the corner of your eye where salt mixed with water. Wet. Messy. Stealing every inch.
âThatâs it,â he praised, fangs nipping light at your earlobe. âTake it so pretty. My perfect girl, openinâ up just like I knew ya would.â
The words sank into you, hot as the water scalding your back. His fingers thrust deeper, faster now, but still controlledâtwisting on the outstroke, crooking to drag against your walls, thumb relentless on that bundle of nerves. Pleasure coiled tight, insane and overwhelming, your new senses turning it into something unbearable. You could hear your own slickness, feel every ridge of his knuckles, smell the sharp tang of arousal cutting through the steam.
You tried to bite it back.
Tried to keep your hips still.
They bucked anyway.
A whine slipped freeâhigh, desperate, nothing like you.
Remmick's mouth found your neck again, sucking hard enough to mark, tongue laving over the spot before kissing lower, open-mouthed and dripping. âHear that? Thatâs you, darlinâ. So wet for my fingers. Actinâ like ya donât want it, but this pussyâs tellinâ tales.â He teased, voice a rumble you felt in your bones. Another curl of his fingersâprecise, devastating. âGonna make ya come so hard ya forget every damn thing but me.â
He was everywhere.
Filling you. Surrounding you. His body pressed close, shirt clinging translucent to the hard planes of his chest, suspenders heavy with water slapping wet against his thighs as he moved. Kisses rained downâjaw, throat, the hollow of your collarboneâeach one leaving trails of spit that the shower couldnât rinse away fast enough. His breath in your ear. His growl when you clenched again. His scent choking out the copper ghost that had haunted you.
You hated this too.
How he knew.
Knew to slow just when the edge loomed, drawing it out with shallow thrusts that made you chase him. Knew to whisper filth against your skinââFuck, ya grip me like ya never wanna let go. Good girl, just like thatââwhile his thumb flicked faster, building that euphoric blaze higher.
Your thighs trembled, spread wide now, knees digging into marble that no longer felt cold. Everything narrowed to the thick slide of him inside you, the wet smack of skin, the relentless press of his mouth claiming your face, your neck, like heâd devour you piece by piece.
âRemmickâpleaseââ You didnât know what you were begging for. Stop? More? It didnât matter.
He laughed soft, dark, lips brushing your pulse. âPlease what, sugar? This?â Deeper thrust. âOr this?â Thumb grinding hard. His fingers pumped steady, unyielding, chasing every hidden spot until euphoria drowned youâwave after crashing wave, your body arching, toes curling, every sense screaming his name.
You were lost.
Floating.
So close.
The coil snapped taut, pleasure cresting, ready to shatterâ
Then, he stopped.
Fingers still buried deep, but unmoving.
Why the fuck did he stop?
Your body clenched around him, desperate, chasing what heâd yanked away. A whine built in your throatâweak, needyâbut before it could spill, Remmickâs eyes held yours. Blazing red. Unblinking. Pinning you there under the relentless pour of water, steam curling like fingers around his shoulders.
No words.
Just that gaze.
Then his mouth moved.
Kissing down from the frantic pulse in your neckâsoft at first, lips parting to suck light marks that bloomed under his touch. Water streamed between you, mixing with his spit, but he didnât care. Didnât pause. His free hand braced your hip, steadying you as his kisses trailed lower, grazing collarbone with fangs that scraped just enough to sting.
You sucked in a breath.
Tried to form protest.
âRemmick, Iââ
Too late.
His lips found your breast.
One.
Then the other.
He lingered.
God, he lingered.
Mouth sealing hot over your nipple, tongue swirling broad and slow, lapping like he was starving for the taste. Suction pulled tightâwet, obsceneâdrawing a gasp from you that echoed off marble. His fangs grazed the sensitive peak, not piercing, just pressing, threatening, sending jolts straight to your core.
He switched sides without mercy, sucking harder, biting down just enough to ache, tongue soothing the sting before diving in again. Your back arched. Hands fisted in his wet hair. Everything was too sharp, too muchâpleasure spiking through your heightened nerves like knives wrapped in velvet.
He hummed against your skin.
Approval.
Hunger.
