#daemon?

Lol just finished watching His Dark Materials and man that Lord Asriel sure is one dumbass son of a bitch the motherfucker seriously gonna kill God with a fucking bolt action rifle??? Smh 🤦‍♀️

- a deep soul, wild and free; but an appreciation for orderliness, an anxiety about uncertainty; fear of failure, the ability to communicate with the dead, whimsy and overflowing love; strangeness and privacy, earnest openness, sincerity and trust, wary of strangers; not a chameleon, a different being in different situations, not blending in but changing unconsciously; a bear, huge and beautiful, deadly, furry, protective? a fox, small and sly, sweet but evasive, aloof? a ring-tailed lemur - once, when I was small, very small, I held a ring-tailed lemur at a petting zoo. Or rather, it held me. Its little black fingers wrapped around my little child fingers. It must have been very small. Its hands and feet-that-were-hands couldn’t fully encircle even my ring finger. I think it climbed onto my shoulder. I think its tail brushed ticklishly against my skin. The end of the “facts” of the memory - but I remember delight, and curiosity, and a wonder and awe so deep and joyful it was love. Mnemosyne, memory. The lemur’s tail was striped black and white, black and white rings around its tail, black rings around its curious dark eyes. Maybe a green cockatiel. Or a blue salamander. Or an ocelot. A mourning dove, a crow, a pigeon, a red-tailed hawk, a long heavy python, a sea turtle, an elk, a raccoon. What am i. Who. And why?