Vent#2
This week was alright. got in trouble at work for calling out a grand total of 2 times my whole career thusfar. was threatened with a writeup if i ever did it again before i was ventured. really not helping my morale here. accidently skipped taking my meds a few days again and its catching up with me. boyfriend is still major on the nerves bc he STILL wont clean up after himself on his own much less help me clean up without being asked. hate feeling like his mother. hes also starting to glue himself to me all the time whenever hes around which i would normally not mind but for some reason its really bugging me. maybe because i feel like i get hardly any alone time at all. i paid some bills tn and am finally getting what i consider to be true alone time, its pretty great. im really soaking up the silence of the apartment. i want to work on a workout routine (ill prob post it here since this is my journal and ill want it in a place accessible everywhere) bc working out helps me relieve a lot of stress. also unrelated but i kinda wanna teach myself to fight for fun, im keeping that in the back of my mind as a maybe hobby to persue alongside learning finnish (which ive been working on a little bit every day i work!)
