Jan 2, 2023
good things:
buratta and freshly baked bread, warm baths with aloe salts, riveting memoirs, warm linen sheets, cuddles with my love, vintage cotton knits, journaling lists, lots of water
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good things:
buratta and freshly baked bread, warm baths with aloe salts, riveting memoirs, warm linen sheets, cuddles with my love, vintage cotton knits, journaling lists, lots of water
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good things
buying a new houseplant, homemade cinnamon pancakes, curating the perfect outfit, visiting local bookstores, soft pretzels with cheese, soft comfy clothes, morning sunlight, thrifted cardigans, kitty cuddles, daily crossword puzzles
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hanging out with old friends, roaming aimlessly through the bookstore, making pasta for dinner, a clean house, doing a puzzle, olipop, reconnection
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homemade pizza with friends, going to the bookstore just because, satin blouses, a clean home, finding joy in the little things
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thrifting all afternoon, vintage books, archaeology journals, snacks for dinner, plants as decor, bagels, linen fabrics, freshly brewed coffee, sitting on the couch watching our favorite tv show, long winter nights spent hugging you
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I’m not coping with today too well.
My body feels like it’s moving through molasses and my brain is even slower.
I’m overwhelmed by the people talking around me.
I just can’t people right now.
I’m having so much trouble with sleeping tonight. I just want to read about soft pining boyfriends.
Usually cold wet days make me sleepy but I still can’t settle. I doesn’t help that I also want to draw soft pining boyfriends.
Sleep has been difficult lately.
I’m finding myself getting irritated very easily lately, especially at work. I have no patience for people which is a problem when you deal with customers. Even normal order taking makes me want to throw the phone at the wall.
My life doesn’t feel like it fits right now. It’s like a scratchy coat, that’s too big in the shoulders and too small around the hips. Just uncomfortable and unpleasant.
I want to kick and scratch and bite and run until I find a place where I can feel more settled. I’m old enough to know that’s not how things work but don’t have enough experience to know what I can actually do about it.
The days feel to short to do anything of real purpose. Most jobs ask too much time of us, I think. Why do I need to waste more hours on someone else’s fulfillment than my own? And I usually like my job.
I hope the feeling is also fickle and will leave soon. I’d rather not be like this much longer.