*WARNING GRAPHIC, PLEASE DONT READ IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY VIOLENCE, OR GET PTSD FROM CHILDHOOD TRAUMA*
does the thought keep you up at night?
from when you were a little kid. seeing things that no kid should have ever seen with their innocent eyes.
you have a blood phobia now
why did daddy bash his own daddys head open?
thats not daddy, thats the devil
he always looks like the devil when he drinks that poison with mommy at the cowboy bar
why do they take me there?
this is no place for a kid
weeks past by, no one attempted to clean the blood mess on the wall.
maybe they did. maybe i just cant erase the dark puddles out of my mind. maybe i imagined the mess lingering. maybe it just remained only in my mind. forever. maybe im thinking of it right. fucking. now.
im fucking terrified of blood now.
does the thought keep you up at night? because i know it keeps me up at night.