Danger Notes Challenge 8/?
Enjoy as I challenge myself to stretch my writing muscles by writing for at least five minutes nonstop under threat of starting the fic over
Fic 8: The latest Matchablossom au living in my brain
M/M Sk8 the infinity 1570 words
As the sun went down, Kojiro went to grab a bottle of wine and two glasses. Sia la Luce was closing for the night, and nobody else would be visiting. At least, Kojiro knew who he was waiting for probably wouldnât come. But he couldnât let go - he made a promise, after all.
This is your home, no matter what happens. Fight your ass off, and come back.
After setting the wine on ice, he retreated to the kitchen to finish closing. It was only thanks to the automatic doorbell that he installed was he able to focus in closing every night. His employees could confirm how distracted he used to be, after he left. Hiromi had practically forced him to buy the doorbell. Kojiro couldnât help it. He wouldnât believe Kaoru was dead until he saw the corpse himself, though it was entirely possible heâd never see it even if Kaoru did die.
Vivid in his memory was the last week the two had been living together. Kaoru was jumping out of his own skin, and that raised some serious red flags for Kojiro. The man was stubborn about elaborating what was bothering him. It took a complete mental breakdown to finally let the secret out. Turns out, Kaoru has been forced to join a crime organization to survive as a young adult, whose parents cut him off after graduating high school. It was just one little incident, and he was sucked in to the spiral. Luck had gotten him out, and Okinawa had served as a safe blind spot for him to recoup and rebuild some semblance of a life.
But Kojiro could tell something had gone very wrong for the other man at some point in life pretty quickly after the two of them had met at S. It was in the way he never showed any ambitions for the future, never talked about his likes and dislikes. He never even guaranteed he would come every week. Getting answers took ages, and the more answers he got, the more he fell for the other man. Hearing how his parents treated him, disapproving of essentially every life decision Kaoru made, trying to force him to take over the family business so the family could maintain its wealth, it made Kojiroâs blood boil. The worst part was he didnât even know he was missing the biggest part of the story until long into their relationship, until it was too late. Kojiro didnât even get to make a proper proposal, just enough to briefly exchange rings and promise to do it properly one day.
Keep this ring safe for me, and give it to me again, when this is over. They canât know.
Kojiro himself was doing just fine. Sia la Luce was doing well, and he had a small crew of wonderful employees that he adored, including some rowdy teens he met at S who insisted they wanted to help. By all accounts, things were going how he had hoped. Many had said he should just move on with life already, and stop banking on a lost cause. After all, he had everything else going for him, why not find someone new?
But it never worked. As lovely as all the people he met and went on dates with, he couldnât see himself being with any of them. None of them were Kaoru, and Kojiro couldnât put anyone through dating him when he clearly still had feelings he couldnât resolve. He may have done his fair share of dabbling with other people, but he wasnât about to fake it and hurt someone. Hiromi shed tears when Kojiro came to that conclusion. The big softie was a romantic, after all.
Thus, life seemed to move on, unchanging. Sure, he still went to S, his family still checked in on the family business, he had no shortage of things happening around him, but at the end of the day, he could only imagine telling Kaoru about all of it. That he would set those wine glasses down, and Kaoru would be there, demanding to be served. Theyâd both yell at Reki and Langa to go home. The two of them would bicker, as they always did, until the bottle was empty. Until Kaoru finally relaxed, and Kojiro could truly take in how beautiful he was. He would give anything to see his face, to hold him, just one more time. Just to make sure Kaoru knew how much he loved him, even now.
But all he could do was set out those wine glasses and hope.
He didnât know what was worse, living like this forever, or finally learning of his death, and being forced to move on. The clink of dishes was not enough to distract him. Seeing himself reflected in the plate, he paused. The light in his eyes was dim. He dunked the plate back in the soapy water, in denial of his reality. His knuckles quickly went raw from the excess force he used to scrub. The pain was a welcome distraction.
A stack of plates was still left to send through the dishwasher when Kojiro thought he heard the doorbell. The dishwasher had been loud enough that he wasnât sure he actually heard it. He kept washing dishes, not wanting his hopes to get too high. And then he heard it again. And again. Slowly, he left the kitchen, attempting to keep his heart from pounding too hard. He could hear the bell more clearly as he headed towards the entrance.
It has to be Hiromi. Nobody else would come here at this hour. It canât be him, it wonât be him.
His heart strained against his brain, trying to take control as he called a response. Every step seemed to shake his whole body. The floorboards complained as he crossed the dining room. Steadying himself, he opened the front door.
âIâm sorry, but weâre closed-â
âAbout damn time you let me in, itâs freezing out here!â
Kojiro looked up and froze. Lit by the moonlight in front of him was Kaoru. A battered, scarred, deeply exhausted Kaoru. His Kaoru. Who had to push him out of the way so he could come in and close the door behind them.
âKaoru,â he could feel his voice waver as Kaoru turned to face him.
âItâs done. Theyâre gone,â
Kojiro noticed how empty his right sleeve was. âYour arm,â
âIâm lucky thatâs all it cost me,â
âGuess youâll have to learn to do calligraphy with your left hand,â
Kaoru shrugged. âIâll have time,â
A lump came up his throat. He slowly reached out and felt Kaoruâs cheek. âYouâre really back,â
Kaoru piled his own hands on too, tears in his eyes. âI am,â
All the tears from the past few years released all at once. Kojiro embraced Kaoru as tight as he possibly could. They were home, safe, together. Neither could stop the tears or the shaking, and they ended up on their knees together, weak from emotions. He soaked in Kaoruâs smell once more. It was different than it used to be, but it was still undeniably him. He finally released Kaoru, wiping the manâs tears as he did.
Kaoru nodded, using his own sleeve to wipe any remaining tears. It was then the Kojiro remembered the lump he always had in his pockets somewhere. When Kaoru finally rid his face of tears, he was faced with a ring being presented to him.
âKaoru, itâs time I gave this back to you. Iâll ask properly this time: Iâd be honored if you would marry me and be my husband. Will you?â
âYou really waited, like you promised,â
âHiromi did make me try a few dates, but it never felt right. I knew deep in my heart that I wouldnât ever be able to love anyone how I love you, and I hope you know how much I mean that,â
Words failed Kaoru, as he nodded and offered his hand. Kojiro quickly grabbed his matching ring from the box, allowing Kaoru to put it on his hand. They exchanged salty kisses, starved for the taste of one another. Neither could tell how long they stayed together on that floor. All they knew was that they would never leave each otherâs side again.
They were the rudely interrupted by Kaoruâs stomach.
Kojiro laughed. âCome on, princess, Iâll make some carbonara for you,â
âI hope youâve improved your recipe,â Kaoru took the hand offered to him.
âMy carbonara has always been perfect, I donât know what youâre talking about, your highness,â
Kaoru took a seat and helped himself to the wine as Kojiro disappeared into the kitchen. The smell of Sia la Luce calmed him, and he felt alive again. He was finally where he belonged.
Kojiro emerged with two plates of carbonara only to find Kaoru fast asleep at the bar, a look of peace on his face. Everything must have caught up with him at once. Setting the plates down, he stole a quick picture with his phone. They had plenty of tomorrows ahead of them, and Kojiro would treasure every one of them