Sinclair headcanons (SFW + NSFW)
warning: this user has ADHD and these headcanons are more like incomprehensible rambles
SINCLAIR IS NOT AN ASSHOLE!!!!! He was KIND OF a dick in the VERY. FIRST. SCENE. After that we just?? Don't see him be that rude to people??? HE'S CANONICALLY SWEET TO HIS GIRLFRIEND Y'ALL PMO.
Especially AFTER his redemption arc (which gets conveniently skipped in the show) he's?? Lowkey kinda chill??
In the beginning (especially pre-relationship) he's a little flustery and skittish the moment he recognizes his feelings (his GF just doesn't exist here ok)
I headcanon him as a Narcissist because I am.. projecting my own NPD onto him. This does NOT mean he's a bad person. The whole turning people into cyborgs thing was incredibly fucked up and evil, but like he genuinely believed it was for the greater good (even if he was extremely sadistic in that one panel of the comic books..) But any evil he has inside of him is A), unintentional and B), not because he's a narc.
Before his redemption arc he was more of a stereotypical narc. He didn't recognize his own condition and thusly did not work on his symptoms, he allowed them to take over and make him delusional.
But his redemption didn't make them go away. He still feels internally that he is the single most important person in all of mankind, he just isn't a dick about it. And even without the disorder, how can you blame him? He IS extremely important (which is why it pmo so bad that he's like neglected by his own writers).
All this is to say you are an exception. Not at first, not even after he caught feelings. But eventually, slowly, he started to see you as an equal.
If you're BOTH narcs...? Oh my God.
It's really fucking hard to find other Narcissists (it is, a rare condition after all). Even harder to find ones that don't use it as an excuse to treat you like shit and not work on themselves, furthering the narrative that we're all evil manipulators.
codependency alert.... whaaat who said that
You're special. You get him.
Speaking from experience, you have to be... very careful not to encourage each other's behavior. It's VERY hard when you find someone that you can finally be open with about them.
In the beginning he would unintentionally belittle you, primarily your intelligence. He genuinely wouldn't be doing it on purpose or even realize he was, he thinks he's just... stating the fact that he's smarter than you. Cos like, in his field of intelligence, he is.
You have to teach him that there's more kinds of intelligence than just scientific. He's probably still better at science than you are at your form of intelligence tbh, but that's because he LIVES for it. He feeds it. Most people... don't do that.
If you're interested at all in his studies he is just over the moon. He will infodump for hours if you let him. He'll probably infodump so much that you end up almost as smart as him cos he just... shares literally everything he knows.
Especially if you meet him during/before his first appearance, and you're the only one in the class that actually... agrees with him. Nobody has EVER agreed with him, just made fun of him because they don't understand. He could honestly just kidnap you and turn you into a cyborg right then and there... but like. romantically. his special borg.
But he doesn't. He wants you to like him, and he's noticed that people tend to... not... when he kidnaps them and tortures them while taking away their bodily autonomy. He also doesn't want to mess with your brain or change who you are.
If you somehow found out what he was doing and, weren't utterly disgusted with him..
That's probably when he'd catch feelings for one.
And for two, God he'd be HONORED.
He'd take special care not to torture you as bad as he does the others. He canonically doesn't have anesthetics or painkillers, just tranquilizers. You might get some brain damage from him trying to keep you from waking up during the long, drawn out surgery.
He'll try not to deform you like he does the others. The helmet thing is also, just not necessary. He doesn't need or want to mind control you. You're probably the only one with all of your fingers, too. Like I said, you're special.
To him, you're the only other person that deserves that kind of care.
If you got hurt, let alone KILLED, when invincible broke in... oh he would never be the same. There's a good chance he would just become irredeemable.
Hate hate HATES. When he starts having to work on corpses late into the night, rarely able to see you anymore. But he can't rush his art, that just isn't how it works. He tries, though. Might even train the reanimen to make more reanimen.
Lowkey holds a major grudge against Cecil over it. Tries to convince him to let you work for the GDA as well, so he can at least see you. You may not be as strong as the new, better reanimen, let alone the superheroes, but you can still help.. right?
When his requests inevitably gets denied, he starts working overtime. If you're not deemed strong enough, by God he'll MAKE you strong enough. He'll prove that shiny headed senior citizen wrong if it gets him fired.
After years of hard work and sleepless nights, he's finally done it. He's made you stronger than any reaniman before, which is much easier to do with the one of you than the thousands of them.
Now you can visit him during work (if he doesn't get fired for sleep deprivation fucking up his performance)!
... He gets fired. Not, actually fired in the permanent sense, he's needs after all. But he's deemed unfit to work until he gets actual rest.
WIN WIN!! He gets to spend time with you now! Sure his income is now barely enough to keep a roof over his head, but hey! He's finally got you again. Needless to say he does not rest as much as he should be.
I beat my ADHD I did it u guys I'm actually doing it!!!
THIS MAN IS A TRIPLE. A. FREAAAAAKKKK
ive um... actually never. met someone with npd that... wasn't.... I know they're out there but I have not met one 😭 which makes sense BC. a lot of them come from trauma.... just like NPD does
Switch, but the kind that leans more one way than the other depending on the day and his mood.
He is into the following!! (g,r for giving, receiving. x>x is slight preference, x>>x is strong preference, and obviously x=x is no preference)
kidnapping and stalking (g>>r)
marking, especially with blades. also just blades in general. (g)
petplay but the degrading kind, not the sexualizing animals kind (g>r)
dacryphilia I think is how u spell it (g=r)
TWIN I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS YOU ABSOLUTE GOONER HE IS NOT INTO THE FUCKING OMEGAVERSE 😭
He usually prefers to be in control, he kinda freaks out a little when he's not. But eventually he will get comfortable enough and you can fuck him silly style until he's crying and begging 😋
loves every inch of your body, it is just so fascinating to him (who's surprised the guy with a human body special interest likes bodies)
bites you. like a lot. sometimes your skin gets a little stuck in his tooth gap
OH HIS PENIS. He's trans, but he has one.. the power of science 😋 had to do it himself cos the doctors will remove your ability to climax ☹️ convinced Cecil to have them make it better and more functional bcuz... college student budget doesn't give u the best peenar.
Impressively average like unfathomably average
that's a good thing btw. he can get u off without hurting u
somehow obtained some fucked up version of the magical prostate... just so u can peg him better. let's just say he somehow managed to move his g-spot into his ass or smthn idk
cannot get you pregnant, obviously 💔
his cum is not actual semen it's like, a thicker version of wtv comes out of ur cooch
Utterly PATHETIC, domming AND subbing.
Whines and whimpers like you've never even thought was possible, occasionally even grunting but like the breathless feral kind. Desperately grabbing onto any piece of skin his hands happen to come across.
he's so rough with you he starts panting almost immediately. very very sweaty it will genuinely be dropping into you, hope you're okay with that....
when you're domming it is.. very easy to get him crying.
has never felt the loving touch of a partner before. 💔 people generally avoid him at all costs
will cover you in hickeys and expects you to do the same.
EXTRA pathetic when he's tied up and can't touch you. He's crying and begging you to let him touch you 🤗
if you're teasing him too much he WILL take over and make you regret it. Shoving your face down and grabbing you by the hips, giving you the craziest backshots of your life.
did I mention he whines and whimpers... cos he also drools when he's subbing 🤗
very jerky and fidgety, like his legs will not stay still whatsoever. actually shaking.
overall very pathetic man 10/10