Kisses scattered lowerâsternum, ribs, the soft plane of your stomach. His fingers slipped free at last, leaving you empty, throbbing, a slick trail dragging along your inner thigh as he went. His mouth followed, pressing open kisses that smeared heat, fangs nipping faint at your hipbone.
You were spread before him now.
Knees weak against marble.
Pussy bare, aching, dripping under his gaze.
But before his mouth could descendâ
The flash hit.
Sudden.
Vicious.
The manâs face again. Those kind eyes wideningânot in pleasure, but terror. Blood. Gurgling. Your fangs sinking deep, the hot spill over your chin. Remmickâs voice praising from the shadows.
Show me what I made.
Disgust crashed over you.
Thick as the steam.
You were soaked in it nowâhis touch, your arousal, all of it twisted into something vile. Pleasuring yourselves to this. After that. Your body betrayed you even as your stomach heaved, sobs ripping free, raw and jagged.
âN-no,â you choked, curling inward, hands shoving weakly at his shoulders. âI canâtâGod, the blood, his eyesâI killed him, Remmick, and youâyou made me a monster, and now thisââ
Tears mixed with water, hot streaks down your face you couldnât tell apart.
Remmick froze.
Just for a beat.
Then he roseâslow, fluidâcradling your face in both hands, thumbs wiping tears heâd caused. His eyes softened. Red dimming to something almost blue, almost human. âHey now, darlinâ,â he cooed, voice dropping to that velvet murmur, thick with drawl. âShh. I gotcha.â
He eased you down.
Gentle.
Marble chilled your back as he laid you out, water pooling beneath, his body shielding you from the spray. He hovered closeânot crowdingâbut everywhere. Mouth brushing your forehead, your temples, soft kisses peppering your eyelids. âI know, sugar. I see it tearinâ ya up. That ainât right.â
You sobbed harder.
He shushed you softâlips against your brow, hand stroking damp hair from your face. âListen to me. I feel it too. That weight. Makes my chest ache seeinâ ya hurt like this. He was just a man walkinâ his path, and now⊠hell, it sits heavy on me same as you.â
Lies.
Smooth as silk.
But your senses drownedâwater roaring, his scent overwhelming, touch grounding you in the now. No room to question. Too raw. Too much.
âI didnât want this for ya,â he murmured, kissing your cheek, your jaw, nuzzling close like a lover grieving with you. âNot the pain. Not the ghosts. I turned ya âcause I love ya, darlinâ. Wanted ya forever with me. But this? This guilt? I hate it eatinâ at ya. Let me take it away. Just for now. Let me make ya feel good. Thatâs all this is. All for you.â
His hand trailed soothing paths down your sideâlight, reassuring. Kisses dotted your throat, your collarbone. âItâll be okay. I promise. Weâll figure the rest. Together. But right now? Let me love on ya. Wash it all clean.â
You hiccuped.
Clung to him.
Not convincedânot fullyâbut the overwhelm crashed too hard. Sobs tangled with shivers, his words weaving through like balm on burned skin.
He felt itâthe softening, the brief surrender.
Like clockwork, he moved.
Eased down your body again.
Settled between your thighs.
Eyes locked on yours one last beatâred flaring hungry beneath the feigned concern.
Then his tongue dragged.
Bottom to top.
He dove in.
A long, flat lick through your folds, gathering slick, pressing firm against your clit at the very end. The taste of you exploded on him. A growl rumbled low, ancient, and whatever mask lingered shattered.
Ravenous.
Unrelenting.
His mouth sealed over youâsucking hard, tongue thrusting deep like it aimed to replace his fingers and more. No tease now. No patience. He devouredâlips pulling at your folds, fangs grazing outer lips with dangerous precision, never breaking but threatening ecstasy edged in peril. His tongue swirled wild inside you, curling, lapping every drop, then flicking frantic over your clitâfast, messy, insatiable.
You cried out.
Body bowed.
Tears streamedâguilt? Pleasure? Blurred into one endless salt. Sobs choked into moans, your hands yanking his hair, hips bucking into his face despite everything. He was everywhere againâgrowls vibrating through your core, nose grinding against your mound, saliva mixing with your arousal in thick, dripping strands that clung and stretched. He ate like famine gripped himâsucking your clit between lips, teeth nipping light, tongue plunging deep, fucking into you with wet, obscene thrusts.
