#cyan0types

john’s description of faroe?? faroe offering to put a word in to show arthur the stars?? god that made me so emotional. but those lighter noises have me so nervous for what’s about to hit them. still can’t wait though!

this is a version of yjh that has escaped the narrative through sheer willpower, a version that has finally gained the time to reflect on who they are outside of the cycle of the story. this opportunity to reflect was not given to yjh throughout twsa, as he was written into a specific role as its protagonist and made to follow the accompanying script for over a thousand regressions.

before becoming secretive plotter, he’d had little room to consider any options outside of the role of this masculine figure that he’d been written to portray. he’s reached his full potential as a transcendent: going beyond human (and/or constellation) abilities and beyond the narrative alike. it’d be rather fitting for him to have breached past the confines of his masculinity as well.

these lyrics in particular come to mind:

I wear this crown of shit

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else