#d's face

’s complicated.we’re friends sometimes and other times he kinda steps all over me, literally, i mean, i used to like him, sometimes i still do and we can have a good time but then i remember all the shit he’s done. But, i’m working towards understanding him more, and him understanding me more, i’ve said this before but, i’ve seen his softer side, he told me about his past and all the bad things that have happened to him as a kid over a bowl of strawberries, he was wasted though, i don’t know how much he can remember from that night.but it’s like, relationships are like a dance yeah?moving with each other and understanding that there are going to be a couple stepped on toes in the process but still continuing on, the beat keeps going and you just keep moving laughing over the mistakes of the past because you’ve accepted them and moved on.

With Murdoc it’s like crashing into each other and then getting flustered on the dance floor and stopping, sitting down for a bit then getting dragged back onto the floor because your favorite song comes on, and you can make it through together but right once the beat changes your shoulders keep getting each other you go for a spin and dip and drop them on the floor, and you could be better if you took a couple dance lessons maybe but you think you got it because you’ve managed to dance pretty well sometimes especially in the past and you’re both trying to get back to those days but accidents have happened and your feet don’t move the same way anymore, 

and the times at the table with drinks get longer but you make eye contact when your songs come on and it’s like “you wanna dance?” but both of you know someone is just gonna get hurt so you hesitate from trying, and your friends stopped trying to get you on the floor too, and so now we’re just two blokes at a table, a song that used to mean so much to us playing, and both of us don’t want to mention it.

but we’re getting to a point where we dance in private y'know? not yet ready for the floor but when that song plays it’s just us, and it’s a new song, the ones from the past have been played out and it’s not who we are anymore, ye we still step on toes sometimes or accidentally elbow each other but it’s progress, it’s something