âFuckâRemmickââ
He didnât stop.
Wouldnât.
A hand pinned your thigh wideâclaws pricking faint, holding you open as his mouth worked ruthless. Lick after lick after lickâbroad stripes, pointed flicks, circling that swollen peak until sparks lit your veins. Your heightened world exploded: every lap thundered like thunder, his hums rattled your bones, scent of sex and him choking the air. Pleasure built savage, coiling tighter than before, guilt fracturing under the onslaught.
He pulled back just enoughâbarelyâto growl against your dripping core. âTaste so goddamn sweet, darlinâ. All mine.â Then back inâfangs scraping inner thighs, tongue spearing deep, lips sealing to suck like heâd draw your soul through your cunt.
Your tears were endless.
Sobs melting to screams.
Hated it.
Needed it.
His free hand slid upâfingers pinching your nipple, rolling hard, syncing with the frenzy below. Mouth unrelentingâlapping, sucking, biting faint at tender flesh. Growls turning feral, drool slicking your thighs, water doing nothing to dilute the mess. You were soaked. Ruined. Every sense overtakenâhis heat, his hunger, his everything consuming you whole.
The edge loomed again.
Faster.
Harder.
His tongue lashed with renewed fury, plunging deep into your core before flicking up to your clit in a rhythm that bordered on brutal. You couldnât take it anymore. The pleasure bordered on pain nowâtoo intense, too all-consuming for your sharpened senses to process. Your hands shot to his head, fingers tangling in his slick hair as you tried to push him away. âRemmickâstop, too much, I canâtââ
He didnât stop.
He didnât even pause.
Instead, his grip tightened. His claws dug deeper into the soft flesh of your thighs, pricking skin with sharp points that drew faint beads of blood. The sting barely registered amid the onslaught, but it anchored you, held you mercilessly open. He locked you against his mouth, nose grinding into your mound, lips sealing tight as he devoured you with even more ferocity. Growls vibrated through your folds, low and animalistic, drowning out your pleas. He didnât seem to hear you anymore.
Or if he did, he didnât care.
His tongue thrust relentlessly, curling inside you, lapping every inch like a beast denied for centuries. Fangs scraped your inner lips, teasing peril without piercing, while his lips sucked hard on your clit, pulling it between them with obscene pressure.
You thrashed.
Sobs tore from your throatâpleasure and overwhelm twisting into something frantic. âPleaseâRemmick!â Your hips bucked wildly, but his claws pinned you down, unyielding. He ate you like he owned you, tongue swirling faster, wetter, more invasive, saliva dripping in thick strands that mixed with your arousal and the showerâs endless cascade.
Every sense screamed: the wet smacks of his mouth, the copper tang of your own blood mingling faint with the air, his scent choking everything else. You loathed how it built again, coiling savage despite your protests, euphoria crashing higher until your vision blurred.
It hit like oblivion.
You came.
Hard.
Your body seized, back arching off the marble as waves ripped through youâinsane, shattering, so high you nearly blacked out. A scream echoed off the walls, raw and broken, as you soaked him completely. Slick gushed from you in hot pulses, flooding his mouth, his chin, dripping down his neck to mix with the water. He drank it all, growling deep, tongue still working through the spasms, prolonging every twitch until you shuddered boneless beneath him.
Only then did he relent.
He lifted his head slowly, face glisteningâyour release smeared across his lips, his cheeks, clinging in strands to his fangs. Red eyes glowed triumphant, pupils blown wide. He crawled up your body with deliberate grace, water sluicing over both of you, and captured your mouth in a kiss.
You accepted it.
Couldnât do anything else.
Your limbs felt like lead, spent and trembling, every muscle drained from the high. His lips pressed soft nowâloving, almost tenderâas his tongue slipped inside, mingling saliva thick and warm. You tasted yourself on him: sharp, sweet, intoxicating. Your fangs brushed his, a faint scrape that sent aftershocks tingling through you. He kissed you deeply, slowly, hand cupping your jaw like you were fragile porcelain. No rush. Just possession wrapped in gentleness.
