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devcon03 replied to your post “I love The Expanse so much. I’m only on 1.06 and staying away from all...”

Gah, it's such a /good/ series ;A;

Aaaaah I’m excited to be joining you two soon in squealing over it!

Meet me there, I’ll hold you tonight No one has ever felt more like coming home.

Ugh, I’m sorry - that is so tough :( Job politics are the absolute worst.

captainivyb replied to your post “[[MOR] Sooo, my former employer is looking for someone (actually 2...”

I'm so sorry, I hope things get better and you find a job soon. *hugs*

Of course <3

when I started shipping it if I did: I think it was when I first saw “the man who would be king” That was instantly my favorite episode and seeing a unhealthy demon/angel partnership??? Of fucking course I’m going to ship that.

my thoughts: I love them. They are probably my top otp (at the very least in the top three). Crowstiel has literally everything going for them. They’re angsty, kinky, unhealthy, sworn enemies but they’re also in love and I think that given the right circumstances they have potential to actually be a healthy, committed pair.

What makes me happy about them: I think that they are perfectly suited for each other. They’re so similar, they’ve both been around so long, they’ve seen the world grow up, they are both outcasts among their species. I think that they understand each other on a level that no one else really can and because of that they are able to really be themselves around each other. Cas can stop acting the way he thinks an angel is supposed to act and let the worst parts of himself show and Crowley can actually show that he has some feelings that Hell hasn’t burnt up yet.

What makes me sad about them: Let’s be real here. It’d be hard for these two to have a happily ever after. They’re both monsters in their own right and unfortunately they have to deal with the rest of the world (aka, Sam and Dean) I think that their responsibilities would drive a wedge between them and eventually they would crash and burn (Because with Cas and Crowley there would be no such thing as an easy breakup).

things done in fanfic that annoys me: WHEN PEOPLE TAG A FIC AS CROWSTIEL JUST SO THEY CAN MAKE CROWLEY THE ASSHOLE ABUSIVE BF SO THAT DEAN CAN SAVE CAS HONESTLY FUCK THAT 

things I look for in fanfic: I mean…..it’s mainly bdsm fanfic so there’s that But I also look for angsty fics with a happy ending, Crowley using lots of pet names, Cas being a willing member of the relationship, I really don’t have many conditions, I read pretty much all the crowstiel fic

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: I’d be happy with Cas ending up with Dean but tbh I don’t think Crowley could really end up with anyone and in the context of Cas and Crowley as exes I’m kind of that asshole who doesn’t want them to be with anyone else.

My happily ever after for them: Crowley as king of hell and Cas as king consort. Like fight me on this, they would be such a power couple, no big bad would dare fuck with them. Sam and Dean could finally retire cause c’mon Cas married the king of hell, they don’t have to worry about anything anymore.

who is the big spoon/little spoon: Crowley is big spoon 99% of the time because he is an insecure idiot who for some dumb reason seems to think that him being little spoon = him needing cas = him being weak. (cas thinks he’s ridiculous and will forcibly be the big spoon whenever Crowley is drunk enough that he won’t argue about it

*heavy breathing* YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

My tempest in a bottle.

One for @daisy4days‘s fantastic fic Anew

 I’m an attrociously careless reader 

I learnt the hard way that Michael and Gabriel actually did have matching armours for the Flood. Why am I surprised that I fell in love with Gabriel’s as well then?

Put the title of one of my fics in my ask and I’ll tell you something about it that no one knows.

I sometimes think about threesome dynamics (for sex scenes, not for a relationship, that’s a whole other question.) As a triangle, it’s inherently unbalanced. You could either have one person as the center of attention for two others, or you could have one relationship as the main focus and the third person is an addition or, even better, a facilitator. These don’t mean you’re ignoring the other people/relationships, but I kind of think you need a focus.

So in Three, at first we have a point situation where both Ethan and Michael are paying attention to Alex. But the main goal of the fic is the Malex edge, which Ethan facilitates.

The character I first fell in love with: I mean the brothers of course but especially Sam. Watching the first few minutes of the first episode I just adored Sam immediately.

The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: BELA. When I watched spn for the first time I was still in that weird phase where you dislike female characters so that you can love the male characters even more so I actually didn’t like her much. It wasn’t until I started following more inclusive/female positive blogs that I actually realized how wonderful of a character she is.

The character everyone else loves that I don’t: Ugh I’m sorry but Bobby. I think that he was a great father to the boys and a really good man but I just have never cared too much about him. I’m not sure, he’s just never interested me as much as most of the other characters of spn have.

The character I love that everyone else hates: I mean….can I say most of the “evil” women?? Because I love Eve, Meg, Ruby, Bela, Abaddon, Rowena, Lilith and while I know that they do have small pockets of fandom that appreciate them I still all too often see them just labeled as a “bitch”

The character I used to love but don’t any longer: Hmmm probably Gabriel. I do still love him just not quite as much as I used to. I think that it’s probably just because I got distracted by other characters.

The character I would totally smooch: So many. I mean….are we talking cute kiss or full on making out because cute kiss would probably be Cas and making out would be Crowley, no one is surprised by this

The character I’d want to be like: Everyone has their own issues in this show but…..I’d probably want to be like Cas. I think he just has so many good qualities and he cares so deeply about things I think that’s the type of person I’d love to be.

The character I’d slap: JOHN FUCKING WINCHESTER. I doubt I even need to explain this one but god do I dislike that man. Sure, tell me that he was “a good man” all you want but no father should raise children the way that he raised Sam and Dean.

A pairing that I love: I’ll just write my top few because there are a lot: Destiel, Crowstiel, Samifier, Megstiel, Bela/Abaddon