He pulled back just enough to murmur against your lips. âThere ya go, darlinâ. All better now.â
And it was.
He had done exactly as he promised. The memory of the manâthe kind eyes, the blood, the guiltâhad faded to a distant echo, washed away in the flood of him. Nothing remained but Remmick. His touch. His taste. His voice coiling through your mind like roots taking hold.
Time blurred in the steam-filled haze.
Minutes?
Hours?
You couldnât tell.
The shower poured on, relentless, but he made no move to stop it at first. He simply held you there, kissing your forehead, your cheeks, whispering soft nothings that wove deeper into your bones.
âYa did so good for me,â he said, voice a low rumble, thumb stroking your damp cheek. âMy brave girl. Lettinâ me take care of ya like this. Ainât nothinâ gonna hurt ya now. Not while Iâm here.â
His words wrapped around you, gentle and addictive, each one a thread pulling you tighter to him. You melted into it, eyelids heavy, body limp against the marble. He shifted, reaching past you with one arm, and the water cut off abruptly. Silence rushed inâbroken only by your shared breaths and the faint drip from fixtures. Cool air kissed your heated skin, raising goosebumps, but he didnât let you shiver long.
Remmick gathered you up effortlessly, cradling you against his chest as he stepped from the shower. His clothes clung sodden and ruined, but he ignored them. He carried you to the marble counter, perching you there gently, like you weighed nothing.
âHold still, sugar,â he murmured, pressing a kiss to your temple before turning to the linen closet.
He returned with a towelâplush, oversized, warmed somehow in his hands. He draped it over your shoulders first, rubbing slow circles to chase away the chill. His touch stayed reverent, obsessive in its thoroughness: drying your arms, your back, lifting each leg to pat tenderly along the claw-marked thighs. He lingered there, eyes darkening faint at the red welts, but his fingers soothed rather than tormentedâlight strokes that made you sigh. âLook at these,â he whispered, voice thick with feigned regret. âGot carried away lovinâ on ya. Iâll kiss âem better later. Promise.â
You nodded faintly, too spent to argue, leaning into his care. He dried your hair next, fingers combing through the wet strands with shameless intimacy, tilting your head back to blot the nape of your neck.
Every motion screamed possession: the way he murmured praisesââSo beautiful like this, all soft and mineââthe way his eyes never left you, red glow simmering possessive. âYa donât gotta worry âbout a thing. I got ya forever now. No more scrubbinâ, no more ghosts. Just us.â
Time slipped further. He wrapped you in the towel like a cocoon, lifting you again to carry you from the bathroom. The estateâs halls blurred pastâdark wood panels, faint lamplight casting long shadowsâbut you barely registered them. Your bedroom materialized: the massive four-poster bed, silk sheets rumpled from earlier nights, air heavy with his scent. He laid you down reverently, peeling the towel away to slide cool sheets over your naked skin.
He stripped thenâefficient, unhurriedâtossing wet clothes aside before joining you. His body pressed close, warm and solid, one arm banding around your waist to tuck you against his chest. âSleep now, darlinâ,â he cooed, lips brushing your ear, hand splaying wide over your stomach in a move that felt like protection. âI ainât goinâ nowhere. Gonna hold ya all night. Dream of good things. Dream of me.â
His fingers traced lazy patternsâspine, hip, the curve of your breastâgentle caresses that lulled rather than aroused. Kisses dotted your shoulder, your hair. âYou're perfect,â he whispered, obsessive litany spilling soft. âMy heart. My everything. Turned ya right, didnât I? Feel that strength in ya now? All mine to keep safe.â Delusions layered sweet, each word erasing cracks, filling you with him.
The manâs face flickered onceâfaintâthen vanished, overwritten by Remmickâs touch, his breath syncing with yours.
Your eyelids drooped.
The world narrowed to his warmth, his voice humming low lullabies in that hypnotic tone. âThatâs it. Drift off. I love ya more than anythinâ. Forever, sugar. Just like this.â
Sleep took you then.
Deep.
Dreamless.
His.












